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[myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman]

ok let me  just start from the begining  when i was little i saw things  that  no one else could my mom actually thought i was crazy   cause why would a 4 year old  speak any language  fluently  other than a native  language  i  had to   see specialists   i had a very active  child hood i saw spirits every day  i spoke french and  spanish  and  english  like  i was a pro to this day i still  speak english and spanish   even tho i  was never  taught spanish ... my  childhood  was obsurd    like out of a  scary  movie .....  there where several instances  of  flying beds ..... i was  told i was  possesed  and   my aunt came  down to  remove the demon and  she looked me in the eyes and said  nothings  wrong with me  she told me i have inherited  the gene  im guessing  the unexplained  runs in my family  around 7 yrs old  i was lying  in bed   and i felt tightness around  my  neck i couldnt breath something was choking me and alli could see was a dark mist  i  ended up throwing up all over  myself  i blacked out  but i was conscious  i could  feel my  body  being lifted  and thrown i  felt  my feet  dragging on the ground  my mother said   she  woke up from a bad dream and instintively grabbed scissors ran in my room she  found me  hanging from a antique dresser  a very tall one  at least 7 feet  in the air my face was  blue..... i feel things  still to this day .. i seen angels  ghosts  spirits mists  voices  whispers  smells i  also unaware of this ability im religious   and i pray alot   by the time i was  26  (im 29  now) i had had 2  types of stage 3 cancer  developed aloepecia areata had my gallbladder burst  unexplained weight gain weight loss  severe depression and  much more .... turns out..... when i pray for people and there  problems i  inherit  there griefs and ailments  and they become healthy ..... i have  dreams  of telekinisis  ... also  passed loved ones  come to me periodically thru my dreams and   tell me whats gonna  happen  in my life  like for instance at 10  my grandma came and  sat on my bed and said dont be scared .... i love u  tell the family i love them take care of every one  and try ur best to keep them together i woke up crying ran in my moms room and  said  grandmas  dead my mom slapped me  10 min later  the phone rang my perfectly healthy  grandma  had  passed.... my  grandpa  he  died when i was 3 mths  old my other grandma kept him secret  i guess it was hard on her  i saw him often  in my sleep and  in my conscious  i asked her  who he was and she started  crying i desribed him to a tee  in his favorite  outfit.... my grandma  still comes in  my sleep  and  talks  to me i cant control it or id see her every night.....   last dream my aunt came  a year ago looked just like my grandma (her mom) in  her 20s  my aunt was upper  40s  when she passed ... she showed  her self young this is the  same aunt  that pulled me aside when i was lil  and  in the dream she  says  do u trust me.... i said yes  she looked in my eyes and  said  lay ur head in my lap and let me read your ear..... i was confuesed but  did  as she asked....   she  saw all the good ive  done in life   and all the bad ive expeirenced...... i was seeing wat she saw thru her  eyes... she stayed in like a catatomic  state  eyes wide  she says ...... dont focus  on any relationships...... one will come  when ur ready  right now... you need to write your music and  do as you are doing it will be a hard road... but as you know you have angels watching over you  which you have witnessed before correct... i responded yes... she continued..... march  2014  all the bad will turn  to  good all the good will turn to great and you will be known as the eye of the nation..... i  tryed to  pick  my entire life apart ...... none of it makes  sense.......i scare myself sometimes  ... i  have a feeling  that  im not utilizing  something  inside of me .. i know its a gift .....  i know  i have several gifts.... i do not beleive in spells  and  bad magic.... i grew up  in a relgious  house... i  have been disowned by my dads mom and my sisters  because i  see things  that normal people  dont........ i also  get  feelings   and know  to much about people before i even  speak to  them ...... im lost  what can i do  if u could help me id appreciate any information

[notforgotten]

Welcome to Unexplained Mysteries. You're not lost child (of God), for Jesus is with you. I believe everything that you've said. I've been persecuted by evil spirits. I've been possessed by demons. I have seen Jesus. The Father had spoke to me and said, "the battle against good and evil has been here since the beginning of time". My gaurdian angel has made herself known to me and I know that there are angels looking over me too. May peace be with you. God bless.

[chopmo]

The messages you have been getting aren't possession sounding like as the above may suggest above, in my line of life it is common for people that are open truely, more seen in children (not saying it doesn't continue most play it out to imagination and it should be kept quiet). Your grandmother sounds like a lovely person to come give you the blessing of strength for future.

Don't be too alarmed buddy, there are 8 year olds out there that remember themselves being shot down in ww2 and can pinpoint there place of landing. That to me would be a bit more eerie, granted I haven't had as much comunication as you, I usually get a person peering in around a corner or something.

My honest advice is just listen to what they ask, they sounds of it they are hoping you have the best life possible, to keep your base morals with you and do the same for your family. They are wholehearted things you should be doing anyway personally. Greet them, ask them why they are here, hear them out and if it isn't pleasant ask it to leave as it is not welcome in you or your family's home. Find your base meanings and understandings from them, much like a dream can tell you a lot about your emotions and your current path in life.

Feel free to pm if you have further questions or just want to chat, you sound like it's pretty wound up with no one to talk to about I know the feeling it can swamp you if you aren't ready that's not just in your case but any topic/s on this forum can cause that.

Edited by chopmo, 16 February 2013 - 03:51 AM.

[myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman]

i do appreciate  the responses....  i know god has  given me  gifts  that many  dont have and i  really wish i knew how  to use them  it would make  life alot easier    granted i seen things as a child  but i  still  see them today i am a  smart individual i graduated  3 yrs earlier than  most  i havent grown out of this  i wish  i knew how  to make it so i could  pray over people and  not  take on their ailments  im scared to  even pray  for any one  every time i do i get  their sickness i know im not strange  im just different   and its not a vivid  imagination i see oras  and light  i hear  bells in  my ears  i have so many things  going on  with my physical body  its a lil scary i used  to keep to myself  geeez in high school i had no friends   people  never  talked to me because im different  ... now  i have an outlet i do music i grew my fan base to 25000  plus  alot of my fans  have seen ghosts and spirits and such  im a very open person ... i just needed to belt it out   even if i did sound crazy maybe some day  some one will find this message and  be able to mentor me   and  teach  me    what i need  to know ... its a shame  my aunt and grandma passed when i was  a child  they were gifted and  didnt get to teach me   what i was supposed to learn  i do thank u all for the input and  appreciate ur  time  feel free  to add me

[Seeker79]

Hi there.

You have quite nearly perfectly described a shamanic awakening. Unfortunately for those who have received the call, there are really no human teachers. Your information will come directly from the spirits. If you have not discovered how to journey yet, pm ill walk you through it.

Yes, if you were born in a traditional society you would have been raised to be a shaman.

[myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman]

Seeker79, on 16 February 2013 - 02:58 PM, said:

Hi there.

You have quite nearly perfectly described a shamanic awakening. Unfortunately for those who have received the call, there are really no human teachers. Your information will come directly from the spirits. If you have not discovered how to journey yet, pm ill walk you through it.

Yes, if you were born in a traditional society you would have been raised to be a shaman.

you have helped me emencely  and i thank you for that .... i  actually  just spoke to a shaman   who is  getting me  help  from the right individuals...  turns out  they  were waiting on my call as well... i was   just enformed  i am a shaman a very very very gifted shaman  i have been lost for a long time  and u helped me  find  the  way  thank you

[Seeker79]

myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman, on 16 February 2013 - 11:07 PM, said:

you have helped me emencely  and i thank you for that .... i  actually  just spoke to a shaman   who is  getting me  help  from the right individuals...  turns out  they  were waiting on my call as well... i was   just enformed  i am a shaman a very very very gifted shaman  i have been lost for a long time  and u helped me  find  the  way  thank you

Be careful please... I did not mean for you to jump so quick.

Edited by Seeker79, 17 February 2013 - 05:27 AM.

[Seeker79]

Honestly.  You should spend some more time conversing With me in pm. There is so much more...

Edited by Seeker79, 17 February 2013 - 05:38 AM.

[myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman]

i know i have spoken to someone in california i am waiting until i finish my music  tour before i try   anything which will b in 2 months  no need to worry

[Seeker79]

myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman, on 17 February 2013 - 04:58 PM, said:

i know i have spoken to someone in california i am waiting until i finish my music  tour before i try   anything which will b in 2 months  no need to worry

Music tour... Sounds fun

[himalyanmystic]

myauraglows_i_am_a_shaman, on 16 February 2013 - 05:51 AM, said:

i do appreciate  the responses....  i know god has  given me  gifts  that many  dont have and i  really wish i knew how  to use them  it would make  life alot easier granted i seen things as a child  but i  still  see them today i am a  smart individual i graduated  3 yrs earlier than  most  i havent grown out of this  i wish  i knew how  to make it so i could  pray over people and  not  take on their ailments  im scared to  even pray  for any one  every time i do i get  their sickness i know im not strange  im just different   and its not a vivid  imagination i see oras  and light  i hear  bells in  my ears  i have so many things  going on  with my physical body  its a lil scary i used  to keep to myself  geeez in high school i had no friends   people  never  talked to me because im different  ... now  i have an outlet i do music i grew my fan base to 25000  plus  alot of my fans  have seen ghosts and spirits and such  im a very open person ... i just needed to belt it out   even if i did sound crazy maybe some day  some one will find this message and  be able to mentor me   and  teach  me what i need  to know ... its a shame  my aunt and grandma passed when i was  a child  they were gifted and  didnt get to teach me   what i was supposed to learn  i do thank u all for the input and  appreciate ur  time  feel free  to add me

Its ok to communicate with spirits
just discuss with those who understand and with others discuss what they can understand,
not everyone can be a shaman,shamans are healers and have always been valued......
seeing someone dead is ok ,mostly friendly spirits of loved ones have no reason to harm ..........
just keep a clear mind during communications ,avoid any thoughts,focus..........