Most women are scared to tell ,fearing from being the joke or people not believing them ,centuries ago it was fear from being burnt at the stake or worst for being a witch ,a secret only to the closest if that because something from another world had picked them, I came on this site to share many things I have gone through in my full life. and I will share this now why? because there might be women out there trying to understand what happen to them and why? thinking am I the only one , I was awake I know I was! I saw it on top of me ! the Questions I have asked myself over the years and I think I have the answers to some. First I will tell you what happen to me, many years ago I was twenty eight, I remember it Like yesterday, I lived in a small country town in NSW australia ,I had two children ,I was single and had a female boarder staying with us in my house that worked with me ,It was a early start in the mornings 4.30 .There was nothing different the night before everybody was in bed on time and I went to bed last ,my children slept in the room ajoin to me and my friend slept down the hall. My bed had the window behind it and I could pull the curtain open a bit to look up at the stars while I fell asleep. If I was going to dream of a man it was usually romantic not sexual but this night I started to dream of sex to the point I woke myself up. This creature was swatting on top of me moving its head slowly side to side its claw like hands were on my shoulders and I could feel its clawed feet pushing my legs apart, by the light of the window I could see it skin was rough, leathery, a dark tanny colour some shades of geryish green but strangely transparent,gargoyle looking with large ears that laid flat up and than curled down like hair which was also moving but not in time with its head.With its sudden realization that I was awake it stopped, stared at me ,its eyes changed to anger its face tighten as it rised its arm and swiped at me with a hiss it vanished.Its was only a couple of seconds ,but it seemed longer I sat straight up pulled my nighty down ,I wasn't scared more surprised, walked out to the kitchen and made a cup of tea , it was 4 in the morning. my room mate came out at 4.30 to get ready for work as we got ready I decided to tell her and swore her to secrey, As she is not open minded she put it down to a dream ,even though I knew I was awake and saw what I saw. At work that day we were out side working we usually wear shorts as I did that day ,thats when my friend noticed the bruises inside my thighs one on each inner thigh roughy the same place and size (ten cent piece ,or mentos)My boarder frighten by the discovery was never the same towards me again,I have met one girl that it happen too close to the same time as me two towns over ,her boyfriend was joking about how she said she woke up with this demon on her ,we had never met before though she only saw it for a spilt second ,we were talking about the same creature,she seemed to be defending it in some strange way, I decided to just try and forget it and never mention it again ,I found out only 10 years ago that it was a incubus ,pictures of it vary but what I saw was one , I hope thinking about it or writing about it now doesn't make it return I hope that I am not desirable to it any more ,pass the use by date . So if you are one of those women that have seen as I have seen you are not alone ,you are not delusional,I would NOT try to find out in depth about this being as some things are best left,but there is one story of a coven of witches in the 14th century that conjured up the incubus to satisfy the coven's sexual thirst, when the coven was found the witches burnt the incubus were left as night creatures to roam as they pleased.I have never mention this for many many years and though doing so I hope I help someone understand their worries which are best forgotten
Edited by bekibond, 21 July 2010 - 04:21 AM.