He has narrated before, the tragic story of his life :
Let it out guys! Don't hold back your tears!
What? All that suffering and THEN he quits. That is like selling your stocks at the bottom of the recession.
Why would he say he "Could have ended up marrying that heiress..."? Marrying people is not against God's plans. Seems he ran in some serious high profile circles. If so, then those ladys were probably also Christian, and he should have stuck it out for 6 months or so (rather then 10 years) and he could have got married.
But then he might have had a hard time being married with all those extra sexy ladies running around. DAMNATION! His life is Ruined again......