So I am a very very spiritual person per nature, I always believed I Was diffrent but I didn't know how or why as everyone keept denieing it, I grew scared of talking about it.
Then one day on one social site I seen a girl, just a random girl, many of those are all around, but this one specific one made me feel an urge, like something pulling myself, some inner power that keept repeating CONNECT TO HER, SPEAK TO HER.
After a while of random chats, it feelt like I already knew her, somehow, somewhere, I even described her, I didn;t know how, words just keept flowing through my mind as I realised we were very similiar as in personalities. And as we spoke she told me about astral projection, I didn't know what it was untill I took my last 3 days looking up and reading, researching and gathering all the knowledge I Can about it, and as I did, I figured out it had been happeningb efore that "Lost hope" phase on my life, I also figured out it was because of the fear, low confidence and negative energy, and I had got rid of all of these as soon as I Spoke to her.
I have that feeling of a NEED, A DESIRE, it's very strong like really strong to AP, like something's calling me to do it.
The first time I tryed, I was kinda high and I didn't know much about it, I just looked something up and tryed it, and the outcome was AMAZING now that I realised how stupid I Was.
I got those crazy vibrations, my body was just about to pop out when I freaked out because of my fast heartbeat, I wasn't afraid, I was too surprised though as I had read the first time isn't likely to work and didn't have much knowledge about it.
It was totally pure, I tryed first and didnt work, then I gave up and went to sleep and it just happened.
But then the next 2 days I've been trying hard to get it, the second day I was able to get my self to vibrate, not as hard, but it was fine, I somehow controled it but keept losing it because of my distractive thoughts.
The 3rd day I barely got any vibrations, even though I had tryed using Binaural beats ;
I tryed arund 4 times, 1 time before I sleep, 1 time when I Wake up, 1 time before a nap (which I didnt mean to have) but I got so sleepy after I tryed it that I fell asleep, and I tryed it once more after the nap.
At one or two of those, I think I had done it but lost concsiousness and fell asleep.
Resutls are always diffrent, I don't know what I'm doing wrong.. the best thign tha worked for me was keping focus on those light paterns that appear in my mind, but I usualy fail and exhaust my Physical eyes instead of keeping them rested, which ruins everything..
I really need some help on this one, I need to do it, it's a really weird feeling that I haven't got in a long time..
Sorry for making this so long, I tryed a few techniques, but none of them worked ever since the first time simply because I don't vibrate fast enough.
Help would be very appreciated.
Edited by iShadow, 24 March 2013 - 11:14 AM.