I read the first paragraph of the Satanic bible and then I set it back down because it was confusing just like the Holy Bible, it didn't make much sense to me. So I picked up the witch craft book. I was basically having to make like... my witch name? I had to use my birthday and subtract numbers and what not and match it up to charts to us the witch alphabet and all this other weird crap. It was two in the morning and I was tired, so I tossed the book, a clip board and a notebook, and a pen all on the floor. It was array, and messy. The notepad had come out from the clip board as well.
So I went to bed. I dreamt that there was something on top of me. It was nearly suffocating me and I felt hot hands on my neck and something clawing at my stomach and it felt like it was digging into my stomach. I woke up and my house was completely dark, and in my house there's always some light on, the bathroom, the living room, the kitchen, there's always at least one like on- except for tonight. So I quickly turned my bedroom light on and looked at my stomach and saw scratches... It freaked me out, but I had though maybe it was just a night terror- even though I've never had one before. I sat up and when I did I noticed that the book, clip board, notebook, and pen were all stacked neatly on my bed right next to my pillow by where my face was when I woke up.
I didn't go back to sleep that night and in the morning I took all the books back to the library. I've always felt watched though, and some times I see things in the dark... I feel watched and see things even when I'm not at home. I mainly just see the dark figure and outline of a man. I see yellow or golden eyes, but that's it. I feel like whoever is watching me, is digging into my body with their eyes. I just feel it.
I don't really know what to do, some times I feel like I'm just a really easily scared girl with a big imagination that likes to get the best of me, but on the other hand.. I do believe in ghosts and stuff, but I have no idea what this all could mean or be about, but I want to know.
Edited by Sky Scanner, 14 April 2013 - 09:19 PM.
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