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I know I'm not human... What am I?


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#1    Shiro

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Posted 01 June 2013 - 07:05 PM

Hi, I'm Shiro, and I'm new here. I didn't join because of my experiences, they are not significant much to me.. I joined because I need help. Ever since I was young I knew I'm not human. Let's start with my physical appearance, I have very long and sharp canines, I have two oddly shaped toes: One "peanut" toe on each foot, and my eyes change red rarely, and my eyes go black when I'm feeling strong emotions. Now for my emotions, I've always been different, I never could fit in, so I learned to embrace my outcast side. I have flying dreams every-so-often and when I was young I used to see "floating eyes" staring at me before I blacked out for the night. I'm not sure what they really are. I have a very unique aura, it's hard to describe. I've seen sky serpents, weird "people", UFOS, you name it, I've probably seen it. I'm empathetic, psychic, and a medium (although, it's rare I come in contact with spirits) I'm extremely different in ways I can't even describe. I don't understand the humans. I'm not sure about what I am, so I came here for help. I know I'm not completely human, if not, not human AT ALL. I need help. Please try to help me find what I am. EDIT: I'm not sure if I mentioned this or not, but I can look through peoples eyes and possible control people for about 1-2 seconds if I really try.

Edited by Shiro, 01 June 2013 - 07:20 PM.


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Posted 01 June 2013 - 07:27 PM

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I must say for someone(thing) which is not human, you have grasped typing and using the internet very well.
And can you explain the "possibly" control people?



PS: welcome to UM, if you are not human you should fit in nicely here in cyber world. :tu:

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Posted 01 June 2013 - 07:32 PM

View Postfreetoroam, on 01 June 2013 - 07:27 PM, said:

I must say for someone(thing) which is not human, you have grasped typing and using the internet very well.
And can you explain the "possibly" control people?



PS: welcome to UM, if you are not human you should fit in nicely here in cyber world. :tu:
Well, When I look through peoples eyes, It ends so quickly I don't know whether they were in control or I was. I'm really desperate in finding out what I am. I've been trying to find out for as long as I can remember.


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Posted 01 June 2013 - 09:52 PM

View PostShiro, on 01 June 2013 - 07:32 PM, said:

Well, When I look through peoples eyes, It ends so quickly I don't know whether they were in control or I was. I'm really desperate in finding out what I am. I've been trying to find out for as long as I can remember.
In control of what? What happens that gives you the impression there is a "control" thing going on?

"when I was young I used to see "floating eyes" staring at me before I blacked out for the night."
Blacked out? thats a bit dramatic, you fell asleep.

In an ideal World a law would be passed were NO guns were allowed and all those out there destroyed, trouble is the law makers are not going to take a risk of trying to pass that without making sure they are armed first.

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Posted 01 June 2013 - 09:53 PM

View PostShiro, on 01 June 2013 - 07:32 PM, said:

Well, When I look through peoples eyes, It ends so quickly I don't know whether they were in control or I was.

I'm really desperate in finding out what I am. I've been trying to find out for as long as I can remember.

sounds like Alzheimers. My G-Dad used to ask who he was, what he was doing here, and who I was,  so go ask your doctor. I reckon he might know who you are

View Postfreetoroam, on 01 June 2013 - 09:52 PM, said:

In control of what? What happens that gives you the impression there is a "control" thing going on?

"when I was young I used to see "floating eyes" staring at me before I blacked out for the night."
Blacked out? thats a bit dramatic, you fell asleep.

sounds like the meds effects...

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Posted 01 June 2013 - 09:56 PM

Hi Shiro,
I can relate to your question because when I was much younger I had a similar feeling.  I felt very different from everybody and was painfully alone.  I waited for some sort of sign, something to explain why I was so different, but it never came.  I am in my 30's now and have accepted that I am just kind of weird and not nearly as different as I had once thought.  I don't want to disappoint you but,  you are human.  Life is much more mundane and simple than I hoped it would be.

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Posted 01 June 2013 - 10:08 PM

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I'd strongly suggest telling a doctor what you just told us.


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Posted 01 June 2013 - 10:19 PM

View PostSir Wearer of Hats, on 01 June 2013 - 10:08 PM, said:

I'd strongly suggest telling a doctor what you just told us.

If a person is functioning then why seek help from someone whoose only tool is medication?

some cultures believe  strange things. My last ex was related to a Maori visionary and used to see taniwha (which could be discribed as serpent monsters) and had visions in her dreams. at no point did i or anyone who knew her, tell her to get medical help


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Posted 01 June 2013 - 10:22 PM

View PostShiro, on 01 June 2013 - 07:05 PM, said:

Hi, I'm Shiro, and I'm new here. I didn't join because of my experiences, they are not significant much to me.. I joined because I need help. Ever since I was young I knew I'm not human. Let's start with my physical appearance, I have very long and sharp canines, I have two oddly shaped toes: One "peanut" toe on each foot, and my eyes change red rarely, and my eyes go black when I'm feeling strong emotions. Now for my emotions, I've always been different, I never could fit in, so I learned to embrace my outcast side. I have flying dreams every-so-often and when I was young I used to see "floating eyes" staring at me before I blacked out for the night. I'm not sure what they really are. I have a very unique aura, it's hard to describe. I've seen sky serpents, weird "people", UFOS, you name it, I've probably seen it. I'm empathetic, psychic, and a medium (although, it's rare I come in contact with spirits) I'm extremely different in ways I can't even describe. I don't understand the humans. I'm not sure about what I am, so I came here for help. I know I'm not completely human, if not, not human AT ALL. I need help. Please try to help me find what I am. EDIT: I'm not sure if I mentioned this or not, but I can look through peoples eyes and possible control people for about 1-2 seconds if I really try.

Do you believe what you've written?

If you do you have a psychiatric condition and need to see someone.


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Posted 01 June 2013 - 10:49 PM

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Posted 01 June 2013 - 10:49 PM

View PostShiro, on 01 June 2013 - 07:05 PM, said:

Hi, I'm Shiro, and I'm new here. I didn't join because of my experiences, they are not significant much to me.. I joined because I need help. Ever since I was young I knew I'm not human. Let's start with my physical appearance, I have very long and sharp canines, I have two oddly shaped toes: One "peanut" toe on each foot, and my eyes change red rarely, and my eyes go black when I'm feeling strong emotions. Now for my emotions, I've always been different, I never could fit in, so I learned to embrace my outcast side. I have flying dreams every-so-often and when I was young I used to see "floating eyes" staring at me before I blacked out for the night. I'm not sure what they really are. I have a very unique aura, it's hard to describe. I've seen sky serpents, weird "people", UFOS, you name it, I've probably seen it. I'm empathetic, psychic, and a medium (although, it's rare I come in contact with spirits) I'm extremely different in ways I can't even describe. I don't understand the humans. I'm not sure about what I am, so I came here for help. I know I'm not completely human, if not, not human AT ALL. I need help. Please try to help me find what I am. EDIT: I'm not sure if I mentioned this or not, but I can look through peoples eyes and possible control people for about 1-2 seconds if I really try.
Hi shiro, I'm pretty sure you are human. I would rather not be one either but unfortunately we are stuck in this particular meat sack for a while.

You are just haveing a bit of an identity crisis with a bit of disassociation thrown in. You should talk to a school counceler about it. Especially of it starts to affect the normal functioning of your life or is makeing you unhappy. If you are cool with it, it will probably pass in time. Just make sure you are eating healthy and getting lots if strenuous excercise.

Take care.

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Posted 01 June 2013 - 10:59 PM

View PostShiro, on 01 June 2013 - 07:05 PM, said:

Hi, I'm Shiro, and I'm new here. I didn't join because of my experiences, they are not significant much to me.. I joined because I need help. Ever since I was young I knew I'm not human. Let's start with my physical appearance, I have very long and sharp canines, I have two oddly shaped toes: One "peanut" toe on each foot, and my eyes change red rarely, and my eyes go black when I'm feeling strong emotions. Now for my emotions, I've always been different, I never could fit in, so I learned to embrace my outcast side. I have flying dreams every-so-often and when I was young I used to see "floating eyes" staring at me before I blacked out for the night. I'm not sure what they really are. I have a very unique aura, it's hard to describe. I've seen sky serpents, weird "people", UFOS, you name it, I've probably seen it. I'm empathetic, psychic, and a medium (although, it's rare I come in contact with spirits) I'm extremely different in ways I can't even describe. I don't understand the humans. I'm not sure about what I am, so I came here for help. I know I'm not completely human, if not, not human AT ALL. I need help. Please try to help me find what I am. EDIT: I'm not sure if I mentioned this or not, but I can look through peoples eyes and possible control people for about 1-2 seconds if I really try.

I think the obvious questions have to be, do you have a belly button? And where were you born? How are your parents? Have you bothers/sisters?

These 3 questions may help you realize you are in fact, very much human.

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Posted 01 June 2013 - 11:01 PM

Sweet dude :tu:


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Posted 01 June 2013 - 11:14 PM

View PostShiro, on 01 June 2013 - 07:05 PM, said:

Hi, I'm Shiro, and I'm new here. I didn't join because of my experiences, they are not significant much to me.. I joined because I need help. Ever since I was young I knew I'm not human. Let's start with my physical appearance, I have very long and sharp canines, I have two oddly shaped toes: One "peanut" toe on each foot, and my eyes change red rarely, and my eyes go black when I'm feeling strong emotions. Now for my emotions, I've always been different, I never could fit in, so I learned to embrace my outcast side. I have flying dreams every-so-often and when I was young I used to see "floating eyes" staring at me before I blacked out for the night. I'm not sure what they really are. I have a very unique aura, it's hard to describe. I've seen sky serpents, weird "people", UFOS, you name it, I've probably seen it. I'm empathetic, psychic, and a medium (although, it's rare I come in contact with spirits) I'm extremely different in ways I can't even describe. I don't understand the humans. I'm not sure about what I am, so I came here for help. I know I'm not completely human, if not, not human AT ALL. I need help. Please try to help me find what I am. EDIT: I'm not sure if I mentioned this or not, but I can look through peoples eyes and possible control people for about 1-2 seconds if I really try.

Sorry about the red eye thing but there are cameras now that can rid of that.


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Posted 02 June 2013 - 01:52 AM

I think if you are genuinely concerned, you need to speak to your parents and then your doctor.

Nobody on this forum can tell you anything based on what you have written except to seek evidence, for you unlike for many mysteries that should be pretty straightforward.

A DNA test should clear the matter up, not only of your humanity but your relationship to your human family.

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