I am mainly just looking for some answers in reagrds to things Ive always been unable to really explain.
It goes back almost 15 years to when people would use landlines and not cell phones for regular phonecalls. I became aware that if i was on the phone with someone and I was relaxed, i could usually picture in my mind the other persons surroundings. As if i was just imagining what they were doing or looking at while on the phone with me. For a while, i never thought much of it and just assumed it was my own imagination and insignificant images. Then one day for some reason i began to describe the bedroom of the person I was on the phone with. I had never been to that persons house nor seen pictures at that point. After giving a pretty detailed description including locations of windows and doors and even colors, the other person was almost shocked. I still didnt think too much of it until 2 days later I went to the house to see the room and it was very close to what i had pictured. Over the next few years it happened a decent amount, and i never really made it well known to anyone. i also realized that i could not really do it on "command". It just had to happen on its own. In some cases I could even tell someone what was going on at their place without them telling me, such as one instance where the sibling of a friend took some cookies away and i commented "give him back the cookies" with no knowledge cookies were even there. my friend questioned how i knew what happened and i said i had no idea. I couldnt explain it.
for years it has been little things like that. more recently, when i met my current fiancee, during our first conversation in person, i was able to identify the exact make model and color of car that she had. I had only met her that night, 10 min prior and it was at a party to which her friend had driven her. That wasn;t the first time i was able to describe a persons car or other possesion.
on top of that, ive also had quite a few occasions of deja vu. to the point where it almost cause me to freeze up because i almost know i had experienced something before or been somewhere before when i really hadn't. Ive also had some paranormal experinces in the past and for the most part I do not believe in that. one wheek when i was 20 years old i still remember all sorts of odd things happening. from light bulbs working then buring out then working again, to an old cellphone ringing, and similar things. The one night i set up my motorcycle in the garage facing outwards and i told my friend on the phone, "if anything weird happens tonight, im openign the door, jumping on the bike and taking off." that night was fine, but the next moring when i went to start the bike to show a friend, as soon as i touched the throttle, the cable snapped. meaning if i had tried to go anywahere on it the night before, i would not have been able to.
I guess i dont have any real specific questions but i just want to know maybe what ive been experiencing or why. like i said this is the first time ive really wrote/talk this much about it all and mainly because last night i had a dream, seemed like nothing just a crappy house across the street finally sold, then today when i went to see my mom, she said the owner of the house called her this morning to let us know the house sold. it just seemed weird to me.
oh, let me also add that I do not like large crowds of people or going to busy places. im not sure why though but it almost seems like i have so much more on my mind then and almost in like a white noise type of way, in that i can't really concentrate or focus on who im with or anything.
Edited by pwalsh, 14 September 2013 - 08:44 PM.