I'm fascinated by the wide range of interesting topics on this forum, and I decided to share my own story, since I don't find explanations for some situations during my episode of schizophrenia ( I was diagnosed 6 years ago). In the present moment, when I'm aware of the fact that most of the things that happened was just marely a product of my imagination (such as pseudo-hallucinations with eyes shout), there are still some things that remind mysterious to me.
Firstable I would like to mention the situation in the club where I met a girl, haven't spoke with her too much, I just walk to her and told her she's a great dancer, she said that noone has ever said something like this to her. It might sound strange but I decided to kiss her in the cheek. Immidiately afterwards I experienced this intense feeling of joy that surrounds me. The feeling was so strong I just stood in one place for a moment, and then just moved to the bar. The feeling lasted for a minute or two, and I can just describe it by a feeling of presence of something that gives you enormous amount of peaceful joy, and you are in the center of it. In the meantime I felt that she is watching me ( i had my eyes closed in the moment) so I opened my eyes and she indeed was faced towards me, dancing with other guy ,apparently watching me standing..
Well, I though that I would mention other situations but I think this is enough for now.
I wish everyone of you that you could find this kind of experience.
P.S. I'm a buddhist and I had similar experiences ( strong feeling after touching someone, or just in pure meditation) couple times before,it's quite strange and yet still mysterious to me.
Edited by kamil, 15 July 2014 - 09:46 PM.