AsG1989, on 11 February 2011 - 03:54 PM, said:
Can you control where you AP to? or is it random where you open your astral eyes? Is there a way to project into the room your laying down in everytime?
I always project into my room. I come strait out. Then go places. Depending why you are there sometimes other spirits will come to get you or take control of your movements. Not often, but when something important is to be communicated. Here I will post my journal of my first contct with the plaidies spirit. Or have I already done this..... No I think I posted my last contact with it. I have to delete a few personal things in it hold on.
---- the symbol ended up being the shape of the mask of the black faced pliedies god--- for the navajos it is a creation god---- this all happened before I knew anything about it..... The story is pretty thick but--- I'm trying to show that sometimes spirits take control of you to assist you in your growth, so don't be scared.
9/17
I initiated the vibrations this morning while on my sofa again. It's been tough to set up the proper frame of mind fir long journies, so in the mornings I can take short trips.
There have been sets of syncronicities surounding that movie Donnie darko again, and another movie given to me from a student. I have had stronger feelings that have i have to read jungs book on syncronocity. I guess I'll have to order it. Basically I know what it Is about now. I'm supposed to be training myself on a few things......where is the time. The spirit world is demanding things, but there is only so many hours on the day.
Journy
I did initiate the vibrations this morning. They were very faint, but I managed to float out. I did not have a goal, still working on control. A few days ago I lost control while trying to travel ended up falling through my house into the ground. I ended the session and did not journal about it.
This morning I lifted out and flew up into the morning sun. I was thinking that it would be interesting to visit the sun, so I turned and started toword it, then I stoped and thought better of it. If there is some sort of physical/sceintific aspect to my spirit body, I figured it would not be a good idea to go anywhere near the sun. There has been some research by Robert munroe that electromagnatizm can affect a spirit body.
At this point I realized I was flying straight up, but not under my control. Here we go again I thought. I ended up in space just past the earths atmosphere. The earth was undernith me, an increadible sight.
I was looking up at the mass of stars. There are so many more looking at it that way. Masses of them. My eye was drawn to a tiny cluster of stars that were so close together they almost looked like they were a solid object.
I remember saying "what is that", at that point herd a loud voice say "I AM THE LIGHT!". I was shocked, this is all new kinds of experienced, but I had been asking to take another step in my abilitties.
At that a mass of light rays started shooting from the small cluster of stars. But it was creating something. The rays out lined a shape and brought to form a large block letter C. Ha! **** experiment maby! I'm Leary though, these kinds of things are rarely obviouse,,,,, but maby they can be.
The "C" was blue and looked like a computer generated block letter. If started falling toword me. As it passed me and fell toword the earth, I herd a loud sound that sounded like thunder, as it boomed the "C" morphed into more of an "E", but not the letter, more like the C with a thick line comeing directly from the center of the curve and stoping at the gap. Something like this symbol € but with only one line dead center, not extending to the left but flush with the letter itself. The line is much thicker to match the width of the block letter itself.
I terminated the session, picked my phone up to journal it, there was an email aletering me that ***** had responded...... Coincidence?
Thoughts
Wow. Did the "Light" just send me something. I had been feeling stagnant in my journies, and had asked for something. I got it. What could that symbol mean? How do you research something when you don't have a name for it? Could the "C" be a refrence to ****. I'd like to think so, but the images were so powerful. It seems like it was something else. Exciting.
"To know oneself is to study one self in action with another person. Relationship is a process of self evaluation and self revelation. Relationship is the mirror in which you discover yourself - to be is to be related."---Bruce Lee