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[AustralianAbductee]

I'm new to this group and thought I would join because I see there are some people with serious questions here.

The statement I would like to make is that there is NOTHING positive about being an abductee. Compare it to the likes of being sexually molested as a child against your will. That is definately "not cool", is it ?. Same with the abduction experience.

I am 30 years old and have been, and continue to be abducted. Before I had two beautifull children I did not care if I lived or died. The abductions have made me a very destructive person.

My family has suffered this for 3 generations. It drove my father to have a nervous breakdown and his brother (a catholic priest beleive it or not) to suicide.

Coz you see the worse thing about being an abductee is not being able to talk about it in fear of people thinking you are "crazy". Not talking openly about your feelings is a terrible burden to carry. For me it led to drugs, violence, crime and a general destructive lifestyle. I always knew what was happening to me but not being able to talk burned inside me like acid. Feeling powerless against these beings leads to low self-esteem, depression and in bad cases .. suicidal thoughts.

For most abductees the memory of the encounters is wiped from our conscious memory. This is why most abductees learn of the horrible experiences through "hypnotic regression". I also meditate and practice lucid dreaming techniques to enhance my memory of the abductions.

Forget EVERYTHING you see in the media. For me personally I cannot watch anything Sci-Fi related .. example, X-Files, Taken, Roswell etc etc. If I do I feel very uneasy and it results with terrible nightmares.

I do however talk to other abductees and study UFOlogy. I am also very interested in Ancient Egypt as I beleive there is a strong connection there.

I hate the fact that these beings are doing this too me. If I didnt clean up my life and accept it like I have, I would probably be dead by now. I am so thankfull for my two kids, they give me hope. I am very worried for them at the same time because this will start happening to them soon, its in our genetic bloodline now. DNA implants... will talk about them more later.

If anyone wants to talk privately please send me a PM.

Thanks for listening


AA

[Kismit]

Welcome to the board Australianabductee .     It must have been quite hard to post that publicly so I thank you  .  I hope one day you feel comfortable enough around here to post  perhaps some details about your experiences .  

[Lionel]

Why does this happen only to members of your family? Do you have any idea when this all began? Do you have any memories of the abductions? Does this happen to other people in your surroundings? What are DNA Implants? Tell us more...

BTW welcome to the forum  

[AustralianAbductee]

[Benjo Koolzooie]

  Welcome here AustralianAbductee.

Must have been hard for you to share that, much appreciated.

[Lionel]

[dust19]

I think this thread should be a lesson to all other people who want to discuss their 'experiences'. If you would like to be taken seriously, you must first present your experience seriously. This is a very welcome diversion from sightings o fthe like of..

"Me and my friend were walking thru da woods n we saw a grey. It chased us home so we hid in da closet all night! an saw a ghost too!"

Thank you australianabductee. You are warmly welcomed here, and I'm sure others feel the same way.

[izzy]

just to say hello and that i have also been studing a theory about dna but cant say nothing yet

[reese2]

Izzy, you are slowly losing credibility, the more you talk of your 'theories', without posting them...  There is no reason to be so paranoid of posting 'theories', as that is all they are, THEORIES.


              Reese

And welcome AustralianAbductee!!!  I second Dusts' remarks, and welcome intelligent discussion, on this and any other subject of the kind...  

[Kryso]

Firstly WELCOME AustralianAbductee.

We appreciate your honesty, with something that most be every hard to put into words.

Is it possible I could ask a few questions?

Firstly you say it is a terrible ordeal! Why would you want to undertake hypnotic regression, to experience the ordeal over again? Is it because you deserve to know, regardless of how painful it is to relive?

Secondly, you say you are very interested in Egyptology. Why is this? Have you learned something from you hypnotic sessions to believe they are in some way connected to aliens?

[AustralianAbductee]

I want to serioussly say thank you for the warm responses. I admire all of you who responded for your open minds.

It's hit and miss when I talk openly about this. I look for people with open minds and I have seemed to have found that here with all of you. I really look forward to continuing to contribute to the board. It's extremely positive for me personally and I wanted to let you all know that.

Regarding this subject all I have is integrity and honesty. Honesty is the key. I have no desire to fabricate an exoctic sci-fi story. I have no desire to describe this experience as "enlighting". It is far from that. I have not yet gone into the details of my experiences. They are not pleasant and some of you will be shocked.

It is an extremely horrible burden to carry in your life. Anyone who describes the experience as "positive" or "enlighting" should be seriously questioned. The true abductee is filled with fear, confusion and anger. I have been banned from self-proclaimed "abduction support groups" because I question those who claim this experience to be positive.

How can being taken against your will and experimented on medically / sexually be positive ?.  If you were raped or molested by someone, would you say the experience was positive ? I dont feel special or unique. Infact I yearn for normality in my life. I yearn to NOT be part of this alien agenda.

Lionel asked again about DNA Implants. I should step back a little bit and talk about implants in general. An implant is a device found inside abductees. The implant is used by the visitors to "track" their subjects (abudctees). Thier agenda is to breed alien-human hybrids for the purpose of saving their own deteriorating race. They reproduce via CLONING. They have cloned for so long that they are a weak race. Compare it to a video tape that is copied. Then the copy is copied. Then the copy of the copy is copied again. You will start to notice the quality start to deterioate. Same with cloning.

The DNA Implant is a progressive step forward for them. They too are learning as generations of abductees pass before them. The DNA implant is passed thru parents to children. It surpasses the previous implant placed manually into abductees. They are advancing in their abductions. Physical abductions cause too much fear and confusion amongst victims. Most abductions occur through the 4th dimension (telepathic). They communicate via telepathy. Stories of being "beamed up to a spaceship" should be serioussly questioned. Why take the risk of a physical abduction when they can do most of their "work" remotely (telepathy).

After the positive response from you all I feel comfortable enough to post some visual media.

Below is a picutre of my scoop mark (implant) My hypnotic regression tell me this was placed inside my head at the age of 8 years old. Its one of two distinctive markings on my body that I beleive are a result of abductions.
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The next marking is an unexplained pigmentation of the skin on my left shoulder. I was so worried that this was skin cancer that I had it check by several specialists. It is not cancerous and cannot be analysed. Note the recurring trianlge theme. This is very common amongst abductees.
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Next pictue is of my daughter who was a true miracle. Being so depressed and scared from the abductions I turned to drugs fro my release. After years of drug abuse I beleived I was impotent until this miracle happened.

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I emphasize her eyes as I beleive she is a result of the hybrid program. She is only 2 years old but has advanced intellignece for her age. I worry about protecting her greatly. She already has a scoop mark on her arm and suffers from "night terrors". This is what pains me the most about the experience. Being unable to protect my daughter. All I can do is support her and try to explain the best I can. She is the only positive thing to come out of this experience. Without her, I would probably be dead.

Ok, that's it for now. Bedtime

Thanks for listening,

AA

[AustralianAbductee]

[reese2]

OK, now you lost me a bit.  

I can understand that you believe that you have been abducted, but the first picture looks like a blemish. (The only triangle I saw, was the one drawn) The second is just a tad questionable, at best.  But, then you add your daughters' picture, stating that you believe she is a child hybrid of some kind.  Do you not see how damaging this could be for her?

I have two little girls, and they have beautiful eyes, they are almost too perfect, but I don't tell them they are anything other than human.  I don't see hybrid when I look at her, and if this is all the evidence you have to support it, then man, it simply isn't holding water.  Please do not rely too heavily on hypnotic regression, as it is way too easy to be jaded by what you want to see, then what the truth may be.

You want to believe in hybrids so bad, that you now think with great assertion that your child is one of them.

I have done A LOT of drugs in my life, and just because I was lucky enough to have 2 kids, does not mean that it was some divine intervention by Aliens.  My girls have both had night terrors, but that is a normal thing, not something Alien.


Now, if you have test results saying that you were sterile, and you had a child, maybe, just maybe that would be something to look further in to.  But, the eyes being shaped the way they are should have nothing to do with your assertion..

I truly feel bad for your daughter now.  If you believe this, then don't tell her, let her make up her own mind, and for God's sake, at least give her time to be a normal little girl.


You need to have more evidence than this.  It just isn't enough to stand on the fence and say you were definately abducted, and she is a hybrid.  Way too circumstantial.


            Reese

[Thunder]

by the by, i'd just like to welcome you and have to say it makes me mad that aliens are doing this to you and especially mad they are doing it to your daughter. (by the way, she is very beautiful.) she is so young, why torment something as innocent as a baby? i also have a few questions to ask you. is there an actual implant inside of you? and why can't you attempt communication, one way or another. just tell them to stop cloning.  

[reese2]

Thunder, I wouldn't be too mad at the Aliens right now....  It seems someone may be harming this child more than they would be.....