Eyal, on 02 February 2013 - 11:20 PM, said:
I'm only Sorry that i see this topic today, at 2013 and not when it was first upload at 2006.
I also hope that antigravity is still online to read.
Up till i read youר post, I thought I was the only one in the world that experienced this phenomenon.
Well, i read your post and then some of the other posts in the thread, and i don't think people here really understood.
I'm 49 and I first experiences that when I was 11.
I will do my best to describe what i felt.
I was a bored kid alone in the house and after staring at my own eyes in the mirror for about 10 minutes, I start getting this frightening cold dark feeling as I'm looking at someone else. Someone who wasn't me. like looking from the outside at myself who is not myself anymore.
Like drowning from my own existence to someone else without been able to come back.
The first time it happened i stopped immediately, but the feeling stayed and did not want to go away for an hour or so.
Since I was a normal curious kid, I was drawn to checked it again and again and each time was worst.
After a while i didn't need the mirror any more. By only think that way i could easily into to that same state and not be able to get out.
I decided then to stop with this and never think about it ever again, which was not easy.
Since then it only happened to me once or twice.
I only told this to 2 or 3 persons all my life since I thought It was craziness.
Few years ago a new neighbor come to leave near us. He was a Buddhist monk who do a lot of yoga and with years we become friends.
Not long ago, I described all of that to him and he wasn't a bit surprised. He actually told me that this is a sort of meditate stat in which we communicate with other entities, most likely: listen to that, our past life.
Yes, I still check up on this thread from time to time. I think you hit the nail on the head when you said it seemed like you were looking at someone else. I almost felt an invasion of privacy as if someone else was looking at me after a while. Very unsettling- but nice to see that so many of you have given this try and reported back your experiences