Is it just me or does sometimes it feels like you dont belong here. For me it feels like I was supposed to die a few years ago , and even at my young age , I am scared to die when I am old. And what is really bizarre is that sometimes I dream that i am dead , does anyone have any explanation or anything, or am i just crazy?

I think that if you live now, you were meant to live now. Living is something to be thankful of, cherish it

I somtimes think I, or evreyone else, does not exsist.

I'm guessing here.. i'd say you were in the 15-18 age range, right?

If you are, i'll let you know that your feelings are completely usual and natural for anyone of that age. If not, well then maybe you are just crazy.

Trust me though, i'm afraid of getting old and all that too, that feeling never goes away. It's just something you live with, a part of life. But everyone who is here is supposed to be here, there is no time you're supposed to die, live your life and be happy about it.

I understand, i am not suicidal if that is what you guys are hinting at, and burnside you are right i am 16 right now, and i am sure you are older, so you do have more experience than i do. But i have been feeling really weird lately, and dreaming dreams that are some of the scariest i have ever seen , but i really dont want to be pitied, i am not an attention junky

You're not. If you have (and this isn't an accusation) then it's nothing to be ashamed of, btw. And you can always talk to young Walken by PM.

thanks walken you are a true cyber friend, have you ever thought of the signifigance of it all?

So I don't exist? Or maybe I'm just saying this in your head...maybe I'm just a figment of your imagination. So does this mean, up until this point, you've been subconsciously controlling my every step and thought? Well, thats a little disturbing. But then again, not many people get the chance to talk to their god...think you could give me five busty brides, seventy-five billion dollars and make a few of my enemies dead? That would be super, thanks god

Sorry...I'm sleepy.

I have. Many times. I often question our own exsistence.

i love life, its friggin awesome. But sometimes it just gets on my nerves, and i just wan to go to my room and turn the music as loud as i can and just sleep, but life is very quizzical, God? love? purpose? what is the point in it all. and like what you said what if no one is real, what if this is all a dream , and when we die we all wake up?

I did not mean to oversetp my boundaries their aztec, i certainly did not make any accusations. I'm just saying, it is normal, there is nothing to fear, there is nothing wrong with you.

Agreed. You have nothing to worry about Aztec

oh no i hope i didnt come out that way, i was just thanking you for your input, i hope it didnt seem like i was accusing you of something , we all have some sort of problems i like to keep mine private

I've had the same feelings. I tohught how scary it was dying, but now thats gone. i tled to my atheism and my embracing of death when it comes

yeah , death is inevitable, why oh why should be be scared of something that we cant stop,,,,,,,or can we(sarcasm), it was really weird one morning i was waking up , and then i got this overpowering fear about dying , it was really weird

:quote:i love life, its friggin awesome. But sometimes it just gets on my nerves, and i just wan to go to my room and turn the music as loud as i can and just sleep, but life is very quizzical, God? love? purpose? what is the point in it all. and like what you said what if no one is real, what if this is all a dream , and when we die we all wake up? :quote: aztec.


i am 34 and feel this way too a lot. sometimes i just dont get it, and what the point? nothing to do with death, just whats the point?????

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i am 34 and feel this way too a lot. sometimes i just dont get it, and what the point? nothing to do with death, just whats the point?????

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by the way quotes alls you have to do is reply right under the qote you want, but you probably know this you have about 300 more posts than i do. Life is crazy, i am 16 and i dont see the point, we work, we get paided, we love, we die. That is so .......boring, can there be a bit of suashbucklin' and the life of a pirate, or something excitin', i want to do more than go to college , i want to do something that no one else has done.

hey i dont think you could have picked a better word. boring. im bored out of my mind. cleaning the house every day gets real old. everything gets really old . on the other hand, i am thankful i even have a place to live. so then i feel like a big whiner. lol.

When my mum was pregnant with me my parents made a decision to have me...even though I was an accident...my earliest memory(I was about 5 yrs old)is of my dad telling me I was an accident and shouldn't have been born as I ruined his career as a race car driver...I believed him for so long and really thought I should not be here and didn't belong,until I found out it was because my dad was coloured blind that stopped him racing.

I still every now and again feel like I don't belong.

Everyone has a fear of dying(weather its for leaving their loved ones behind or of not being around)its normal...just don't worry about it too much...hopefully you will be around for a lot longer yet hun.

I agree with ACG, who rules evreything,.

your dad is a butthead, you do belong and are importante, i was depressed when i wrote that but not no more, people need to stop being mean to other people

I thought I was mad for doing that. Then again, you are Walken, so maybe I am mad...

Perhaps.

Thanks hun... I wish I did rule everything,for starters there would be no more fear(flipping spiders)and no more pain and there would be no more rich and poor(everyone would share all the money in the world)...and Alice Cooper would be at my beck and call...if only...

Aztecking6010...we all get low at some point and it is good to hear others views and have their support...we are here for that hun.

well i will talk to you later bye guys

See ya Aztec. Remember what I said about PM.

of course and you have my email , and i think i have your dont we a stranger

I won't