If I could start off by saying to the moderators not to delete this thread. Close it if you want. I just want peope to see this message. They don't have to respond.
I want the moderators to know I'm not posting some attention thread. This is serious to me. I'd be glad if people could read it. I'm hardly going to send a pm to the whole forum am I?
If you wish to close the thread then people can PM me if they feel the need.

For those of you who know me
For those of you who dont........aw hell to you as well.

A lot of my posts have been very harsh...and some have been what looks like attention grabbing...but this is what I want to explain.
I'd hate for someone to get the wrong impression of me. I pride myself in being an intelligent level headed 18 year old woman. Call it arogant but I pride myself in it.

I'm not a soppy thing by nature. I rarely go all "I wuv you puppy coochie coochie"....It's not me. I'm very blunt, honest and straight.
I'm in a relationship right now....and things have been very tough for me. All my fustration and anger that I'm keeping in is coming out here. It shouldn't be but it is. To anyone I've shouted at I apologise.
I had a very big row with MrScienceGuy. We've talked about that. And he respects me apologising and I respect him accepting it.
To everyone else I can only hope you just realise that I'm going through some tough things right now....My whole life rests on one decision that I'm going to have to make soon.
I don't want to be telling you about my life but I want people to understand WHY.

To anyone else who's going through some bad times right now..I want to give you a big hug and wish you the best of luck with all your choices. I've always been a free bird...and now I have some really bad trouble to deal with...so I finally know what it's like to make a hard desicion.

This thread isnt just about me apologising. I want people to feel good about themselfs!!

Be who you want to be and let noone take that away from you. Don't feel you have to be tied down to something. Live your life as a free bird....and always always remember..You have a choice in ANY aspect of your life.

There will be consequences...as with anything you do.....but you ALWAYS have a choice.

The stars will sparkle every time you smile. Make those stars sparkle!


Yepa xx

I'm sure there are those who will appreciate the straightforward characterization of your personality, but this really is better suited as a blog entry. Here's hoping we'll very shortly not be needed to vent your frustration.