Okay.... Hello... I'm new to your board's even though I have been frequently visiting lately anyway.... I thought I would introduce myself... and then get down to the purpose of this post later on... ummm..... Im 13 year's old and have been having "classes" I guess you could call them for my entire life. Im a little rebellious torward's not my family nor my parent's. Im a wonderfully obedient child, Im not a "outcast" like so many other people who feel "diffrent" are. I have plenty of friend's. Im a anarchist, I inline skate. I feel a strong hatred torward the government , They lie and murder far to often for comfort. now that I have introduced myself I'll tell my story ,

As I think back as far as I can to the important part's of my life I remember clearly sleepless night's a loving mother who feel's the same as I do torward's many thing's , a open mother and one person to understand me , Very relegious grandparent's as is my whole family. The term close minded come's up often. None of ...well anyone in my family apart from my mother know's of how I am , as far as anyone can tell Im another immature 13 year old kid who is content to going to the skatepark once or twice a week and a c average. Truth being told I TRY to blend in. I have been forced into obe's many time's during my life. I feel a obligation to this place, this world where I live. I love nature and respect it , I feel a gut feeling the end is near and there's not long left. I feel the beggining of something great has happened , I often have lucid dream's I often wake up paralized , I often have myself being forced into these dream's or obe's , evil spirit's or whatever you want to call them try to harm me. Im not afraid im protected. but during these "forced" obe's I have long fight's ... There's struggle's greater than anything I believe a child of my age should have to deal with.
all Im positive of is whatever these two force's fighting for me one to harm me one to teach is that I can feel safe. I cant tell my whole story here and now. It's scary for me just to remember. In short There's some mysterious set of being's teaching me to fight against possesion's and to use my "psi" Im done speaking , opinion's please? all are welcome with open arm's

What?????

It's not that i do'nt believe you, it's just that i did'nt really understand what you were trying to tell us. Welcome to the forum anyway, i hope you enjoy your stay.

I assume you are American because of your statement of "Hating the government". I feel so sad that at such a young age you are making such a call. I think you should experience for yourself first hand instead of taking others opinions about the government. I know this because you are still inexperienced in the benefits and privileges we as Americans have. Grant it, there IS much improvement needed( I do mean MUCH), as far as our representatives go, that's why when you are of age remember to VOTE because if you don't then don't complain.
OK enough of that stuff. I sense you are somewhat sad and have a somber mood and view of life. Why? You seem very intelligent and express yourself eloquently. So why so down and negative?

Well, I commend you on one thing, moving away from a system you do not believe in. I do agree with you on that. But one thing is almost for sure, an honest politician might not be in existence anywhere, not just here. So regardless of where you go, dishonesty will follow you as far as politicians go. Once you realize that it is probably the rule and not the exception to find politicians that say less than the truth then you might be able to see the bigger picture.

aside from all that, welcome to the forum, Student&Alive

Yes, Welcome!!!