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What is going through your mind when you feel you have nothing left to live for?What are you thinking when you feel no one gives a damn what happens to you anymore?What do you do when you can no longer deal with the pain, yet you can't get rid of it? How do you cope with being able to see the pain and suffering in those around you and yet you are unable to help them no matter how much you want too? How can you live life to the fullest when the biggest piece of you, the one person you love above all else is over 380 odd miles away? Who do you turn to when you hate yourself SO much that you wish you were some one or somewhere else? When do you give up on some one you loveand they are mad at you and you have done everything you can think of to fix it? Where do you go when you want to get away from all the pain and suffering around you yet in every place you know of, there is some you know and/or care about and/or love?
QUOTE(Romeo_Montague @ Sep 13 2007, 04:24 PM) 
What is going through your mind when you feel you have nothing left to live for? Hopelessness
What are you thinking when you feel no one gives a damn what happens to you anymore? Sadness
What do you do when you can no longer deal with the pain, yet you can't get rid of it? Pray for strength and giudance. Talk to true friends.
How do you cope with being able to see the pain and suffering in those around you and yet you are unable to help them no matter how much you want too? I live it. Disassociate. You didn't cause it; you can't cure it and you can't control it
How can you live life to the fullest when the biggest piece of you, the one person you love above all else is over 380 odd miles away? Think of how it can be sorted out. May take a year may take 2 but love is love and if it's true and right the years won't matter; especially in this day and age of technology.
Who do you turn to when you hate yourself SO much that you wish you were some one or somewhere else? You aren't able to do anything or even love another person UNLESS you love yourself first. Why should THEY love you if you don't love yourself?
When do you give up on some one you love and they are mad at you and you have done everything you can think of to fix it? Move on. Think of good memories. If they truly love you back they will forgive and come back to you. If they DON'T well then they are not good enough for you.
Where do you go when you want to get away from all the pain and suffering around you yet in every place you know of, there is some you know and/or care about and/or love? Me? Personally, I go to another part of my house. I also travel. I disassociate and go to a "safe" place; a wonderful, loving memory of the past; I meditate; I take long sea salt bath's (I highly recommend - they are very healing 100% sea salt), I call true friends and talk to them.
What are you thinking when you feel no one gives a damn what happens to you anymore? Sadness
What do you do when you can no longer deal with the pain, yet you can't get rid of it? Pray for strength and giudance. Talk to true friends.
How do you cope with being able to see the pain and suffering in those around you and yet you are unable to help them no matter how much you want too? I live it. Disassociate. You didn't cause it; you can't cure it and you can't control it
How can you live life to the fullest when the biggest piece of you, the one person you love above all else is over 380 odd miles away? Think of how it can be sorted out. May take a year may take 2 but love is love and if it's true and right the years won't matter; especially in this day and age of technology.
Who do you turn to when you hate yourself SO much that you wish you were some one or somewhere else? You aren't able to do anything or even love another person UNLESS you love yourself first. Why should THEY love you if you don't love yourself?
When do you give up on some one you love and they are mad at you and you have done everything you can think of to fix it? Move on. Think of good memories. If they truly love you back they will forgive and come back to you. If they DON'T well then they are not good enough for you.
Where do you go when you want to get away from all the pain and suffering around you yet in every place you know of, there is some you know and/or care about and/or love? Me? Personally, I go to another part of my house. I also travel. I disassociate and go to a "safe" place; a wonderful, loving memory of the past; I meditate; I take long sea salt bath's (I highly recommend - they are very healing 100% sea salt), I call true friends and talk to them.
Yea, so I see you're having some issues here. Have you thought of therapy? It is a blessing in disguise hun. You are a funny, sweet, good looking (saw your personal piccy), young, smart, lively ... man I could go on and on about you. I've been in chat with you so many times. You're the life of the party. Don't let the bastar*s grind you down. I don't know what or who and I really don't want to know. Just believe in yourself. I know what I see and you have life by the b*lls... don't let one incident drive you to this. Hell, another bus comes along in 15 minutes and THAT MAY BE YOUR TRUE RIDE.
Everything happens for a reason. Let it roll hun and just be YOU. You are loved for WHO YOU ALREADY ARE. Okay so I don't care if you get mad at me for this. I'm just laying it on the line here.
Life's too short to waste yourself on petty BS. I have learned the hard way... Don't go down that path. Chin up. Walk with confidence. You're a HOTTIE so chill. No worries dude. xo, ME
I don't really know you, but I can feel your pain. Sounds like some of the same stuff I went through a year ago. And I wish I could help you in some way, but all I can give are words. From your writing you know that words can be powerful. "Walk On" by U2. My favorite lines from the song: "I know it aches | How your heart it breaks | And you can only take so much | Walk on, walk on."
Amen to that. It's one of the few things that has gotten me through some rough times.
QUOTE(She-ra @ Sep 13 2007, 05:04 PM)
Everything happens for a reason.
Amen to that. It's one of the few things that has gotten me through some rough times.
Yet again another Good Poem
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