Hello everyone

First let me say I'm a very logical person, and stuff like god, ghosts, demons and all that jazz is so far off from reality (at least thats my view)

HONESTLY I think telekineses is fake, however something keeps pulling in me, almost like telling me to open up for it.

There is a shadow of doubt in my mind... I can find no logical explanation of telekineses (as I said I'm very logically align), and still i cant deny an experience I had.

Some years ago, I dont really remember how long ago, I was driving my bick (sorry if thats spelled wrong), anger as hell at my life in general. All the sudden I feel some weird
feeling in my chest, and suddenly first like speed it moved through my arm and into my hand (I was driving handfree, balancing the bick with my legs) and the top of the bick handel was turned around 90 degress to the right.

Ofc this makes me loss balance and falls... I was so amazing, and yet so in denial. I tried for a some mins to recreate it, but I couldn't. Since then I just took it as some weird experience. But still I cant help but thinking something happend.

I want to "accept" it as reality, as if its truely there, I dont think you can learn it if you deny it, but I'm also afraid of myself going mad if I do.

Anyone has any helping advice?