I know what you mean-been there-done that-biblical apologetics etc.
I can't have faith in something that's not solid
If my husband is wonderful to me but I "suspect" he may be a pedophile-possibly too many "hints" -then I will divorce him-see what I mean ? Can't live like this
I don't ignore all the good-but the whole thing has to be right if I'm going to dedicate my life to it not alone believe it
A good marriage is not perfect but it better be 80% great but if murder,rape,beastiality are part of that equation I'm OUT and we are talking about a perfect GOD for KFC's sake !
Mind has to be able to digest it-if I force it-it's mental rape to me
How can I live a lie and force myself to believe ?
I can't have faith in something that's not solid
If my husband is wonderful to me but I "suspect" he may be a pedophile-possibly too many "hints" -then I will divorce him-see what I mean ? Can't live like this
I don't ignore all the good-but the whole thing has to be right if I'm going to dedicate my life to it not alone believe it
A good marriage is not perfect but it better be 80% great but if murder,rape,beastiality are part of that equation I'm OUT and we are talking about a perfect GOD for KFC's sake !
Mind has to be able to digest it-if I force it-it's mental rape to me
How can I live a lie and force myself to believe ?
Understood, but then again, nothing is perfect, and we all have secrets or a "dark side". I would bet that there are things that if you knew them about your husband (things he thinks, or dreams, or whatever) that you would run screaming. I think that's true of nearly all people to some degree.
Look at Mother Theresa. She was an icon before she passed away, to millions! Now we discover that in her deepest heart, she felt there was no God at times (most of the time it seems). Yet she still held to the basic IDEALS of Christianity, and helped thousands, and inspired so many people.
No religion, or any organization, is without flaw, as are humans. There is no true utopia. Someone HAS to clean out the crapper, and sometimes you may get the shovel.
Are you dedicated to anything? Because I have yet to find anything that is completely (or wholly) right. Sometimes you NEED to overlook the bad. Hell, America was founded by murderers and rapists. Europe is chock full of villains that were leaders. Ireland is a hotbed of terrorists and religious zealots. The man that WROTE the Declaration of Independence owned slaves, and had affairs with them!
This isn't to derail the thread, just to point out that nothing is perfect.
How the hell did I get here on an analysis of magic thread?
