When i was around the age of 'lets say 11-12?' I had a friend that lived down the road from me and she had 3 dogs (Katie, Biscit and Hemp).
Biscit never liked being touched or picked up but i used to spend alot of time around the dogs as i loved dogs to bits. Biscit became used to me and used to sit on my lap, me and that dog had a specail bond.
But after time i started to sense something and its not easy to explain but it was just the fact i felt like something bad was going to happen but the dog seemed the same, like nothing was wrong, yet at the time i wasnt aware of what this feeling was. A couple of days later Biscit was ran over and killed instantly by a passing car.
A few years after that Katie was startin to see the end of her time (you no when the back legs start to go and the panting) Well i went on holiday and when a came back i kept asking about Katie, stupid me didnt relise that the silence meant something intill the end of the day i remembered that i got the same feeling about katie before i left that i did with Biscit I just asked "Is she dead?" turns out that she was put down.
This is when i came to relise i had a gift of some sort or maybe a weight to bare i dont know, but anyway it gets weirder.
I used to go over to my nans every 2weeks or so, so it was like rotine nothing different,i wasnt very close to my nan, but this one day the moment the door was opened and we walked inside i felt sick the feeling was so intensifing, i was uncomfatable the air felt so thick i wanted to say something about the atmosfare, but i thought maybe everyone would think i was weird cause it was obviouse no-one else sensed anything wrong.
When me and mum got in the car i burst into tiers and i wanted to tell my mum so much that i knew that she was going to die but i didnt say anything just incase i was wrong or i frighten her this feeling didnt stay all the time but it was there deep down in the pit of my stomach.
A couple of weeks later nan had her final tumble down the stairs and ended up in hospital she had been hurt mentally aswell as physically she didnt remember who we were said alot of stuff that didnt make any sense BUT she went back home with a warning to us that she didnt have long (if you know what i mean).
She had a dog that died i while before she fell, and she kept pointing into space saying she could see the dog and two narsty children that did bad things in her house, now that freaked me out. And then a few days later she tryed to get herself out of the bath and slipped and died.
But since then no-one else close to me has died. But my sensitivity is still there because i dream things and they happen and somtimes it terrifing because i dream bad things and i pray for them not to happen.
I dreamt that a plaine crashed into these 2 large mountins and there were millions of people crying around in shock and sorrow for those in the crash, but then september 11th happened soon after. And i dreamt that my dog got put down while i was away and then i got back from cyprus and my dog had almost died (but shes up is living again 'sort of') etc so to end this i dont want to worry anyone but resently ive been dreaming of bombs, explosions and war and world war 3 is just around the courner in notrodarmases book.
