There are times when I just want to say, okay, that's it, I can't take it anymore. I don't want to see anyone else. Period. I just want to live my life like I used to...not knowing who was going to die. Just wake up, go to work, and be quote "normal."

Thanks for letting whine.

JUST LET IT ALL OUT. Dont keep all that vented up inside ,step back take a deep breath and let it all out. But I guess if I had your ability I'd bee a nervous reck.You have to be a strong person if have that ability I give you KUDOS for you being so brave.

Tell me when I am going to die if you have powers I'm curious?

Can you perhaps meditate? By clearing your mind of all thought and concentrating on a mantra, you might find periods of rest from your gift.

And I'd like to know when I die also.
I'm also, very curious.

U will all die - when you breath your last breath ......

Usually future deaths are not 'seen' --- only those that are w/in a month to 4 months, based on research that I'v done.

I know one guy that could tell when someone was going to die, even when the doctor's didn't see it or know. He's gotten into no small trouble for this too. But the families that asked him .. asked him to honest and straight. The families appreciated it a lot.

In one case he was asked to come to the hospital. He looked at the friends mother and talked w/the friend in the hall way. "you mom is quiting - she's ready to go. Her kidneys have started to shut down as well as liver, lungs and heart. The doctor cleared his throat behind my friend and asked, "How the hell do you know this? We just got the report back less then a 1/2 hour ago. I was just coming up to tell the family." He looked at the doctor and his friend and said, "there you go ... now you have official confirmation. I would have your family up here in the next 12 hours. Because she'll be gone in 18 - 20 hours. She died 19 hours later. The doctor still wanted to know how my friend knew all of this as my friend said good-bye to his friends and walked away. (He knew better then to try explaining it to the doctor.) Another case he told another friend when he asked him about his dad. He just looked at his friend and said," I do not wish to kill any hopes or prayers that you are holding onto. I would though, strongly suggest that you make sure your dad's affairs are in order, because he's let them laps...." His friend called him a few days later to ask how he "knew his dad had let things laps?" Because indeed he had. They got everything done, signed and notarized and his friends dad died 2 hours after it was all done.

So ya, it can be told -- but not decades into the future ... hours, days and months - yes.

If you do alot of internal-psi work and meditation you can teach your body how to "turn them off"

I barely ever use psi. In fact, I keep everything except the basics "turned off" at all times.

Sorry JJ your wrong because I plan to live forever. This is my single most important goal and if I have to spend my entire fortune or give up everything i own I will.

A lot of people lived their lives in the past trying to extend them and they all died in the end with no extension, might as well enjoy the one you have right now than spending it trying to achieve something that's up to now, impossible

But wouldn't it be awful to live on forever and see everyone around you die? Would you be happy if everyone you loved die and only you are alive to feel the sadness alone?

Define "live for every" -- Everyone plans that, it's just when and how. It won't be on this planet w/the current body you have .... (but then I think you know that already ...)

I've had scary dreams that have happened- couldn't handle it so I just asked for it to stop and it did. Somebody else suggested meditating on it, and I would also suggest that as well- worked for me . I would also do this every day.

I'm young and technology and science are advancing at an increasing rate non stop. Work in the field of genetics, cybernetics, and nanotechnology will allow me to achieve this goal not hocus pocus like a fountain of youth and what have you.

I am a visionary and besides a few problems which I am wrestling with now I am healthy.



It's a small price to pay to see what the future holds, remember I am an atheist which means i have no belief in a God or afterlife... For this reason I wish to cheat death and I also wish to see where we go and how we get there.

I talked to my fiance about this and we both agreed as she is wealthy too that we would do this together and live forever.



Hey if I have to get an android body etc and move to a distant world I will... Other then this unless death hits me suddenly it is not an option.

Thank you for your support everyone.

I can't just look at someone and say, okay, you're going to die in this many days, etc. I only see the people that I am going to work with (for those who don't know I deal with vehicular homicide).

I've never been able to turn it off or on. It just "happens" if you will.

There are times when it feels like too much.

Again, thanks everyone.

I quit whining now.

Don't tell me when I will die, I am not curious in the slightest

Its easy.Stop reading fiction and watching anime. All your so called powers will disappear immediately.

you mean not see dead people anymore?...yeah its a 'gift' I could live without... (tried all the psychiatric routes already )....
ironic isn't it?... those that don't have it want it...those that have it are often miserable...some 'gift' huh? ....



Mr Halfhand

If you mean stop thinking, stop looking at things rationally, stop using logic, stop seeing the world for what it is, stop seeing people for who they are, stop being “the smart one” in my circle and just exist in a world where delusion, ignorance, lies and belief allow me a false empty sense of peace and happiness then yes I have, at times, wished it. Mostly at down times in my life when even a false sense of happiness would have been better than what I was feeling. To live in a world full of warm and fuzzy feelings where I feel special and welcome. To live in a world where anything is possible through belief alone. To have gifts, abilities and super powers just sitting out there ripe for the picking. Yeah, Ive thought about it. A passing thought right before Im yanked back to my senses and have to deal with the problem presented to me.

Ive thought about it….



Oh and AtheistGod, you are going to die. Im not being morbid or anything but it’s the truth. You, me, everyone on this forum, we are all going to die. Accept it.

You can invest all the money you want. You can literally sell everything you own but this only means you will die in the street with only the clothes on your back. Many men have come before you claiming they would live forever. They have had more money and more power than you. They have all died.

I know the direction science is taking. I know we are making leaps and bounds in many fields. To think that adding in your small amount of money and vigor to the pot and stating that within your lifetime we will unlock the secrets of immortality, on some level, is ludicrous.

Kevin A.

I turned mine off before. It was a horrible experience, like being naked all the time. I had no idea how much I relied on it in my everyday life until I couldn't do such things anymore.

I know this feeling. However, I am much more careful in how I approach things. Instead of asking for them to stop, I ask for the strength to open to them fully and be who I am.

Replace "whine" with "vent" and you've got it.

Why wish it? It's obviously come true for you. Just because your mental disorder is almost impossible to explain doesn't mean you don't have one.

Perhaps a rather complicated attempt at some humor was lost on you?

I was attempting to be slightly humorous in pointing out how a "skeptic" could consider themselves to have "abilities" above and beyond those of other and how a "skeptic" could almost envy how some "believers" go through their lives.

My apologies if anything was lost in the translation between my mind and the keyboard.

Kevin A.

ok good luck

god quit complaining man you should be lucky that u have a gift to begin with,(if u even have one) while the rest of us have to work our asses off to achieve a little taste of yours peoples gift. I personally think that people who are born with gifts should use them to the besst of thier abillitie, not complain and wish to be normal, normals boring! i want excitement in my life!

Umm what you talk about is a long way off my friend. Yes the average age of man/women will continue to rise, but to think you will live long enough lol. Your 24 and befor this technology actually does what you say it will do, you will be in you 50 if not 60's and well I doubt you have the influence nore the money to acquire it. Your belief or lack of plays no never mind in this. It's politics and the elite that will decide this and who gets it. LOL I remember hearing as a kid that world hunger would be a thing of the past, there would be no more war and that we would all be in flying cars oh and that we would be working 3 day work weeks. It's a nice thought but it will not happen in mine or your time I'm afraid. Be a visionary all you want, it will not save you from the inevitable. What you speak of has potential but still is in the very early stages. I hope I'm wrong, but I highly doubt it. Have you thought of investing in the fairly new Nano lab in Edmonton? They are doing wonderful work.

sorry to disapoint you Atheist but we all must die, it could be 100's if not 1000's of years before we learn how to keep the body from aging and eventually dying. even the ancient chinese thought they could come up with a fountain of youth what did they try they injested large amounts of mercury and died a slow painful death much sooner then anticipated.i'm a christian i believe in life after death and you say anything you want about my beliefs that will never change my opinion or the fact that you will eventually die. we all will its just a terrible fact of our exsistance, oh your idea of us finding a way to reach immortality in your lifetime is just as big as of a fantasy to some as you think christianity is, we all have our dreams i live like every moment is my last, i keep the idea of death in my head, but i think we would both agree on this earthly life only comes around once so enjoy it don't waste it trying to hard to be safeand catious that you never have any fun.

every generation has thought they were the last the final edditions and the immortals. the sad truth is they weren't they died and what happened to them after death is a debatable issue i don't want to get into but religion doesn't cling to death as hope either atheist look at all the end of world prophecies, in jesus's time, the year 1000, 1942, 2000, 2007 according to the belief of operation terra which should have already happened, and now 2012. i see nothing in the bible that says anything about the end of the world i believe they were talking about the fall of rome. we all have a short time here what you do with it is your choice no one elses no one to blame for your mistakes or successes make your life a good short while the shorter you think life is the longer it will feel and thats as close to immortality as you can get. but don't over worry about death accept the fact and forget about it and please have fun.

rawight, well.. Imo it could just be a very accurate, detailed guess.

You are all stupid what makes you belive this Kapasha man is lying (..wait he is lying), he may b a fat old geek sitting his @ss on the chair all day and saying I have powers or he may just be a stupid kid at his early 13 (yay im a teenager) lying to a every1 in the site.

So if you really have powers why didn't you appear on T.V. or in the news you know what i think i just wasted my time explaining to people your a fake and its too obvious.

One thing, I DARE you to tell me when will i die! (yah i know you can't stand breaking people's hope).

Sorry, I just confused you with the OP.

We all have to die at least "once", if anybody here died before (pronounced clinically dead) and now are still here enjoying what this beautiful planet has to offer, well, congratulations! You were then given an opportunity to enjoy what you did not the first time around (i.e. the sun ray reflecting towards your eyes from a drop of rain water trapped and hanging for dear life on a bended blade of a grass leaf after the silver storm hath released its fury! ). Short story, to me, death is a natural and essential part of human life cycle. Going out or bending this cycle would probably have a significant effect on all of us. After all, what if human race achieve immortality by means of science, are we then able to stop our sun from dying as well? Dead sun to me means dead everything. More power!

There is a reason for why these abilities exist, and the only thing to do is accept that its there, and try to understand the purpose of it. You can also learn alot from what you see, and it doesn't mean that you can't balance your life between the responsibility of this 'sight', and your responsibilities of daily life.

What if they don't exist? Which seems more realistic since there is no evidence of them. Aren't people just wasting their time on them?There are much better pursuits.

You know I really want to share something you told us in PUBLIC UM CHAT about your ""responsibility for daily life" and how that is so not the case. This post actually irritated me in no small way.

A. You have no abilities to talk about.
B. What you shared about your personal lack of responsibility
I just leave it at that ..... Let just say - 'double standard' and practice what you post maybe!

I don't have time to read. And what is anime? Is that like a cartoon or something?

I agree.

Yes. Imgaination is a powerful thing.

If you knew me outside of the forum, you would be shocked. I am a very skeptical person. I don't sit around and just "wish" my problems away. If I have any, I hit them striaght on.

But when you see someone's face, someone you don't know...and then days or weeks later you are validated by what you "saw" by the pictures you see from a crash, it can get tough.

What goes on in my life is my own problem, I do not rag on you about your life, or what problems you have, so I would appreciate that you keep out as you don't know the whole story of my situation(s). I mentioned it in the past to get some ideas from others who do have them. And I choose who I talk to about what I can do, I don't simply just announce everything to those who most likely would not understand. But that is irrelevant to this topic.
I'm only trying to be helpful to kapsha...and by the way, Have you recorded what you've seen Kapsha? It can help you try to organize and understand what it is you see, perhaps in a new light.

Well, I don't pretend or assume that I know everything about someone, or their circumstances, I try to understand what is there, instead of expect this or that about people when they did not give an actual reason for it, or say something that is outright manipulative and vain, or rude, or causing some type of harm.
If I didn't have various experiences personally, and with others who do have abilities, I wouldn't really believe in metaphysical abilities, or the 'paranormal' existed. I don't think people waste time on something that is something that I find much deeper than the 'norm' of daily life.

Fair enough. Since you make no claims, I have no problem with it.

indeed risov! well said!
much admiration for your strength of instinct-
those who are without doubt - those who have strength standing on their own beliefs -
have no need to 'force' others to wear their verdicts-
strength from a sistah

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i can relate kapsha -
at times can seem as a disharmonious balance -
this 'knowledge' also carries a heightened sense of awareness of all around one as well-
what one can 'feel' towards what cannot be altered-
can be applied to one's surroundings and those that one is convergent with--
helping all that you come across --respect for nature and human kind
strength from a sistah!

you sould be careful what you wish for my friend....

i dont think being able to predict/see death as a "gift"

Imagine having this "gift" for a second, knowing when your loved one will die... and not being able to do anything about it. work you ass off for a little taste? its not that hard to do a little divination my friend.....

And i also dont think you have the right to be saying "stop complaining and wishing to be normal" thats not for you to decide, you don't know the half of what some people with "gifts" have to go through.

You want more excitement in your life? Then get off your couch and do something about it, seems to me you are the one complaining......

Thanks ~Big Hug~ I appreciate it

I can assure you that no book, no movie, no one's imagination can compare to the real thing.

I have abilities of my own, id rather not state them here because i have no desire to "prove" or "explain" myself. Also sharing ones abilities often leads to great arguments here.......... but Kapsha a understand what you mean, but sometimes there are no "switches" you just have to do your best to deal with the situation at hand. Good luck to you.

I am a woman, in my thirties, with children.

Like I said before, I can't just look at you and say, okay, this is when you'll die. The only people I see are the ones I deal with.

Why would I go and tell the world, Hey Eveybody, I see dead people, car crashes before they happen and there's nothng I can do to stop it. I don't know the exact location the crash will happen, I don't see a roadmap with a big X or an arrow pointing to a big "here." I don't see a name under the people that are involved.

I have struggled many times with the fact that I can't stop it from happening. I can't stop children from suffering. I can't stop the screams I hear from the woman who has hit another vehicle and killed the mother sitting beside her baby.

I DARE you to be nice.

Thank you, I really appreciate it.

It is comforting to know that other people "see" things as well. That is one of the reasons I started coming here.

Thanks Owls

If you believe this ability to have visions of dead people and then later actually meet them during the course of you job is harming you or making life difficult for you then why do you not hit it straight on? Have you done anything to explore this ability or what causes it?

Perhaps keeping a journal of your visions and then comparing that to what you believe is the match you experience in life? I know that often when people believe something they make it so but when looking at it rationally or logically the belief falls apart. There are superstitious, paranoid or ill people out there that believe many things. I am not saying you are ill or anything, you seem honest enough here, but have you explored options other than some special ability?

Perhaps if you start keeping track of your visions and then what you actually experience you will begin to see differences. Perhaps large differences between the two. Maybe you will find out that you are making your experiences match your visions by tweaking the memory of your vision?

Im sorry if you are harmed by this ability or the belief in having it but a large part of me wants to say there is another option here other than a special ability. Explore other options. Hit it straight on. Perhaps you have. Let us discuss this…..

Kevin A.

I do have a journal, and I have written in it. The things I have written are confirmed.

I appreciate the advice.

The only thing that I come up with is that God gave me this gift for a reason; possibly because I deal with the victim's families, and it helps me out in someway, or to show me that I can't control everything. Yes, I sometimes have control issues.

When I walk in the door and tell my co-workers what I have seen, they give me this shocked, deer in the headlight, almost afraid look. I describe things that I could only have seen if I were there.

Sometimes I just want to get away from it, and it's not possible. I can be at home, or on vacation, or in another state, doesn't matter.

Someone suggested I meditate. When I do try to meditate I see things.