sometimes i get so scared inside
losing grasp of all my dreams
holding on and still collide
is life really what it seems?
i just dont know quite what it means
but i hold on anyway

sometimes i feel so empty inside
falling apart right at the seams
cry just as I've i lost my pride
blackened eyes they start to stream
tears flow yet they are far from clean
you know what i mean?

like I've been stabbed strait in the heart
uncontrollable as i bleed
pondering and wonder how it starts
all i see thats left in me is misery
what can i possibly do with this sick tragedy
as people laugh at me

but i wish that things were different
but still it all remains the same
to the world i still feel distant
i dream to nullify this pain
praying that if it ever happens
its comes soon for my own sake
cause if down my life is flattened
dreaming still before i break

hey this more for my emo research is it really just kiddin good work

hey kash, great job once again. I can feel your pain.

I like the way youve placed your words, each emotion is connected yet they seem very far apart. Awsome stuff.

very deep man. but I aint feelin it, it just doesnt seem like your style. I figure your pems would be a bit more happy rather than sad.