Full Version: unwanted surveillance, thought reading
no idea where to post this... was hoping for someone to chat with about this, and if im in the wrong section, or even the wrong website entirely, where i can go to find people in similar situations and experiences.
QUOTE (Random Thoughts @ Nov 12 2007, 12:52 AM) 
no idea where to post this... was hoping for someone to chat with about this, and if im in the wrong section, or even the wrong website entirely, where i can go to find people in similar situations and experiences.
Welcome to UM Random Thoughts!
Perhaps you should have stuck it in the metaphysical section, probably the Moderators will move it.
What situations and experiences are you meaning?
thanks for the welcome! 
i think im dealing with a for-profit organization that has been watching me for a couple years now... not 100% sure and in the end it doesn't really matter I suppose. A lot of people who I never met know who I am, and I've been everything but outright told I was being watched.
Nothing scary about it, but annoying. Kinda pissed at myself for letting myself fall into this trap.
i think im dealing with a for-profit organization that has been watching me for a couple years now... not 100% sure and in the end it doesn't really matter I suppose. A lot of people who I never met know who I am, and I've been everything but outright told I was being watched.
Nothing scary about it, but annoying. Kinda pissed at myself for letting myself fall into this trap.
QUOTE (Random Thoughts @ Nov 12 2007, 01:10 AM)
thanks for the welcome!
i think im dealing with a for-profit organization that has been watching me for a couple years now... not 100% sure and in the end it doesn't really matter I suppose. A lot of people who I never met know who I am, and I've been everything but outright told I was being watched.
Nothing scary about it, but annoying. Kinda pissed at myself for letting myself fall into this trap.
i think im dealing with a for-profit organization that has been watching me for a couple years now... not 100% sure and in the end it doesn't really matter I suppose. A lot of people who I never met know who I am, and I've been everything but outright told I was being watched.
Nothing scary about it, but annoying. Kinda pissed at myself for letting myself fall into this trap.
That would piss me off too. Why would they watch you though, what do they think you will do?
Wecome to UM random 
who and why would they be watching you ??
have ya been norty J/K
who and why would they be watching you ??
have ya been norty J/K
"That would piss me off too. Why would they watch you though, what do they think you will do?"
well, my reasoning behind why they're doing this is lengthy, but put short, i think this was setup as a bit of revenge thing, getting me involved with this. Everyone else who is watching is just there for the entertainment. I'm amazed I'm not really pissed at anyone, only myself for being so dumb to get here.
all i can do is continue on, climb out of the trap, and hope they get bored or are unable to continue for whatever reason.
The revenge thing I'm pretty certain has to do with me drifting out of relationships because I became too preoccupied with a sleep disorder I'm still dealing with. But I kept that to myself, and on the outside it appeared I was getting all aloof and preoccupied with music (which has made getting through all this much easier). I don't show much emotion on the outside (i think because im drained all the time), so I dunno if anyone could really figure me out. I was dumb, things could have been handled differently
well, my reasoning behind why they're doing this is lengthy, but put short, i think this was setup as a bit of revenge thing, getting me involved with this. Everyone else who is watching is just there for the entertainment. I'm amazed I'm not really pissed at anyone, only myself for being so dumb to get here.
all i can do is continue on, climb out of the trap, and hope they get bored or are unable to continue for whatever reason.
The revenge thing I'm pretty certain has to do with me drifting out of relationships because I became too preoccupied with a sleep disorder I'm still dealing with. But I kept that to myself, and on the outside it appeared I was getting all aloof and preoccupied with music (which has made getting through all this much easier). I don't show much emotion on the outside (i think because im drained all the time), so I dunno if anyone could really figure me out. I was dumb, things could have been handled differently
[quote I was getting all aloof and preoccupied with music (which has made getting through all this much easier).
You need to listen to better music.... try aerowsmiths first album... that should help.
Other than that, who cares who watches you unless your breaking the law?
You need to listen to better music.... try aerowsmiths first album... that should help.
Other than that, who cares who watches you unless your breaking the law?
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