QUOTE
I'm talking feeling the presence of evil. It freaks me out
QUOTE
Ex. In the last few months someone murdered my boss and friend by stabbing them to death, I was physically attacked somewhere (and no not your damaged oh that's why she's angry at men kinda thing although yes it was a group of men)
Happens EVERY DAY. People get stabbed, people get attacked. There's someone out there who has had a family member killed today, they were attacked, AND their child was just diagnosed with cancer and they lost their job. And their spouse also died.
SIHT happens. No demons or monsters are making things happen to you. There's no mystical evil surrounding you or battling for your mind and soul.
I would recommend that you ask God for stregnth and to deal with the stuff that's going on, I would ask him to change things but if he can't do that then ask for stregnth and wisdom.
And I would think about seeing a psychologist to help you deal with the emotional issues your're having. God gave us psychologists too.
QUOTE
Sometimes i can feel the demons so thick that i feel im going to choke, if you feel like your under spiritual attack, its time to get down and pray. Pray for God to send his angels to protect you, pray for strength to endure, and if you feel up to it, Rebuke in the name of Jesus Christ the demons you feel are there.
Alright, that's fine for some, but I dont' buy it. Believing that demons are the root of your problems and you should rebuke them is just avoidance and projection. it must be a tiring life if you believe that you are besieged by actual demons all the time and you can't breathe. Sounds like mental illness to me, or depression. (I get depressed a lot during the winter, but I'm pretty sure it's a lack of sunlight, the cold, and the economy, combined with my brain's inablility to properly make certain chemicals during the winter. Not demons.)
But hey, if you think it works for you, by all means fight those literal demons.
QUOTE
Then what do you do? What do you do when this is how its practiced? I mean I see more and more people saying "this isn't Christianity" or this isn't "real Christians" but its what thrives. So what the hell is going on?
You do what you know is right, even if that means you don't get to be in the church social group and your "friends" don't like you anymore. What do you need a religion for when you have God anyway?
You live the way you think God is telling you to live no matter what other people say and do.
Simple as that.