I have found myself lost amongst the pieces that make up who I am
In this cold dark foggy place there is nothing to see
Smothering and silent without sight, my sense of self fades
Finding humility that I am truly the same as the darkness and smothering fog that surrounds me
Can I even recognize myself at this point? What am I?
Realizing I have been crying as I look down at my worn out hands and a tear drops
My hands are an expression of my soul
How do I make my amends? Can I get back to the past
Either way I must accept this, this is what I have created
No longer feeling life as a whole, just pieces
I'm just too confused to hate myself or even try to turn around
Are the ones I have lost ashamed of me?
Will I ever find peace in this suffocating abyss?
Will I find the strength to wait for the answer?
Is breathing and bleeding enough?
This silence, it has always been, always lurked
I think I am alone though I know in a sense I am not
All my demons.............
