I just sent this message to my bestfriend on myspace, rather than type it out again I'll just paste what I sent him.
"Man... some weird ass f***n s**t just happened to me...
You know those times when something goes amiss and you are for sure you put it in a certain spot, its just like it was moved or something..
Well.. I got a Big Red out of my sisters room earlier and walked to mine. I'm 100% sure I brought it in here.. I just read a bulletin from Jordan, Johns nephew, talkings about how some girl was walking how and seen a guy at the end of a ally she took for a short cut and she prayed that nothing bad would happen. She walked right past him, then later she found out like 20 minutes after she pasted that guy a girl was raped in that same spot. (just another one of those religious bulletins) well.. She supposidly identified the man and she told the cop all I she wanted to know was why he didn't go for her? And the guy said because she had 2 tall men walking on both sides of her. Well.. this is where it gets weird.. I sent Jordan a message back and was like What about the thousands of kids sexually abused everyday who pray everytime that God would help. Where is their 2 tall men?
and I swear I f***ing went to drink my soda and that s**t was gone.. I was like what the f**kk... Idk it might have happened when I went to the restroom like right before I read the bulletin.. but idk man.. I started looking all over the room and the bathroom and I was like oh my fking god you got to be s**ting me.. What the hell... and I kept looking and I was like.. Dude quit f***ing with me.. and I went into the kitchen and I SWEAR in this same spot there was already a soda when I walked through there the first time.. I KNOW I seen it.. I'm 100% sure.. Because I remember thinking my sister has been hiding these sodas from me and I've been thirsty and I wondered why I didn't notice that there before and wonder where they came from.
So at first I didn't even bother to see if that was my soda (it was sittin on the bar like.. on the other side of a monitor in there.. out of the way, so there is no way I would have put it there, you have to lean over the table to grab it.. but I know 100% sure it was there when I first walked through there.. and I was like wtff so I went back to the room, checked again and the bathroom.. then I went back in there and checked that soda sitting next to the monitor on the bar and holy s**t it was my damn soda. Man that s**ts f***ing with me bad right now.. I'm 100% sure that I didn't put that there, and I'm 100% sure that was there when I first walked through there... I don't know what to think of it.. if it's like.. an act of God for saying that sh!t in a message.. or like.. a worm hole or something because that s**t was sitting there when I first walked through there on the bar and I had my soda in my hand.. I'm tripping out right now.. I don't think I'm losing my mind.. I was feeling fine.. Man.. thats some f***ing crazy ass s**t right there... f***in A.. I mean.. I couldn't have just forgot and set it there because I seen it when I came back through there after getting the soda. (Mine was in my hand.).. It's not like there wasn't one there and then there was.. It's like the sh** happened before it happened.. idk man.. I'm just blown away right now.. I don't know what to think about this.."
What do you guys think? Is God messing with me? I'm an agnostic theist btw.
For those of you who don't know what that is: An agnostic theist is one who views that the truth value of certain claims, in particular the existence of god(s) is unknown or inherently unknowable but chooses to believe in god(s) in spite of this.
And originally I believed in deism (Deists typically reject supernatural events (prophecy, miracles) and tend to assert that God does not interfere with human life and the laws of the universe. ) But now I'm not so sure.. it could be possible that God already planned for this to happen when he originally created the universe, like a wormhole appearing the instant I walked into my restroom or something of that sort. But that still doesn't explain why it seems my drink took the place of another already there. Though it is possible that that drink was my drink when I passed it. Like some sort of time travel or something. I'm not sure what I believe now.. this just completely blew my mind and I'm going to have to rethink my entire belief in deism. I'm just blown away right now.. man..
I need to chill out. I'll check for grammer errors in a bit lol.
edit: Btw, sorry for all the bleeps lol. I didn't intend for this to be on this forum
