QUOTE (ai_guardian @ Apr 2 2008, 01:07 PM)

Hi there Muddyfrog...good to see you here again

I see you know (more or less) what I am trying to convey
To some this may seem like nonsense (as well as my previous post in this thread) but don't be fooled by the way some things look. The only thing that is not understood in the above is "nothing".
Not quite, but you are awfully close.
LOL, I know where you're coming from. It's as if it is the only solution that finally puts to rest, amongst other peculiarities, the infinite regression of "...and what created that....and what created that..." ad-infinitum.
AND it works in a 'physical' way too! The proofs (in mainstream physics

) have been around for a long time.
I know we think alike. I believe it was you that I had a discussion with some time ago in this section about being able to willingly and quickly enter AND OBSERVE an extremely deep-conscious state. We even seemed to have the same techniques! I am quite certain it was you I had this discussion with.

If that is so, then you already know the answers, it's just that your auxillary knowledge is not yet able to make full sense of them.
I know exactly what you mean here and although the analogies imo are not entirely correct the
principle is.
@Wreck7,
Sorry, I've purposefully kept the "enigma wrapped up in a puzzle". I've just rearranged the puzzle pieces closer together but not close enough - on purpose.
Cheers
Yeah that was me, if you're talking about the "buzzing" or "vibrational" tech.
But that is just my problem. Nothing that I ever figure out for myself is figured out in the english language.
It's all in my head lol.
Basically I have feelings (intuitions) about what this reality is, but they're deep in my concsiousness, and hard to express. If I encapsulate my thoughts then I can say them, but my thoughts are not capsuals, they are more like waves. I chose each day in life in each moment how things are stored in my consciousness, memory, brain, whatever... they can be big, spread out, fuzzy, super dense, and unthinkable. And I can see how my whole childhood was stored differently than now, and how each thing is stored somewhat differently each second. No matter how I store them they are all wrong, to an extent.

I took a break from the boards, because my life is being as weird as ever.
Just harder now...
by the way ai, I can't really say what I mean by "nothing." In my case, however, it's not because I don't want to.
I'm not really sure how far down this road I want to go, and I realize that my whole life has only left me with psychological constructs,
that I just don't want to lose for fear of losing any perspective at all

and mabey I have to. who knows?
Like you said, PulsE, to think "big" you have to understand how little you may know.
And accept that everything you know is based on a tiny piece of a puzzle that is unsizeable...

Mr. Wlaker, I wouldn't understand what a bike was if all I looked at was the pedal. I have found you have to keep everything (or nothing) all together if you want to undstand. If you do that though, you can't talk about it, and so it is that you cannot explain the highest truth. Or rather you can, but the meaning will change as soon as you say it.
And how are you sure that the bike is even there to begin with?
as for the big bang, why would the begining be a battle of almost exactly equal forces oposing each other, unless what I am saying is pretty clsoe to truth.
The "universe energy ball" (cosmic egg) would have to come about exactly when the forces did.
Why does every action have an equal and opposite reaction?
If I keep speaking in this limited way I can't ever express what I think truth is.
The only alternative is saying:
EVERYTHING IS NOTHING.
what do you guys think?
-Muddy