QUOTE (Egyptian-Illuminati @ Mar 20 2008, 02:38 PM)

Yes, thats the feeling... when you see people talking in the environment/reality you are in, you feel
disassociated, indefinately.
It does have a very
daydream-esc feeling to it, but its EXACTLY as real as it was before you started. Just not the same.
Eventually, reality seems to turn, turn, and turn, and all of this perspecting results in the only descriptive description as "
onion layers", peeling, and showing. Very nice, you described most of it.
and Caana, i really loved your post, thanks.

Your welcome. To go with that, i would like to elaberate the comment made by another poster about expanding awareness. Through my own experiances, i have found that there are two types of expanding awareness. First, the type you described was an actual event within the probability's of direction that you had once experianced, and as you found out at the end of the experiance, happened to you within the probability of what is called reality in the percieved here and now. The disasociated feeling you had had. If they happen to you frequently, then you can learn to control yourself during these event's, and watch the differences from the two probability lines called time, without enacting the other actual event within this probability line. In effect, you can see/know the different paths of time.
The second is the expanding of your awareness within the present probability's that make up your impression of what is still called linear time, and reality. Energy carries inconcevable amounts of information in what i call streams. Compare that with the anology's in thing's like genesis in the bible, which was a description of what i am trying to convey to you, the fruit from the tree being the knowledge within that particular set of probability's that make up our shared percieved reality, or information stream. Or what some call the tree/garden, of their percieved lives and reality.
Pretty much you have discovered that there is an "outside" which as a description is'nt entirely accurate, but terminology's here are limited. You have discovered what those who realize, and learn, and develop these thing's from, are not subject to what some call syncronicity/fate, they are the ones who shape it, and not by simply creating other probability event's within the data stream of information called reality. That is because there are what i call hardpoint probability event's that can't be stopped from happening, only midigated to either increase or lessen the impacts from. The probability events that lead up to hardpoint event's, can go several way's without effecting the continuity of the data streams hardpoints. Means you can have different friends and careers between those hardpoint's, then you percieve yourself as having now without changeing the bigger picture.
Pretty much is the meaning when the religious say their belief god already know's time from beginning to end. Would'nt mind having a dialog on all this, but would like to keep it to impressions factual to the people who have these experiance's, and have learned from them as i have.
Anyway, within the percieved reality of the data stream, is the entire content's of that tree and it's fruit{knowledge} also, when i say data stream, it is also reffrenced in religious works as water, though what they think of it is a distortment caused from dogmatic belief's, which is why belief is the killer here{barrier between your percieved self, and realself/realtrueself. The number three really does mean something} all that is instrumental in an individuals discovery of the reality of themselves.
If and when you get to the point where all you have to do is focus on someone or event from history, and start recieving the truth of it through what i had called memory/visions, that is when you really need to keep the focus of it all on yourself, if you have any belief's about where this is all coming from, instead of the obvious answer of yourself, that is when you will be in danger of turning yourself into that which must be despised{religious/spiritualist/spiritual} and will fall back into the layers that make up the different percieved reality's based on belief's, instead of what really is.
Once you figure all that out for yourself, that is when you will start to get images/conversations/knowledge of the people and other thing's you may put your focus on. Just be sure to remember it is from yourself, and the only purpose of it is what you may decide to do with it. Any outside belief as to why you can do these thing's, except from yourself, will start to cause manifestations from the layers formed from those belief's, and all the horrors/tortures/sufferings inspired from those belief's. What i call the layers.
Anyway, if you want some more of what i know and think about it, then feel free to ask, because there is quite a bit about the truth of it all. Some of which i can't write on a public forum, because those enslaved to belief's would be offended, and it reveals the truth about their own pathetic civilization and the lies and murders it is actually built on. And what it is they have been hiding from us all.
Later then.