Ok,you believe GOD created EVERYTHING,*except* us humans...i dunno where you're lack of faith occured.....but to read what i have about You're belief system,and how you were into santanism,and what not,you lost your way in my opinion.A man must see some kind of proof is what i think you are looking for.I did at one point or another wonder if there was a god,and if so why am i sufferring like this...what is it that makes us stronger?PAIN,SUFFERING,trials,to make us BETTER.When i finally said to god,"hey,if your up there,why is this all happening?Why are you letting this all happen(lots of bad stuff was going on in my life,and i was starting to lose faith) Then,just like a whisper,i heard look up king jamesV1.2...Hmmm.Ok,i'll look it up and you know what...here is the deal:I dont read the Bible...too long,most of it is just parts that the top guys in the area of editing had removed most of the real text..etc...but i looked up what i heard,and here that is: Testing of Your Faith
2(A) Count it all joy, my brothers,[a] when you meet trials( of various kinds, 3for you know that© the testing of your faith(D) produces steadfastness. 4And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be(E) perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
5(F) If any of you lacks wisdom,(G) let him ask God,(H) who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. 6But(I) let him ask in faith,(J) with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like(K) a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. 7For that person must not suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; 8(L) he is a double-minded man,(M) unstable in all his ways. ...after that,i was not thinking"this is just a fluke" no,i dont think so.It was specific,and i even had one more little problem,and wanted to know why dont you protect us from what is happenning?...And agian,in a whisper,i heard him say just this: Psalm 91...ok...i'll look.And here is what it says: Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. [a]
2 I will say [b] of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust."
3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare
and from the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.
8 You will only observe with your eyes
and see the punishment of the wicked.
9 If you make the Most High your dwelling—
even the LORD, who is my refuge-
10 then no harm will befall you,
no disaster will come near your tent.
11 For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;
12 they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him
and show him my salvation."
So i dont have any doubt....i have seen real signs,and i dont need to be "Mr.skeptic" when it comes to just knowing.He's there.You just haven't tried to be more in touch with him.He is there.You just have to have something you are lacking in:FAITH.....But i know it does take a tragic event in our life sometimes to make us STOP and ask...i know....Ya know what you might find more Enlightning?A really great video,one that if you watch it all of it,might just help you see things different.And i do mean all of it.Spend two hours watching this,and then get back to me,let me know what you think.Here it is:
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-1131942400352901009