I bet you’re surprised to receive this missive from me. To tell you frankly I am too. I’m not even sure if I should be doing this. But I’ve thought it over and since I guess there is no harm in letting you know what I feel, I wrote on.
It’s nice to know that in spite of all that happened between us we still ended up being good friends. And now I have finally awakened, deep within the chambers of my heart I believe that I’ve already let go of the love, the love that had almost destroyed our friendship. But that doesn’t mean I don’t love you anymore, I still love you, but I’m no longer “in love” with you. I hope you see the difference between loving and being in love.
I’m proud to say that now I can sincerely call you friend without feeling a sharp jab at my heart. I really am grateful that you have become a very special part of my life although in the beginning there has been pain, which was not entirely your fault. Never have I regret loving you because the pain it brought me taught me so many things in life and somehow it helped me become a stronger person. I used to be so frail, the pain hardened me up. I just wish you happiness and I want you to remember that I’d rather lose your heart to someone else rather than to lose your friendship. Thank you so much for understanding me then, for always being there and for being a friend. All our memories both good and bad are well taken care of, kept inside my heart. I hope sometimes you would remember me and when you do remember me with a smile.
keep up the good work.
