I am now 13, if you guys remember my rant on Time and Space 2 years ago. I wrote this a few minutes ago, whipped it up in about 15 minutes after reading through this forum a bit.
religion, and why it doesn’t work out for me (5/20/08)
If religion was to be perfect in every way, there would be no fear, no imperfection, no sin, no problems. The reason I choose to be free in my views on life is because of the two-sidedness of everyone’s personality. I can be generous, but as well as being a total jerk to whoever I choose to throw the emotional dart at. Religion in a historical form makes sense, but a great leader, like Jesus the Christ, who had claims with connection to God, born from the Virgin Mary, and resurrected to earth, should not be always referred to as the messiah of a religion. Not to say that scientology can cover it all up-- because science is all about just as absurd and religion can be-- but just because something happened as a miracle, or something the world hasn’t seen before, doesn’t mean that it has to have a holy connection to religion. Religion is mere belief, assumption, and, unfortunately, unproved. There are some events in the bible that relate to real life-- but yet so much assumption is involved, that every supernatural event must be connected to God or Christ.
However, being apart of somewhat of a paranormal cult, I must have faith that there is an underlying power that runs the earth, makes ultimate judgement, and has overall power over time and space. And, as most Christians refer to this underlying power, I call to God as the Force.
I would like to convince myself there is a heaven, a supernatural, ultimate judgement shall choose wether I stay to earth as a residual or interactive spirit, or if I go on to heaven to be joined with my lost friends. But, I can’t say that whatever I’d like to beleive is true. And the sad truth is, I don’t know. Nobody knows what happens after death, or if there is a Force, a God, a Power. The supernatural is a strong belief of mine, since it ties religion and scientology together neatly.
However, as I just so previously said, no-one knows. Once you are dead, communicating with humans is unpredictable, and probably not so easy on the spiritual power. The dead cannot be trusted, but nor can 6,000 year old writings or religious peoples.
