Hello,
I just joined this forum, and this is going to be my first post. It is a bit hard writing about what I'm about to write about because I have never shared this information with anybody ever. Not my family, not my close friends, not even my fiancee. I think the reason I have never talked about this is because I have ignored it, never really put any thought into it, and was just pain scared to even mention it. But here recently I have been putting thought into what has happened to me in the past and now, and I'm not sure if it is real or I'm making it all up. I know there will be a lot of people that will read this and think I'm making it all up and that I'm looking for attention. But I guess I'm tired of ignoring what is happening, and if anybody believes me and would like to add their input that would be great. I guess I will tell you all the reason why I have come to this site.
As long as I can remember a series of things has happened to me or around me throughout my life. I don't remember all of them but the things I do remember stick with me. How do I start this.... I have been able to tell when something is going to happen minutes before it happens, I can do things others can't do, I get feelings and senses that rush through my body like an unexplained energy. For example one thing that comes in mind that has happened over and over again. During professional sports games like the NFL and Baseball, I have predicted interceptions, home runs, things of that nature up to 50 seconds before they happen. I see things out of the corners of my eyes, things I can't explain, things that are not normal. Sometimes I get dreams that are bizarre and out of this world, dreams of things talking to me. When I go to bed at night I remember doing things, like sleep walking, having conversations with things that are not there, and doing things that I would not normally do while awake. I remember doing these things but I can't stop myself. It is as if my body is not mine at the time like something else is controlling me. My fiancee has told me she has weird conversations with me at night time. For a living I'm a network administrator for a diesel company, I work on computers for a living. One thing that I have always been able to do it fix something without doing anything. There has been countless times were I would get a call from an employee that their computer is down, something is not working, or the computer just will not turn on. I will sit at the desk in front of the computer in question, touch the tower or the monitor and everything starts working as if nothing was ever wrong. It is kind of a joke here at work they call me the computer whisperer. But the weirdest thing of all happens maybe once every two weeks, it scares me but at the same time I look forward to it happening. Just to set this up a little bit and let you all in on something. I have horrible eyesight, a bum knee from high school football, and one ear that is nearly def. And what happens can happen anywhere, anytime of the day no matter the conditions. I can feel it when it is going to happen, my hair will stand on end, I get light headed, and really warm. All of a sudden I will get a rush of energy that surges through my body, it is so.... I don't know the word to describe it but I feel light, almost weight less and as the energy sweeps through my body all my muscles will relax but I can't help to arch my back and throw my head back as I feel like I'm floating up and stand on the tips of my toes. At this time I normally get a blood rush and get dizzy, but for those few seconds it seems all my senses are stronger, and I'm alert to everything around me. My hearing is better, my sight is stronger, my sense of smell is increased. But it then goes away as fast as it comes...
Sorry it was so long winded but I had to get it off my chest in hopes somebody can explain what is happening to me. I know this must seem really hard to believe because I'm not sure I believe it myself to be honest. Take it as you do I guess... Thanks for listening.
