Have you ever felt the need to kill someone/something? I recently had a bad argument...well...lecture from my sister and mom. (I could'nt say argument because that means both parties get to take part and I never got a word in edgewise!) See my recent blog entry (its called 'Just When You Think It Can't Get Anyworse') for full details on the afore mentioned argument/lecture.

I got so...angry...I smashed my own headphones by tearing them to pieces and imagined a clean dagger through my mother and sisters chests. I was horriffied to find myself RELAXING at that image. I'm no sadist and cannot stand blood and gore *not even 'The Bill'* yet I am a bit disturbed by this....


Does this make me a bad person?

Have YOU felt the need to kill someone/something...as in REALLY WANT TO not the type of 'Oh I wish I could kill the guy who does those annoying adds' type of Kill but the type were you visuallise or atleast really WANT to.
God's I hope I'm not some sort of warped sadist......

According to the Bible that makes you guilty of the sin of murder. We are all guilty of many sins, so yoou're in vast (if not necessarily good) comapny. Yes, there have been several times when I have thought about killing, I think most of us do.

(Y) don't worry, thought is free!

Why yes, I have often had murder fantasies

I voted yes. I can't elaborate.

No.....can't say that I have

There is a big difference between daydreaming about killing somebody and actually doing it.

Expressing anger is good, getting it out of your system is good. The question is: would you really do it? If the answer is: yes, may I recommend seeing a psychologist before you actually harm somebody?

RD: Garble

No..I've never actually thought of the act of REALLY killing someone. Like I have said "I just wish she was dead!" But I really don't want that to happen. I actually don't WANT anyone to die. ESPECIALLY a family member!!! That is a horrible thing to think about. Maybe it doesn't make you a bad person, but it was bad of you to think like that and you may need to check yourself because if it you don't realize how horrible it was to think like that then one day you might act on your thoughts.

Well I had to vote yes as it used to be in my job spec, when I flew - things!;)
(See the credentials thread for further info!)

I wanted to smash my ex-wife over the head with a skillet. Not kill her but do some real damage

But no. I've never actually wanted to kill anyone. Even in fantasies.

Um......No, I never have.

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