places and things. so I'm constantly scratching my ears
and place cotton in them so I don't feel things crawl
in my ears. I suffer a long grueling process
which i must stay behind to fans to suck
the "parasites" out of my ears and into the atmosphere.
so i'll sneez like crazy. I constanlty have to eat with a
surgical glove over one or both hands to eat my food.
when I'm at school I'll scratch my ears constantly
because i feel things crawling on them. I tried
creams, soap around my ears (bad idea), facial creams, etc.
after I felt that Finished sucking whatever was in my head I'll
stay in front of the fan and let the rest just blow off my skin. I even
cleaned my ears with a cue-tip.
Please don't laugh. The only way i can go outside is if
I wear my knit-cap (beanie) to cover my ears completly.
i'm 16 and my mom knows about my problem. I went to
the docter but he said " nothing is wrong with me".
I dont think I can find a chick who can understand me
and respect me enough to not laugh.
