
Well lets put it this way you are not going mad or anything like that. But I think you are very aware and pick up on things that most 'normal' people wouldn't.
I shall give you some instances from my experience ok?
I have always moved into a house that is haunted... I don't pick it, it picks me.
Yes I had to give up my craft for love for about 7 years but it never goes away so my best advice is that you should start using what gifts you have, cos after all they are part of you, and they fell in love with all of you didn't they?
As for controling your gifts, it may be an idea to have a look at a few books that deal with how to control your awarness.
That way you don't pick up on all and everything... One excersise that I found useful was to imagine that there is a waterfall between you and the person speaking, spirit or entity. If there is anything that u don't want to know it will be washed away. If you want to pick up on it then the waterfall will stop.... just and idea as for websites and stuff I'm not sure.

Hope that helps a little
BTW Welcome to the Forum