I was meditating on the beach the first time my soal left my body when it did at first i noticed that i could see myself sitting on the beach with my journal and i was huvering above my body next all i remember is leaving this world and relm as we know it. I was a ball of mass that could see, touch, feel, hear, taste, smell, and so much more that any physical since in all direction as far as the mind can fathem and father, as far is as east from west never actualy seemed as far as it actualy is once you experiance it. Insainity, Astranomical is so huge no human word not even the human mind can understan it. I've experianced infinite and i don't even think i have but i've at least touched a peace of it and i still can't fathem it in my consious mind at hand. i had obtained all of knowlege understanding and knowing of all that exists all that doesn't exist all that is and all the isn't. i had touched the eternal IS. THeirs no word to describe it becuase it's outside of what we can fathem to exist. i was a flood of knowlege and understanding of the essance of existance that was almost to much. to the point wear i believed very powerfully that i had died and what i was experiance ing was death not thinking i would ever return to reality and not wanting to. But i had no desires no cares no worries it was as if nothing mattered. in any since of any being it was as it was. and i was the essance of being content in every posible way.
This affected the rest of my entire life that was 4 months ago. After it happend with in a two week time i got rid of my car, quit my job, got a friend to move into my room in my dueplex bought a plan ticket to florda and gave away. practicly all that i owned and flew to Florida i have been hitchicking on the the road across the contry ever since liveing only out of a bookbag. in the woods, under bridges in peoples homes that i meet along the way im' in san fransisco now and life has become amazing in every posible way. i live every moment sec by second not thinking to much about the past nor the furture i only feast my eyes on the present. and it's amazing how much life starts to work perfectly in every situation providing all i need and seting up meeting with the exact people that i need to meet at that exact moment. I am 20 years old.