if you havn't seen the movie the Entity, you should,sounds similar.  Then maybe follow suit and try to find proffesional investigators to spend some time with you maybe days or longer and see what kind off paranormal activity is really going on. 

Well take care and hope you find the help you need.
[right][snapback]420174[/snapback][/right]

I think you should go to the nearest church and ask for the priest to sleep at your house for a week or so, or maybe some investigators. Things could easily get worse before they get better.

Have you sought after any help other than this forum?
[right][snapback]420386[/snapback][/right]

Jolene I am confused. You said you were worried I may share your experiences after I told you of unexplained window tapping, but I simply don't understand the links...

Please reply when you get back.
[right][snapback]429914[/snapback][/right]

Rent a camera.  Borrow a camera.  Go speak to some paranormal experts an explain your situation and can they lend you a camera.

If what you're saing is true, Jo, you could be one of the biggest cases for paranormal activity in recent history, people would want to help you prove it.  I don't believe you've explored nearly every avenue you could do yet.
[right][snapback]470383[/snapback][/right]

I agree with you both. I am confused about what has been in my life for years.
Thats why the topic is about both aliens and demons.
I have just begun in sharing my experiences with you all.
I have some that I know are alien. I will tell those soon enough.
I encourage you to share your experiences. I feel so much better for doing so.

I recently read a personal message that was very interesting. I wish that he
would have posted it for you to see too. I found that what happened to him, happened to me too.  I just never realized the significance of it before he spoke up.
I hope that this is your experience here.

I just can't wait till I hear more about what others have been through.
I look for similarities. I try to piece together and theorise what is possible.
I wish that some professional advisor were available for our help.

As far as aliens, I will share an experience that I have trouble believing myself.
This is a long story, so I hope that you have the patience. 

One after noon I went to take a nap, and soon I was kept awake by a strange noise. It was a ticking sound by my head. My blinds were doing it. I soon checked everything in my room that could possibly cause them to move. The funny thing was, the blinds would only move when I was just about to fall asleep. When I would pick up my head to see them, it would stop. If I just opened my eyes, it would stop. Only to start again once I was about to start falling asleep.  For a week I ignored it, trying to sleep.  I figured out that my fan in the room could be causing the ticking. Although I had been using the fan for a year, and it never made the blinds do that before. I still shut it off. I didn't use the fan from that day forward. I then started playing two Bible tapes while I slept at night.


A few days flew by, and I was getting some good quiet sleep. Then the tape player broke. So I borrowed my mother's. It was a double cassette player. They both broke too. I bought one to use and it broke also. All four broke within a week.     
Then the noise came back. It was a little stronger this time. I started checking the window carefully and I went outside to see if anything was doing it.
Nothing.

One night I again went to bed. I was looking at a picture of my husband on my night stand and it fell over to the floor. I thought that was funny, a little  strange.  Then my blinds started literally shaking. I froze still, eyes bulging. When they started hitting my head I sat up and it stopped.

More time went by and I just didn't like being in that room at all.
From day one, when we moved in, it smelled like urine. I had it professionally cleaned, and the owner had it professionally cleaned before we moved in.
Just keep that in mind. 

Any way, soon when I returned to go to sleep later on that night. I experienced
a weird lighting in the room. I felt like I was moving weird. Things didn't feel right.
I can't explain it and give it justice. The light was bluish and faint. I looked around and then the sound came back. The blinds started shaking and rattling. I sat up and everything went crazy. It is hard to explain. The blinds were clearly lifted up as if the window was opened and the wind was blowing them out at me. I could feel the wind and hear it. I felt that something bad was coming for me.  There was a loud roaring noise. I screamed " Stop it, Stop. What do you want from me?" "Why are you doing this to me?" Then the loud roaring noise faded away. The blinds went down. I grabbed my new born son and ran out of the room. My mom was sitting on the couch. The couch is against the wall that separates the living room from my bedroom. I asked her "Momma, did you hear that? she said"What honey?" I said "Mom I was screaming and you didn't even hear that?"She told me no and she became concerned to find out what was wrong. I explained.  I didn't return that night. I slept in the living room. The next morning I checked out that window and it was like I expected, closed.

I stayed out of it for awhile, but when I returned I felt like I it was only a matter of time that something would happen to me.

I started to take a nap one afternoon, and the blinds started again. I just couldn't believe it. I was so sick of this by now. If I could have knocked out what ever it was, I would have done it till I pass out.
I just went ahead and tried to sleep. It started raining. Then it was thundering.  It was storming out there. The thunder was too close to my window a few times. The rain was real hard, hitting the window. I sat up to take a look out of the window and sure enough it was crazy out there. The lightning struck and I could feel the cold on the window from the wind.  I could only see headlights from the cars that would drive by, 30 feet away. Even that was blurry.
Then something hit the window hard at my face. It scared me. It was a branch from the tree outside. It started swinging and hitting my window.
It thundered so hard that I decided to get up. I walked into the living room, my mother was sitting on the sofa watching the TV. I said" This weather is CRAZY".
She didn't say anything in response. Thats how she is.
I went back into the room and  layed down. I felt something weird come over me, and I was in a sort of sleep, but I was awake too. It is often called a trance.  I swear to this day. I fought it off. I strained and  strained to move till what ever it was that was holding me lost control of me. I wasn't in my room for 3 minutes, before I ran out into the living room. I admediatly noticed that there was sun shine coming from the living room window.  My jaw dropped and I looked at our front door that was open. My mother smokes and I always insisted that the door be opened a crack. I ran out side and it was to my disbelief a beautiful day. I couldn't believe it. It wasn't raining at all. 
I looked every where just in complete shock, and the tree that scared me. There was no tree at all. No tree even 30 feet near my house. Nothing!!!!!!! No mud, no water on the ground. Nothing was wet.

I came in and asked my mother "Did it rain today at all?"her reply"NO, why?I again just sat down and told her what happened. I really freaked out. Knock me out with an iron. I still can't believe that I didn't become an alcoholic.

That's not all.
One night I woke up to find that I was sitting up half way. Not fully sitting up. Not laying, but in between. Something was supporting my weight. It wasn't me. Some blackish figure came closer to me. I COULDN'T MOVE. I was in a weird way scared to death, but not.  It started to unbutton my top. I was looking down and helplessly watching this happen to me. I had on a shirt that had many tiny little buttons. It was taking it's time, playing with me. One by one. I didn't have on a braw. I didn't want it to see me. I hated it. It got down to about half way before I strained to move hard enough to break free. Whatever it was, it went away in a hurry. I just pulled my shirt together and rolled over to go back to sleep.

The most weirdest of all experiences in this house still didn't happen yet.
This one is graphic, be advised, If you do not want to read anything sexually graphic then I tell you to skip over this one. I will not hold anything back. I will
be completely honest. This happened to me. I am not the only one. 

One night while I was asleep, I felt something pull me off of the bed. I was barely alert. I was dragged a little. Then what happens for a while I can't remeber.
I do remeber laying on something cold. Something hard. I remeber being pulled up without being touched. I felt extremely sexually stimulated.  I remeber that for some reason I was, in my mind, preforming oral on him or it. It was a blackish creature. I tried to see it's face and I couldn't. When I was preforming oral sex, I felt a lot of pressure in my throat. What ever it was, it went down into my chest. Extending my jaw to it's limit. I didn't feel any pain. I just felt so strange. 
I have pieces of memory for this experience. I know this because I don't remeber him taking out what ever it was that was in me. I don't remeber being layed down either. When I was laying down. I remeber again being on something cold. In my imagination, during this experience, I really believed that I was on my living room end tables. Thats weird. Then it opened my legs and penetrated me. I felt beyond normal pleasure. It, whatever it was, entered me. It wasn't like normal intercourse. It instead of coming in and out, it just kept coming in, deeper and deeper. I felt pressure. I could hardly see my surroundings. Everything was blurry. The cold surface beneath me seemed to move.  Then it entered my rectum. Again it just kept coming in deeper and deeper. I couldn't move.

I then found myself on my bedroom floor. I was a mess, shaking like a leaf. I was weary and cold. I just sat there for a minute, trying to gather myself.
When I started to move I was just stumbly. I soon realized that I was wet at my bottom. I stood up and went for the door. I couldn't grip the doorknob strongly enough to turn it. I was so weak. I struggled with it. I eventually got it open and went to the bathroom. I was bleeding and incredibly sore everywhere they penetrated me. I had just finished my period a week earlier. So I do not believe that the bleeding came from that. I went to sleep on the chair in the living room. The next morning, I felt so sick to my stomach. I wasn't strong enough to talk. I just couldn't. I was so incredibly sore in my jaw, throat, vagina and anus. For three days I felt pain. Soon after that, I noticed that I had two perfect holes in my bottom wisdom teeth.  For a few weeks they had been emerging from my gums.They were just coming out. Yet, they were barely out. I also noticed a weird hole on my cheek by my right ear. Soon enough, when my wisdom teeth fully came out. The two bottom teeth had holes in them exactly in the same place as the other. Later I realised that maybe they were drilled in.
This happened when I was 16  From the time they fully came out, I kept them until they became a problem. In 2003 I had them removed. I guess none can have deep holes in their teeth without them eventually becoming cavities.  The funny thing is, the dentist took xrays of them both. The holes went straight through them.  A perfect tunnel through the sides of my teeth. He had no explanation besides saying that I developed cavities first and then they ate through the teeth. I told him "My teeth came out that way, and the holes were clean threw my teeth". He disagreed. I thought to my self, can a cavity eat through teeth in a straight line going to the ends of my roots. At that can two cavities one on both my wisdom teeth at the same time eat a hole through at the same pace to my roots. I am no expert, but aren't cavities dark even blackish? My wholes had no color in them. It was pure tooth. It is easy to get a little stick mirror to see back there.

Anyway I am not finished with telling all yet. I will come back soon. I am a full time student and a mother. I'll check back as often as I can.

I don't wish this on anyone. If you have had this happen to you.
I am very interested in learning your experience.
[right][snapback]374984[/snapback][/right]

I can't believe what just happened. I was writing about my experience and my PC just shut off....I had it all practically written and about to send reply. I guess I'll try again....

It was late that dreadful night. I was awaken by a noise. I've never heard the noise since. Unexplainable noise. I opened my eyes and peered down below my bed. There I saw a Being floating there. I say floating because he was elevated from the floor. He wore a black monk-like hooded cape. Startled I tried to scream, no voice escaped my throat. I tried to move, no body function. I couldn't move nothing but my eyes. I felt so helpless. This Being had total control over me.
I layed there as he pulled my nightshirt up over my waist. I remember thinking OMG what's happening to me and why is this happening!! I received my answer in seconds. The Being and I were communicating through our minds. He told me he would not harm me and he needed me for breeding purposes. My mind screamed I could no longer conceive children. This fact doesn't matter in their world.
Next, my underwear was removed. My legs were spread apart and then he raised my legs up, bend my knees then pushed them upwards until they rested against my breast. My lower half was exposed fully. Then next I saw a long shiny sword-like instrument. Its shine kept my attention. I didn't know I would feel what happened next. Even though I couldn't move only my eyes, I had feeling there, like the Being wanted me to feel this...
He moved the sword-like instrument deep. My eyes filled with tears as he worked it around with skillful twists and turns. He again promised nothing was to harm me or my family. Somehow he managed to calm me and I wasn't afraid...Drugs maybe? I can't recall.
Time seemed to past so damn slow! Then finally he began to slowly pull it out of me. The sword seemed to vanish into thin air, I don't know what he done with it when he had finished. He told me to go back to sleep as he pulled down my legs and nightshirt. I rolled over and within seconds I was asleep.
The next morning I woke up feeling so weak. Barely raising up I glanced around the room and noticed nothing different. I felt for my underwear and they were gone. I looked over the bed and onto the floor. There they layed in a crumple. I proceeded to get up and go into the kitchen. Sitting at the table I lit a cigarette with shaky hands. Just starring into space I began going over in my mind what had happened. Then suddenly...everything appeared to me to be alright. Like the previous night never happened whatsoever!!!
The next night the same thing followed. The same Being elevated above my bed, the sword, the proceedings. I asked why? Why again? He translated that that first night the pregnancy didn't "take."
After that..nothing...Three months passed. My stomach began getting bigger and bigger in no time. People were questioning me when my baby was due. I was alittle overweight but never like this!! I kept saying I wasn't pregnant. The looks I recieved were terrible, like I was a telling a lie.
The forth month...Late into the night I was awakened by that same noise. I opened my eyes and there he stood. Questions filled my brain and I wanted some answers! He told me that it was time to take his creation and I must go on with my life as usual. I said nine months...he stopped me and said with their techology the pregnancy was more advanced and the time was shorter. I don't remember him taking the Being out of me. I've tried and tried to recall this and I simply can't. Maybe he saved me from knowing this part so I'd keep my sanity. ???
The morning came and it seemed in one night I had lost twenty pounds. Little by little the weight disappeared. No diet, no exercise, nothing. I kept a low profile for quite awhile. I was afraid to leave my house. I've only told certain family members about this and I can't believe I'm sitting here and letting it pour out of me. The words just spilled out like magic.
To those of you who read this...like this Lady I'm responding to, we both feel no one has to be alone anymore. This was hard for me to recall and I'm shaking inside from telling my experience. But I truly believe that I went through everything I just described here. Please no negative feedbacks or smart remarks. Just try understanding from our point of view. No one but God has the right to judge anyone. That's why they call it Judgement Day.............
[right][snapback]488223[/snapback][/right]

Wow, I've never heard of these experiences before. Quite fascinating, and also very frightening. 

First of all, are you absolutely sure that this experience is real? I've had plenty of terrifying or amazing dreams that feel so incredibly real before; I could understand how they could be mistaken for reality.

But if they were dreams, that wouldn't account for the soreness or weak feelings both Jolene and Mysterious have felt in the morning after. 

Jolene's ties to her satanic family members may have a huge impact on her experiences... and especially since they started at a young age, having both a psychologically and perhaps religiously disturbing set of experiences.

People suffering from Schizophrenia who have claimed to see,"shadow people" or hear voices have also been found with bruises and scratches on their bodies as well, even after they've been tied down at night and put in straight jackets to stop any forms of self mutilation. 

Not to say either of you is crazy or anything like that, just some interesting information related to these experiences.  I suggest both of you either talk to a psychologist or priest, perhaps even get closure with your families. good luck to you both.
[right][snapback]490763[/snapback][/right]

Hey Jolene,
could the voice be your husband?
[right][snapback]492219[/snapback][/right]

I did share several things with them. I spent hours explaining these weird experiences. I was shocked that they didn't lock me up. I am glad that they were more inclined to the belief of a Supreme being.

I did, however tell many off the wall things about my past to my docs.
They too, suggested that I seek help through what ever religion I am.
I feel as though they believe me.

'It use to give me dreams and, he or it, use to treat me like we were lovers from a long time ago. He would say things like, "It has been along time" in my ear. I have no real grasp on what he or it is. I juggle around with the idea that maybe he and I were together in a past life. I don't believe in reincarnation, but like I have said, I am open minded'.