If you are still not sure about ET's existence, take a gander at this. Below are just a handful of my visions in an awake state, not REM state and a couple of dreams I have had. Beyond the visions on this page I have described what takes place with me physically while observing.
VISIONS - all are metaphoric - NOT DREAMS
The numbers of visions I have had are too multiple to mention. The visions I have had from 1997 to date number in the hundreds. Because they continue today, almost on a daily basis I have instead mentioned the ones that sort of tell a story concerning them.
Anyone wanting to reply to the metaphoric value please do so. I have tons of notes on them but I like to hear others ideas, which is why I didn't write much about my ideas in defining them.
Vision (awake state) eyes closed
In 1998, I was again in a place not of this earth when a very tall woman (extra terrestrial) got out of a car and walked over to an area where people were dancing. This was outside on a concrete platform. The woman had started to dance not realizing that her skirt was stuck in her underwear and I felt embarrassment for her. I was looking at her through the eyes of an extra terrestrial as he watched her dance. The embarrassment I felt was actually the embarrassment he felt for her. This vision was 100% visible and probably the best one I have ever viewed in respect to quality.
Vision (awake state) eyes closed
In this vision I was somewhere I had never been before. There were hangers like airplane hangers everywhere. There were a couple of large trucks that I knew were fire trucks but they didn't look like our fire trucks. There were a bunch of ET's on them with hoses in their hands and there was fire coming out of the hoses (instead of water) and they were trying to hit me with the fire from the hose. I kept running and jumping over things to get away from the fire. (Maybe means fighting fire with fire or fighting the fire with fire)
Vision (awake state) eyes closed
In 1998, while living in Long Beach I just layed down in my bed and was prompted to open my eyes. The form of an extra terrestrial was standing next to my bed. I sat up and realized it was not an estra terrestrial in the body but rather in the spirit. The spirit portrayed a great fear of me, which I found very odd since "I" should have been fearing it and not the other way around. It walked away through my bedroom door and I layed down to go to sleep as if nothing mattered. You have to realize that after so many years of this the excitement goes away.
Visions (awake state) eyes closed
The first vision I ever received in my life was in January of 1997 at age 45. I was lying on my bed awake and I saw a brilliant three-dimensional crystal owl with many colors. It was slowly rotating and the vision lasted as long as I wanted it to. I stopped looking at it after probably 10 minutes or more.
Vision (awake state) eyes closed
This vision came around the same time as the ET fire truck vision. I was watching a man who was an ET but had the body of a man roller-skating on blades on a tarmac at a place where planes land. He skated to a big brick structure. It was a school and he skated through the school. (He skated through school) I think it meant.
Then I was in a hallway of the school and there were a bunch of boys about the size of teens who all looked identical and all had the same identical clothes on. (Reminded me of "The Boys from Brazil"). They were all standing around a big can like you would burn weeds or rubbish in outside. There was nothing burning in it though. Another man came into the picture (a large man) that didn't look like them at all. He looked very human and even a bit overweight. I was made to feel that he was "phat" not "fat". He had a white glove on his right hand only and he ran it across the inside to make sure that there was no soot.
Vision (awake state) eyes open
The year was 2000, and I was lying on my bed awake. My head hurt horribly so. I was in a state that I cannot describe except to say that I was experiencing de-realization to some degree. Suddenly, three light green (fuzzy) balls about the size of a 21" television set, but round, appeared in my bedroom. *I "felt" someone tell me (see asterisks below) that they were his protection and do not get up. I looked toward my closet and standing in front of it was the figure of what appeared to be an older man. The man was nothing more then lights or energy of some kind. The form was made out as that of a man; however, these lights were what formed his shape. The lights were long like neon is long but they were millimeters wide. They were the lengths of each body part, i.e., legs, arms, hands, etc. He had sparkles throughout his body along the lines of the lights. Visualize a spark at the end of a live wire. The lights were different colors and his legs were made up of blue lights that were very long and running from his knees to his ankles with sparkles within. Again, *I felt someone tell me that he was a wise man just visiting to see how I am. I could move my head and eyes around the room with no disruption as to the location of what I was seeing so do not believe it to be a holograph, which was my first thought. I could not get up off my bed because I felt like a heavy lead shield like they use in x-ray was lying on top of me. I just continued to stare at it for about 15 minutes and then everything went away.
*Re: "I felt someone tell me" These are not words spoken in my ears or in my mind, but rather feelings that represent words. It’s really hard to define this. They’re like words but no words are spoken is about the best I can say. This is why I say, "I felt someone tell me". Sorry, tough one to define. This also happens to me occasionally just through the day and not necessarily with a vision or a dream.
Vision (awake state eyes closed)
My most intense vision was in 1998 in Long Beach, CA. I was awake, lying on my couch just resting with my eyes closed and suddenly I saw an extra terrestrial appear sitting on a metal stool next to me. The extra terrestrial rolled over to where I was, (which had to be in a lying position) and stood over me and just looked at me. I felt tremendous emotion but not that of fear. The ET then moved to another part of the room and I saw him standing sideways. The ET did this purposely wanting me to view his profile for some reason. I have never seen pictures of such a shape of an extra terrestrial. This head is different then all others and is definitely lemon shaped and real profound. I cannot duplicate the eyes for they are nothing I have ever seen before either. The green cannot be found. The color of his skin I have never seen before in anything. The closest description I can give it is "day glow forest green", which sounds impossible for anyone who mixes colors. It is impossible to do since if you add forest to day glow the day glow is gone. Very dark/bright emerald looking. The body was the typical skinny structure with no clothes. He made me feel quite intimidated during the vision.
Vision (awake state eyes closed)
Yesterday, Nov. 24, 2004, I had a vision that was somewhat different without the use of people. Awake, I was viewing what appeared to be a bunch of small parts and their schematics. All of these small parts eventually manufactured a large machine of some type. I couldn’t read the words on the schematics because the font was extremely small but I could tell that there were words. You will have to visualize a sheet of paper with a bunch of small parts being assembled on this paper and the picture of each part keeps changing until eventually it is met by another part that it is then connected to. That part is then connected to another larger part and so on and so on. I could have looked at this vision for hours because it would not go away unless I opened up my eyes, which I finally had to do and I walked it off. The parts and schematics were as ink on the page, not mechanical parts sitting on a piece of paper.
In these visions I am just resting with my eyes closed or open, but never asleep. The visions come on a daily basis and started at age 45 while living in a remote area of Apple Valley, California in the desert. Many are lengthy and appear as if they are being projected through my eyes and off of the insides of my eyelids. It is as if my eyelids are a theater screen. I still have visions today regularly. Occasionally, I have visions that appear to be seen upward in my mind at the forehead area. I haven’t had one of these types in many years though. These I can only describe by saying that I close my eyes and look upward and it feels like I am seeing a vision on the inside of my forehead even though I know I am not but rather again off of my eyelids. This type of vision is extremely large though and quite clear.
Most of my visions are of people; however, some are cartoon characters that are acting out parts. As a matter of fact, most of my visions are people or characters acting out parts to a movie or a play. These are like reality shows and I am seeing every day people as the characters, in every day life scenario situations.
Many visions I receive do not go away until I stop looking at them. After 9 years the long ones have become very redundant and bore me to the point that I just get up and go do something and they go away. Most all visions dry out my eyes to the point where there is no moisture and I have to blink a lot to get moisture back. This is similar to what happens to your eyeballs after staring too long into a computer monitor but worse. Other visions I have are interesting but not long enough. All visions are very well prepared, however some are blurry and not clear enough to see. More importantly, all visions have a pin light in them like a tiny flashlight in the middle of the picture. Often, this light obstructs some of the vision.
My visions are high tech in respect to quality and length. What I see are many steps above what we see in dreams. It is like watching a television show on digital and the screen is in your face. Everything is in color. I have never had a black and white vision. Many different kinds of ET’s are in my visions and dreams, but I’m not into ET stuff. The extent of my interest in ET was Contact and the movie ET and that’s about it. I was never an ET or Roswell buff or anything like that and only entered this site for the first time yesterday. (coming out of the closet - so to speak)
Each time I have a vision both temples are tout and I have pressure like one would have if you pressed your thumb real hard in that area. This pain subsides as soon as a vision is over. As well, I feel great pressure in my eyes. Sometimes it is so great it feels like they are bulging. When the vision is over or I walk it off, my eyes go back to normal.
Frequently, I have what feels like a needle going into my left armpit. It feels as if something is moving into my armpit and going directly to the center of my chest. I experience nausea for a few moments but it goes away quickly.
Occasionally I have what feels like a small needle going into my neck at the top of the spine near the brain stem. Also, and quite frequently I have that similar small needle going into my head on both sides above my neck. Mostly, however, I feel more of the same (I call them sticks) on the right, left and forward parts of my brain. They go in and they come out shortly thereafter. These sticks are short lived, maybe a few minutes. There is not much pain involved with anything in this paragraph, I just know it is happening and I feel something and usually get nausea. When the sticks are in I do have a degree of de-realization and I experience great fear.
Once in my bed I felt like something was going into my nose and then I smelled what smelled like solder burning.
Today, Nov. 25, 2004, I was in my car coming home from town I was stopped at a stop light and trying to relax a little I sat there staring at a tree across the street from me. The leaves were almost gone from the branches. I realized that each branch had a green light running along it. It was like a bright green shadow that ran along each branch. The light changed and I continued down the road. About two blocks further I was seeing purple lights as shadows on every thing. Every morning when I wake up I have a jillion lights all over every thing I look at for a couple of minutes.
Unusual experiences (separate from the others on these experiences)
Once living in Long Beach I had something come inside of me that did not allow me to touch anything. This one made me feel like everything in my kitchen was full of bacteria, maggots, lice or cockroaches. (Like what happened to Howard Hughes in real life). I cannot remember what it is called. I had this intense feeling of love inside me though. Found that strange. It lasted for maybe 30 seconds and then went away.
Because I cannot stand noise after just waking up and especially the sound of a television in the morning, I NEVER turn on my television in the mornings. Something "prompted", "pulled at me", (whatever you want to call it) to get up out of bed and go into the living room and turn on the TV. It was about 6:00 a.m. I turned on the TV only to witness the second jet crash into the twin towers "live". Something I know I could have lived without seeing that day.
My child has times when she walks into my room crying and says she feels scared inside for no apparent reason. She can be watching the Disney Channel and all of the sudden this will happen. She never watches scary things on TV for all the same reasons so I know her fear is not from television. She often has very vivid dreams that she tells me about daily and nightmares as well. She frequently walks in her sleep. Once she walked out the front door and I caught her doing so. We have 28 steps right outside our front door. I had to barricade the front door for quite a few weeks before I went to bed so that she couldn’t open it at night.
Dream (as if I was there)
This dream was extremely lengthy and I was definitely in REM sleep. It was September 1995, 16 months before my first vision. I found myself in what appeared to be a small chapel with pews, a platform stage and a podium. There were many others around but at first I couldn’t make them out.
Two others were holding me up. I can only say that they were dark ET ghost like figures and very large. There was one on each side of me and literally holding me off the floor because I could not stand on my own two feet. (Probably a metaphor). Metaphors are very common over the past 9 years. A man appeared wearing a long robe and walked across the stage to the podium. Then suddenly at the podium was a short hooded person standing there instead of the first man. The short hooded person approached me and I knew it to be an extra terrestrial. Behind me was a girl in the background swearing up a storm. Then a younger man walked out in front of me totally naked and also very embarrassed because of it. He walked toward me and said, "does she know yet" and then stepped inside me. (There was no answer to his question). This was followed by another man who stepped inside of me and then a third with a big scar on his face who I sensed didn’t want to do this. The scar was as well a metaphor meaning, "he carries around a big scar". All this time, the hooded being is directing everyone as to who is next, the two dark figures are still holding me up and that girl is still swearing up a storm. After that a large (what looked like a burlap bag) was placed over me and the others who had walked into me. All lights went out and I immediately woke up with a tremendously great feeling that tingled all over my body from my head to my toes. This feeling disappeared within 10 or so seconds. This dream was a major turning point in my life since everything under the sun has happened to me since. The dream took place while living at my sister’s home in Apple Valley, California, again in the desert. This one continues ---
Dream (as if I was there)
Four years after the above dream, while living in Long Beach, it was replayed again, but with one change and that was an additional being (tall- over 6 feet - female extra terrestrial) walked inside of me. The woman had legs that resembled a frog but they were straight and not bent.
Dream (as if I was there) I found this one to be funny
Also in Long Beach in 1989, while asleep, I found myself in a desert watching extremely large balloon type objects with people attached to them floating to the ground and then bouncing ever so slightly. The people (male) on the balloons would put their feet out to slow them to a stop. They told me that they were weather balloons they used to land on earth. They said that because our government is always telling people that it was not a UFO but rather a weather balloon they didn’t want to make them liars, so came down on weather balloons. They then compressed the air out of the balloons and wrapped them up like parachutes. I have never been anywhere like this before, but I knew that we were in an area in the desert just shy of an abandoned town. We all walked to an area nearby where there were many abandoned barracks at an old run down base. I could tell they were abandoned because all of the windows were broken from people throwing stones through them.
They hid their gear and the next thing I saw were about 30 of them walking towards me with masks on to cover their faces.
They had the bodies of man but were extremely thin and it was obvious that they did not want me to see their faces or their eyes. They appeared to all be male. I was walking between two of them and one spoke to me stating, "I hear that you saw Elizabeth" in an authoritative and intimidating tone of voice. (Elizabeth is a woman I met in at a library just days prior. She didn’t understand how the library thing worked so I helped her and we sort of became friends. She invited my daughter and me over to her home a short time later.) To continue the dream, I was told that these people would all be destroying their bodies now and staying on earth for a while in the spirit.
And no, I do not use drugs or drink alcohol at all. Give or take a couple Ibuprofen accordingly.
I further believe that through abduction, ET is making it possible for many of us abductees to experience the spirit whereas we could not previously.
Looking at these visions on paper just now and so you get the gist as to the inundation, this is probably only a weeks worth of visions and I've been having to look at them for 9 years. My dreams are as well constant, very vivid, I can remember all of them well and just more of the same.
Many times I feel like my home is the big top, my bedroom is the ring and I have nothing but clowns around. I really hate clowns.
If you don't think ET's not here walking amongst us, you are absolutely in a state of denial.
Who wants to trade their life for mine?