babyphat,
I have a few posts.. that I would like to re-post for your benefit:
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Posted on: Aug 18 2004, 12:08 PM
i see mystery women.. men.. childern.. and i've seen pets.. but in recent events... i don't think i've "seen" any of them... let alone interact with them... seeming as i'm crazy....lol! No.. it's true.. i've been crazy most of my life and i've finally snapped out of it.. so i guess i can't really vote for you since i didn't really see them...
Good luck with the tally!
Reader
When I posted this... someone was making a tally of all the things people see...
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Posted on: Aug 4 2004, 09:17 PM
If you haven't read a few of my posts.. i'll catch you up.: i deal with ghosts day in and day out... all walks of life .. or shall i say death.. .. they are no different than people... because they're just dead people.... they don't fall into catagories.. that's like saying that when we get sick.. we just fall into catagories.. (we have no individuality.).. now.. from my experiances.. some come to "feast" on your output energy... some want comfort.. some want support... and some... some just want... want to hurt you.. .(or shall i say me. ..)
For the longest of times.... lets see.... from when i was about 7 (maybe 7 & 1/2) ghosts of the bad sort attached to me...(yes.. plural)... now... they controlled me in a sence of telapathy(sp?) but not.. like... i suppose from my soul... i dunno.. but in the end.. i ended up hurting myself with my brain.. (not with a book... willing it upon myself subconsiously)... anyway... there was one.. i like to call him Rand right now... well Rand liked to come to me when i was most happy and *"attack" me.. . not a cool thing...
*attack: "feast" on my output energy and pertty much cream me from any bit of energy... wear me out to the point of not haveing energy...
This "attacking" happened from when i was 7 to when i was 12.. . (i'm only 15... so this is all vivid rescent) and Rand stopped "attacking" me because i went into meditation (well... my sort of meditation) and found out that he was controlling me... and if i'd wish.. i'd could cut him out. ... out of my head... out of my soul.. out of my life... (it took weeks of meditation.. but i did it )... Strong "evil" enitities(what you will) come by every once and a while.. all new "people"... because as you know... not everyone is good...
i'd have to say it's not so much the whys that you should be asking... (to them.. there is no innocence.. ... they "feast" on any age.. but the young are more vulnerable..) but more along the Hows...
1 how can i get him to not scare me?
2 how can i get him out of my head?
3 (how can i get him out of my soul?)
4 how can i get him out of my life?
You answer the hows.. you solve your problem! Good luck!
Reader
Ok.. in this one.. a good friend of mine asked "Why me?" for she has a demon/ghost haunting her... This is how I explained it for her.. about what had appened to me for so many years... and tried to help her solve her problem.
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Posted on: Aug 4 2004, 08:51 AM
Update!
Today i went to the Huntington Beach park with my sister and her b/f... everything was all fine and dandy... we were learning how to play Go and i was doing just fine.... My sis and her b/f walked off a bit later to do their kissing and stuff (yuck!) and so i decided to listen to my cd player...
Not too much later i felt.... almost dizzy but not dizzy. ... i dunno how to explain it... and the air around me started to get thick... no not thick... humid... extremely humid...and hot....so I thought.. "ok.. maybe i should just lay down a sec.. maybe i've taken in too much fresh air.."... The next thing i knew i was feeling an entity (what you will.. a ghost.. spirit...) almost... well... tackeling me... but i didn't feel it on my skin... no... it was inside of me.... i was.. .. i got very scared...
Now this isn't like when you see a vicious dog and you get scared because you are afraid of it hurting you kind-of-scared... oh no... this is the kind of scared like you're recreating a scene... like... i dunno... i just couldn't breath.. and I wanted to cry but i had no tears... and i wanted to scream but i had no breath. (almost like i was sufficating ) . and i wanted to think happy thoughts.. but i was focusing on living.. and for the life of me... i don't know why i wanted to live... i wanted to die.. but fought to live...
This has NEVER happened to me... and i'm sooo scared because it reminded me of the ghost (what you will) that made me hurt myself subconsiously.... i'm soo frightened.. in a sence that i don't want it to happen to me again or to anyone else...
I bet most of you out there don't belive this and will try to make explainations that all i've experianced today didn't happen the way i felt it... but you weren't there.. you didn't feel it... you didn't nearly die out there at the park today.. and i can't explain what happened out there in words... its like explaining how you feel when you love someone.... (actually... its like that but with subconsious fear.... .)
I had posted this one in haunted-one61, do ghosts want you to be scared.... or something like that.... and well... sorry if i sound a bit snippy.... the occurance brought up a lot of things that i don't like to remember....
I swear... this was the
WORST experiance of my life...
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Posted on: Aug 3 2004, 08:26 PMQUOTE
(haunted-one61 @ Aug 4 2004, 02:03 AM)
And to Reader: I don't mean this to be nasty in any way; I never want to call anybody a liar, but while I do believe "they" or "it" can hear you, especially when directed at them: I seem to remember a post of yours claiming to carry on actual two-way conversations with ghosts. This is the first time I have ever heard of this. Have you ever considered setting up a camcorder for the next conversation? That would be facinating to share with everyone, and maybe the mods could set up a way to put it on this site! That would be such a first! Just give it a thought, ok? If they're totally visible and talking out loud, you would probably catch something.
My thanx for you not calling me a liar.... i've had too much of that lately and there's a first for everything...
As for two way conversations.... well... i dunno how to explain that... it's not like if i'm in front of you and i'm talking to you... i'd hear the vibrations from your words.... see with ghosts.. its not like that at all for me.... for me... its very......... scary. So...i very much doubt that i could catch it... and by the way... i don't have a video camera.... i'm not apt to ask anybody right now since they all don't like me at the moment... (for some odd reason... ) and i don't have enough money to buy or rent one....
Here... I was talking about how I can interact with the ghosts.. trying to clear a few questions ya know...
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Posted on: Aug 18 2004, 12:03 PM
How is it that many of you... (mind you I'm not stating every member )... can jump to the conclusion that an experiance is paranormal? How do you know that someone isn't making it up? How do you know that all of the "experiances" aren't just a delusion in someone's head? How do you know that they aren't sick.. and need much help?
Many of you can say.. "oh i read in " ...such-and-such... "that" ...so-and-so... "had that exact experiance!" But cannot say that perhaps they need to go to a counselor... {I surely did!}
All of the "experiances" that I've been posting... was all my imagination going to work... My brain must be very powerful to be able to paralize myself... give me welts... brusies.. (and such) subconciously... and if I can do that subconciously... who's to say that the ghosts aren't a subconcious thing as well?
Just recent.. I spent an entire night fighting myself...(mentally)... and guess what I came to find out? That every single experiance was all in my mind! That when I had seen my pencil moved on my desk.. it was me... and when i had "seen" a ghost.. it was my brain making me "see" 'em. Being alone really must have corrupted me... for I made "friends" to be with me.. in the mindset of ghosts....
So for all of you out there that can just jump to the conclusion that so-and-so had a paranormal experiance at such-and-such place... stop and think a minute.. and ask a few questions that could change the situation 360... I know for me.. it made all the difference.
The nuthead,
Reader
And last but not least... This is me now. I'm out of that trap of self abuse.. and I believe that every single "Believer" of ghosts should read this.. but... I have no control on that.
I would like to apologise for the length... but I really want you to understand how I was.. and how I am. I hoped that has opened your eyes to something many people don't know about.
Reader