Hey, thats unfair

and a reality we still have to face at the moment untill later this century. im Not religous or anything so couldnt offer prayers but keep strong.
Ok I'll just give you the link, Do what you want with it. Future is promising, Nanotechnology and biotecnology going to be pretty advanced within 30 years.
here you go:
http://www.cryonics.org/prod.htmlSorry:( but It is the only thing that offers hope in this sort of situation, I would suggest you read into it and have an Open mind.
its hard to talk about this sort of stuff, But its an options and I hope you do a bit of research about the possibility and the promise of science
A little bit from the website
Q: How do you know revival is even possible?
A: Our web site contains articles and links to an immense amount of scientific evidence that we believe supports that conclusion. Indeed there are so many studies, often written of such a technical nature, that a quick summary is impossible: you need to study it -- and you should, since doing so could help you make a decision that could save your life, and the lives of others.
But, in essence: we believe that revival is a real possibility because:
(1) Many biological specimens have been frozen, stored at liquid nitrogen temperature where all decay ceases, and revived; these include whole insects, vinegar eels, many types of human tissue including brain tissue, human embryos which have later grown into healthy children, and a few small mammalian organs.
please take a look , could be an important decision
Good luck