I use to pratice psi long time ago... i was able to make psi balls very quickly and use them for anything.So you're telling us that you could form a ball of invisable energy, and use it for practical applications such as dusting the furniture?
.. I started doing Obes and Remote viewing, after time, i began to get into the remote viewing field. This was when i was 11-12 years of age. *laughs* THAT is why "psionics" was so "easy" for you. A child of that age can be made to believe anything, and emotions and hormones run very high. Your mind is still developing. Your brain is still growing. You need to take time out to educate yourself about the world and finish school before you delve deeply into psionics.
Now I took a long break after being scared, and now i am 16 years of age, I want to get back into psi, but the I feel scared and everything
. But during my break, i still had lots of psyhic events, but now, they are beginning to fade out
You tapped into something man was not meant to tap into perhaps. There are three kinds of beings in the realm beyond ours: Benevolent (good) Malevolent (Bad) and the Creator of all of them (Good).
The creator is a good being, but there are spirits who regects what he is, and therefore, regect goodness. Benevolent spirits will never cause you fear in your life. What you described as fear was an attack from malevolent spirits, who perhaps thought it amusingly pathetic that someone was trying to "enter" their realm, and dealt with you accordingly.
However, there is another side to this fear: The Creator allowed you to experience fear from them as a warning not to get into what you were getting into. He lets us experience attacks and fear for a reason. Perhaps this fear was given to you in order to protect you.
Fear comes in two flavors: The kind that keeps us alive and safe (rational fear), and the kind that ruins our lives and haunts us (Irrational fear).
Sounds like you got a bit of a dose from both sides!
So the question is, any tips on getting back in psionics? By best tip: Leave it alone. Psionics seems like a very fun idea. I have dabbled in it myself. However, if you examine the history of psionics, it traces back to very occultic rituals. Invoking demons, cursing bloodlines, and other terrible things. Most people now a days will tell you psionics are nothing more than mental power. What they don't realize is the history of psionic abilities.