QUOTE (theavidpatient @ Jul 17 2008, 05:39 AM)

I've been wondering myself about alot of dreams I have been having. I mean over the years I've noticed my dreams aren't like everyone elses. I've never had a bad dream once. I've never had a nightmare. I've been creeped out by a few of my dreams, but I always wake up wondering "what does it all mean?" Now some could put me down and say your dreams at night aren't suposed to make any sense. Though how do explain the hundred counts of unexplainable dajavu. I've remembered in my past from the very start of my dajavu in numbers. I would always say, oh hey I've dreampt about this particular scene, time, place, being in the same room with certain people all of that whenever the feeling of dajavu crept up on me. Now I am getting the feeling that this isn't really dajavu. This could be something else and along with the strange things that I could say or do to people. Or sense how well or bad the personality of a person goes. Sometimes I'll be drawn to parts of people's homes or ask what seem to be uncommon questions to certain people while I'm sitting having a convorastion with some people. I'll be preying on the question in my head and then suddenly ask. I've had quite the reactions sometimes, but I just can't help it just to be naturally curious of why certain things are there.
Prime Exsample:
I'll have a dream about an event or just one thing will be in this entire dream that'll be so wound and focused. My dreams aren't all foggy either I mean it's like being in reality. I get hints and messages in what people say and do in these dreams.
I'll wake up. Wanting to know more or why or who or what and all the other questions. Then it just sticks in my mind and I go about my life.
Of course I'll end up in an ordinary place, somewhere new, somewhere old, somewhere I've passed before always looked, but never gone. Things like that.
Well of course one day I was in an boyfriends house at the time. First night being there visiting and all. We entered the house everyone was going up the stairs and I just stopped and looked around where his kitchen met the stairs, the way the lighting was, the feeling I had, the people I was with and the door to go out back, the door to his hallway that led to certain rooms and the basement. I just knew I've been there before, but I've never been there. I told my boyfriend at the time that I had dajavu like I've been here before. His face was quizical, I just kinda laughed, but I only had to ask myself that I wasn't here before. But I was. It's weird because I had only had that dream the week before...I had never been to his house of course.
So the dajavu plaqued me and I recieved a weird dream after my boyfriend at the time and him telling me something about how he doesn't really see death as all that of a big deal. All it is, is it being apart of life. Well, the dream went like this that he was telling me about some grandfather. Turns out I asked him one day in school about a grandfather especially the one on his mother's side. He told me that was the only one he's never met and he would've liked to have met.
I just think things like that happen to me too much. That I meet certain people, tell them after I've had dajavu or that weird creepy feeling in my head that I should just mention something about a subject or something too specific...
Another one was where I was at my friend David's garage. There was a chair he was leaning on. (a swivle chair) He was spinning it around and it was just weird. I kept picturing this girl I've met before in my old neighborhood. Her name was Amber...I asked my friend David if the chair had belonged to her. He looked at me speechless and told me the story of how he got that chair. Amber and him wheeled it over from her house when she used to live in that neighborhood to his house. He was so surprised and freaked that I thought of her while the chair had came from her. She had moved down to Alabama two years before since that day. I had no idea David knew her either, it was just a weird coensidence or not?
I don't know, but I think I shouldn't pass anything like that up ever again. So I haven't. I just need to know where to go which direction I should be headed in.
Wow, thanks for sharing.

I agree with John, just follow your inner guidance system... I've learned to listen to mine and... well... I can't put it into words.
Thanks John, i was looking for that phrase, "inner guidance system". Those are the exact words I would describe what I feel.

Thanks alot.
Sincerely,
llynx