guy_ct
Mar 8 2005, 01:30 AM
i`ve now after all these years accepted the fact that i am different from most people.i do have visions,a few superhuman abilities, as well as the strangest stuff possible happen to me which almost drove me insane a few years ago.i literally started talking to myself and was afraid of the dark untill i was 16(hearing whispers and screaming voices)! i also had to lie to my friends and family about the stuff that happens to me.i was in a world of my own! it seems cool having these...abilities but when your 10 and talking to dead family members the living family members only have one thing on they`re mind...MENTAL INSTITUTION! i had to learn to lie to protect myself.after telling my gf she started calling me superman because of my abilities.it made me feel nice.i`ve told no one except her but she all of a sudden seems to be avoiding me lately. we still have this incredible bond though which i hope will never break because other then her i have no one.it`s hard being alone and having no-one to talk to.the hardest part is having no-one believe you and that`s why i appreciate her so much.i`m the eldest of 4 siblings and have kindoff been a loner since the day i was born. i`m 22 and live on my own. for a few years now i`ve kindoff blocked out these things but after telling my gf about it , it`s all starting up again.i don`t believe in god or angels or anything like that. i did once believe in him but started to hate him for doing this to me.being like this drives me mad and makes me feel incredible on the days when i need it most.i`d just like to thank this website for existing and giving others like me the opportunity to letting it go sometimes.
ravenstrike
Mar 8 2005, 03:44 AM
Sorry, but i dont really belive you. IF it is true your a miracle. I really dont got much more to say sorry.
Sir Christopher
Mar 8 2005, 04:51 AM
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klamath
Mar 8 2005, 06:43 AM
Get some Sylvia Browne books and that will help you deal with what's going on. At least you will know that you are not crazy and alone. I'm lucky that my family is open about this and we can talk to each other. Hopefully in about 10 years it will become more normal and people will catch up with what you are able to do. Just find some good friends that will listen to you and can relate. It may take a bit, only now that I'm 30 have I found friends that are similiar to me, but it will happen. You are a magnet and as long as you stay positive good things will come out of this.
Also about the "God" thing. I was turned off for a long time due to the religions that are popular and the beliefs that people try to cram down your throat. Just pick and choose the parts that you like out of different religions and make your own. Also reading the Sylvia Browne books (it's on audio too) gives you a better perspective on how to be spiritual without all the religion. I swear I'm not trying to plug her, it's just her books make sense.
Just don't deny what you have and loose it or use drugs.
Keep your chin up. You can message me through my website or here at this one.
Take care hun,
Lostchild1962
Mar 8 2005, 10:35 PM
Sounds like your gifted..really kool and I beleive in you..
riotboy555
Mar 9 2005, 03:17 AM
use these "abilities" to get you on Maury or something
scipherel
Mar 9 2005, 08:06 AM
QUOTE
accepted the fact that i am different ....
Don't get too excited about it. You're still young, add some more knowledge of it.
Living a normal life mixed with paranormal is something dangerous to your well being. As no one will believe you.
So keep quite and learn more.
That's my humble advise and please don't get offended.
Sir Christopher
Mar 9 2005, 06:17 PM
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kaproleveh
Mar 9 2005, 07:07 PM
Hearing voices, seeing things, and having super-natural powers are not uncommon... and there are professionals out there who will help you deal and provide medication to help make life more lucid.
Sorry, but the simplist explanation is usually the right one.
Demented
Mar 29 2005, 07:44 PM
I do believe that if you read some of Sylvia Browne's books, that things will start to make a little bit more sense. I had a rough childhood and I didn't believe in God because of the things that I experienced. My rough times only got worse as I got older. I had a child at 20 and ended up bankrupt due to my daughter's father(who got addicted to crack when she was 2 months old, and stole our funds and ran up $25,000 in credit card debt). Sylvia Browne help me understand everything that was happening and had happened in the past.
I don't have any special abilities, but my entire life has been filled with seeing ghosts and such daily, hearing voices at inopportune times, and severely horrific nightmares every single night. I am overwhelmingly scared of the dark, and I have to take sleeping meds just to get a half-way decent nights sleep. Sylvia Browne can help make some sense of it, BUT she can not make it go away. You are going to have to come to terms with it and try to understand it to the best of your ability. It is tough! You need to try to think "positive thoughts" as much as possible. You are strong and you can deal with this.
My heart goes out to you and I know you probably don't want to, but if you need someone to talk to- email me at wildmustang414@yahoo.com.
Brittany_NC
May 6 2005, 08:01 PM
dont feel bad i kinda have visions it has happened 2 me 3 times before they r like dream visions i have them in my sleep and one night i had this dream my boyfreind was gonna break up with me the next day he said we should see other people it was the same thing he said in my dream he was wearin the same things when he said it i was sad and scared
Tricia-Ann
May 6 2005, 08:24 PM
Having these abilities is more common than you think. What you need is a good guide and teacher who can teach you how to shut-off the phenomenon when you want to focus on your life, and then open-up when you want to use your talents for good.
There are many incidents in the bible and other religious texts of this nature, so it cannot be bad. Moses was a good psychic, so was Joseph
You don't need religion, you need to learn about your unique self. How you can be of service with this gift. Once you allow yourself to accept the gift and desire proper training, the teacher will appear.
Amalgamut
May 8 2005, 07:56 AM
Welcome to UM.
sprinkles
May 8 2005, 03:14 PM
I'd be interested in hearing some of these "superhuman" abilities as you refer to them as. As well as some of these strange occurences that plague you. Cheers.
Falco Rex
May 9 2005, 01:10 AM
I'd like some more detail too; before I venture a full-blown comment..As it stands believing you have had some visions hardly puts someone in the same league as Superman..
Some expansion of your story would be nice..
Withered Rose
May 10 2005, 04:11 PM
I believe,but I want more details...
raistlin_majere
May 12 2005, 08:42 AM
omg am I weird?
I love the darkness, and the night time, even though I have very severe Sleep paralysis which used to frighten me, I have always loved the dark. I always close the curtains in my bedroom, close doors behind me(its like an obsession) and close windows, its a habit. I can see phenominally well in the dark and I can see details on sillouettes like somebody with the sun or a bright light behind them. I have never heard strange voices in the shadows or screams for that matter...am I your opposite?
But I DO have visions. But not the ususal "oh yea I dreamt this and then it happened". One week last year I went every day seeing every thing seconds before it happened...like for example...if somebody was walking and they hit something I would look just before it happened because I knew something was going to happen. small things like this...it sometimes lasts whole days...(one time it lasted a week as I already told you) and sometimes it only lasts about 1 hour. But its never a very short amount of time as in a minute or two...that week when it happened I was begining to think i was maybe going insane and i started thinking weird thoughts.
dw man...its quite normal (sort of)...for anybody reading this please remember that it is normal. Because you never know...these abilities might just show up suddenly one day similar to mine or the guy who started this thread. Remember it is normal to keep yourself from going insane...I know it sounds dumb but it is very unnerving when you can see everything and wonder if its going to last forever and you will be condemned to a life seeing things like that.
Its like the movie "minority report"... the precog Agatha was tired of the future...that was like me that week last year.
MrScienceGuy
May 13 2005, 08:27 AM
Pfft, visions... Einstein was the real superman, not you.
Method
May 13 2005, 12:05 PM
I would love to believe you, but on the other hand peoples first post are usually INCREDIBLE and we never hear from them again, stick around build some trust!
Nirwana
May 15 2005, 04:23 PM
Talking to yourself? Yeah I also do this sometimes when I don't have anyone to tell it about.. afraid of the dark? well I almost don't have it but when the lights go out I still feel afraid and I'm 19.. never heard any voices or anything but I remember seeing very strange things when I was a kid, and it wasn't while dreaming, someday I remember seeing in a chatholic church two monks dressed in red holding some axe like things(don't know the exact name), and they weren't real ppl for sure cause they were static and dissapeared in a couple seconds, and no I'm not making this up cause personally I think there's no fun doing so.
Btw I don't think hearing voices or seeing things makes you "superhuman".
DarkEntity99
May 17 2005, 10:18 PM
Those sounds like some really good abilities
that's cool that you actually have them....
even if you feel scared you should be glad you have these abilitiees
use them to your advantage and the advantage of others...
and it's good that you have your GF to support you through this
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