Hi "LoVer_Of_GoD"
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when did i call Jesus cold hearted?
When you took on board the belief that god was cruel and vengeful. To think that those that dont worship Jesus are going to suffer the worst of evils in hell, is when you called Jesus cold hearted. Jesus loved not hated, and your slandering his good name.
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im in no rut of fear.. i fear nothing..
My parents warned me about religious extremists people when I was a child, as they had seen the evils it had done to people around them, so I was always conscious of the dangers of religious extremists from a young age, and of religious fascism, so I have done a lot of study into religious extremism in my adult life, because I wanted to understand how someone could fear god, and use so much hate towards others, and I always found my self coming back to the same conclusion, that all forms of extremism where caused by fear, and most of the time it was fear of life, and sometime of death, and more than not, the person in that fear was in denial of that fear, and totally ignorant of it. Always I found a hidden factor for that fear, and that they where always hiding from something that they could not face, and extremism gave them a false sense of comfort, it gave them a crutch to stand on, it helped them cover up the real issues in there life, such as a lack of self love, and a lack of confidence, and life skills. Drug addicts do exactly the same thing, and both religious extremism and drugs are horribly self destructive.
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So, my friend... the fear lies in ur heart, the fear of being held responsible for ur life...
First I would be apprehensive about being your friend, as you seem to think your friends are all going to burn in hell, I’m guessing you dont have very good friendship skills.
Believe me I have had personal experiences, and I have studied the after life and the psychology of god ( I have a healthy obsession for it) and one thing its done has diminished any fear I might have had of life after death. See its experience and knowledge that causes one not to be ignorant of things.
I have taken responsible for my life, because I am fully aware of that beautiful thing
free will and I have asked for forgiveness from the ones I might have hurt in the past,
I have taken responsibility for my actions upon others personally, I have not used God or a devil as a scapegoat. My asking for forgiveness from the ones I have harmed personally, brings me salvation beyond someone blaming Satan for there wrong doings.
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its so easy to turn ur back on God, its so easy to hate Him, but its even easier and rewarding to open ur heart and accept the truth that He is the creator, the father, and the lord of all...
I would never turn my back on God, as
God is connected to me, I am apart of god, to turn your back on god is to turn your back on your self. Hate him? no way, god gave me,
me, I love him/her, and am eternally grateful for everything God has given me.
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whether u like it or not, the end is inevitable
EMMMMMM do you think I am stupid ? What do you think I believe? That I am going to live forever in my physical body or something ? Believe me I am not suicidal or nothing, but I actually look forward to death, as I miss my home.
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whether God exists or not, when i die, i will be happy, for i will know that i led my life in a good way
Please dont doubt god that is doubting your self
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He has helped me through my many afflictions... i could not have done anything without the spirit of the Father in me, and i give all the glory, i give all my life to Him, because without Him, im would be dead...
I’m glad he/she has helped you he/she has helped me too, isn’t he/she awesome ?

god just keeps giving and giving…. God rocks.
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im would be dead... just as all my friends are...
I’m sorry to hear that all your friends are dead
Lover of god, how can you love god when you fear god, and you think god is a wrathful monster? That sends people to burn in hell just for getting his/her name wrong? I would find it very hard to love something like that, its a good job I know different, as I might have lost the will to live, and become unhappy, suppressed, and fearful. Thank god for learning.
all the best
Faeden