Yesterday i got in the shower, after having a long dicussion on my friends dreams and Raptor's and things like that, and my friend sent me a pic of a raptor and i got really sick to my stomach, so i got off and went to watch T.V. Here lately my friends have had dreams about them dying or them killing someone. Anways, i got in the shower and something weird happened. I started freaking out for no reason, and i started to write Satanic stuff on the wall, and i tried to draw cross's on the wall with my finger or a loffa, i tried to draw cross's but i always end up putting the satanic stuff on there over top of it, and then I started punching myself in the head, and after that a voice said "If you kill yourself you will save your friends" and i said no and we argued. Then next thing i know my head was under the faucet and i couldnt breathe. This happened a total of three times. The voice kept telling me to kill myself for my friends, so nothing wouldnt happen to them. Then the next thing i know i have a handful of pills. I didnt take them cuz something snapped out of me and i only took one. because of the event that just happened. PLEASE HELP ME.