This text is one that i have written for a while, and more to say
there shall always be, of that i am certenally very much certain
of, regardless, in here, in these words, there information that
shall give some, perhaps, some light, others...confusion, and
although it may not appear that it has any political reference,
know this, if a man knows not the totality of his being, how can
he even dare, to "rule" others...? How can he guide? What
foundations does he have that allow him to know his destiny and,
ultimately, the role of his life, in the great wheel of human
awhereness-battle-for-evolution...hummm? what thinks though?...
What kind of man is a man that can not see, or, SEE? What kind of a
man is a man that has no sense of what compassion, is? What kind of man, can
ever be a leader, if,his HEART is somewhere else...?...Or, if
his heart has strings, foreign,invokers of intimidations that
command him...hummm? What kind of leader is one that can not
change others that he knows, are,
deathly wrong, and may want even his DEATH, for his ideas and
truthness...Why the death of kennedy a man of such power? Why the
death of the hippie system, and its stemming and slicing by
corrupting the very true meaning of a society in "Renaissance". America
rediscovering the meaning of love, plus freedom......indeed many
were corrupted by the drugs and their inducement of lack of
clarity, but, any president that
wished for his "fellow citizens and comrades in friendship"(for
that we all are, in bases of beingness to
eachother...friends...think thou not)to grow in Wisdom
would have been able to control tightly the barons lords of the drug
cartels...difficult as it may appear, one man, could have done this,
one man in America whished to, among other things,especially
economic, such potential
there was...
It was a time with a massive potential for a birth of,
" a new cognitive system"...one so old, mysterious and foreign to
many...dangerous for those that wanted to remain in control, old
allies of old sorcerers...
Yet, this awhereness is so much part of us, like, say,
astral projection, meaning that, meaning that, the time came...but
it will come again, and now its, NOW or...perishable
stagnation...death and decay...foreing entitys lost(hu-man´s that
could not evolve in the sense of awhereness)...in the mecanism of
the wheels of dynamics of "our" Earth, the rotting souls...
Kennedy knew some of the deep esoterical dynamics(as many well
know, politics and brotherhoods of masons are not a rare thing,no?)
and many a great thing
of political manipulation with potential of awhereness
inpediment......Think not that this man did not knew that many
others did not desire the birth of this change(partially to do with
the form of economical organization, one that in short, if money is
no longuer the essence of life, than, more time and less
depressions you will have...meaning that, you shall no longuer
fight the evolution of your inner being...meaning that, tunning...of
sorts will happen......in short-lay-man-terms, that is the
summary), the change where
power exists,indeed, centralized, but, the meaning of
"life-constructive" forms of conduct are the main rule, and not,
Corruptness, shoe licking, arse licking, death intimidations,
economical domintation, and even, global mass manipulation the
monopoly of all things......Was there a man in America that knew of
such things...?(Abraham also in the list) A man learned, that
battled for Hu-man evolution(awhereness not about monkey
tail...and even this, search you for the forbidden archeology and
perhaps see you shall that monkey and us had in commom what
already today, we already have...), and this people is THE KEY
aspect...Because if NOW, you understand not, in death all
do, the so called "SMILE of American Beauty"...the last smile of a
man in Peace...indeed, and act by an actor, but, did you not learn
something there...hummm? well, worry not, for INDEED, you
shall...sooner or later...This KEY
Aspect,if i may speak it, is that, in America there was a stemming
of an evolution of
Awhereness....why? Many anwsers there are, some seem so
common-sense true, yet, the "venom" behind reminds the argument of
the old witch and apple for Snow white...regardless, Fear of loss of
freedoms? Fear that the
economical-drive-ups-and-down-day-to-day-serfing-and-toiling-would
make-"thenobles" poor? Or perhaps that the unworking people that
desired inner-change and desire to learn more of themselfs, would
not pay their taxes,so goverment funding into, OH! So many
pointless and stupid things would not happen...hummm? Or, perhaps
not want to study the many pointless courses in many
Universerties...humm?(altough a romance with knowledge one should
have...yet, so many a thing are...truly...pointless, or so lacking
in meaningful knowldege...unfinished, yet, to many they seem,
"good-like-absolute" And want perhaps to study their inner
beings, first and foremost...(preferably with out LCD´s or
acids)...yet, you need not
convince a stundent that Buddhism and maths do not mix, for, it was
in that ancient land that it was re-born, so many
times...hummm?
Perhaps to some this talk of inner beings studying IS
INDEED, very weird, or, even ALIENistic...for many have not
been cultivated,taught and guided by their fathers and mothers and
many other influences, into their adulthood life to indulge in a
simple practices that can bring a great deal of...wisdom...simple
practices that allow any man to sense, feel, love, and understand
much of life.......much indeed....If you wish to know of such
practices, perhaps the viewing of "the last samurai" may give some
knowledge, tourist attraction-like, but, a powerful beginning...if
not, you must await for the next car accident that,if survive one
does, one may indeed wake to the
MANY.....Awhereness-evolution-battles.......ah!........indeed........so here we
go....
of.....Life
What is, LIFE? Well, to ask this has little meaning. Since to
understand life one must live it hummm:)? Yet, what life do YOU,
experience...?
But, is it such a stupid question in the end? Truly? (With words
one only hopes to convey a thought, share an opinion, perhaps some
piece of wisdom, perhaps some ideas, but in the end if one is not
ready to listen, words will but words.)
It is a fact of life that all of us are within a specific level of
evolution, and this is in all areas, be them of love,of economical
wisdom, of learning inner peace...of, well, you understand.
This is then the meaning, one of them that is, of ones, potential
life...for potential we all are, and the play in this theater of
life must be FELT!...In other words,using an analogy that i hope
can convey my thought and not make readers that are anti-christ to
stop reading
"The passion of christ"
This is not a movie about man being beaten-down to a gory-pulp.
It is a about a man, a NAGUAL,
a man of peace, a man of beauty, a man that wanted and "battled" for peace and
wisdom, a man of hope, a man of emotional dexterity, a man of great
inner strengh, that even when is blinded-sleeping-Hu-man-simillars where
hurting him, he understood, the great aspect of all....the reasons
of his "lesson"?...or perhaps, sacrifice...
Some say stalking of human awareness, to teach to ALL the meaning
of what is "good" and
"bad",in times of such MASSIVE Ignorance, rational(academic) or
otherwise(inner-self-awhereness), this lesson that today seems
so...outdated, is yet one of such great importance.......teaching
us the meaning of brutality of peace and,so, oh dear
simple... ...LOVE...
Hence forth, Mel Gibson knows many a thing...well
enough indeed!!!!!
This means that, you who saw, you who felt,you who may have cried
and felt the shivers in your Kundalini-spine,tell me, was the movie
actually about some inner complex plot?
Any romance? Any comedy?...Thriller?A thingie made to pass the
pointless afternoon of saturday? A Van-Helsing-pop-corn-look
a-like...hummm?...Every thing in this movie, from music to image,
acting and reality, is one of such deep poetry, such deep levels of
emotional wisdom and inner awakening...ah!...Jesus...
It was about the supposed story of Jesus, and, the meaning of
fealiñg, something we can thank the makers of this, "fair play",
because behind this story, of such great age, exists the simple
premise...Mel Gibson and his virtue managed to teach us, because
friends, the bible is a book that IS not!!! I repeat, IS NOT! A book
to be dismissed at first looks, not to wipe your silly behinds...It
is a Vastly complex book, of so many a thing...from personal
evolution, to the feeling of the meaning of this, such key
word..."GOD"...the book, OF WISDOM, that so much as confused its
readers..from christians and none christians alike,sense time
immemorial... book of
ancient wisdom...ancient indeed...That so many in their silly
arrogance thought to rewrite it...ah! silly us...
" the kingdom of god, exists in all of us....can
you not feel it...?"
I spoke of the bible as an example, and i think it a powerful
one...Because what today i have to say(write) to many, is
something that, dear god, i would only wish it to be so simplistic
in words, and that words could transmitted it all, in a direct way,
or, the way i grasp it, in terms of emotion...would be a very easy
thing...but, the challenge is in such...and challenge is the meaning
of all our lifes...Lets not make it, MORE, challenging...humm?
Think you not friends, a SIN,a TRUE one,among so many others, that
the love supposedly responsible for the creation of life,of a baby,
the love that exists within a man
and a woman, could be the one that is so much in dire need of
assistance, of compreension, of understandind...of wisdom...????
One of the most powerful ways of love, one that brings joy and LIFE, to
LIFE!!!! And to all that surrounds us!!Is the one that the least
understood is!!!Or even respected!!! Something that, the cristian
tradition, among many other relegion traditions compreends only all
to well...even if, in the midle ages, the fog was deep...deep
indeed, Regardless even now, a priest can not marry, and this a
pity is...for no more Ironic Paradox can ever
exist?!?!?!?!?!...well...This disrespect of the many "other us" to
the meaning of love is indeed a sin to our immense stupidity......
Love expresses itself in so many ways that, well, it is indeed a thing
that is of such vast complexity, so vast indeed...but, words can
never give full credit...feeling is the key.
No?
Think well on this, for the reasons are profound and deep, and have
all to do with our understanding of what, to LOVE is,
unconditional, and how ones own behaviour modules, and
understanding of the reasons of such behaviour manifesting. Meaning
that there is INDEED, a ART, a complex STUDY, to be made, on what,
is "harmony in LOVE", and let me tell you that this more ocmplex
for man is then for woman, yet, women also have their share of
stupidity, unfortenally...
Take these guidelines: To love, if it be of man and woman,the
romance of a couple, is one that
has the potential to be stronger then the love between mother and
child, yes, i know all to well that IT IS, a diferent sort of LOVE,
that is simple to see, but, the emotinal ties, and
emotinal-energitacl-knots are stronger in a couple, or, have the
potential to be, far stronger...far indeed, and the reason is
simple, a FUSION happens, and this says it all...
Now, my dear friends, can you imagine when a husband or boyfriend speaks to
the loved one, that he no longer loves...? Can you compreend a
mother saying this to a child, or her 16 yers old
teenager...?...The pain and traumas? IT is worse for the child,
yet, in levels of potential, it is desevolving for both, but it is
in this that exists a great deal of confusing, because, when things
happen, behind such ahappenings a reason there is,even if, see it
we can not at time, but the force that guide all beings, and
believe me, a FORCES there are, some parts of us, others in
simbiose with us, yet, theres allways the probability that such a
lesson will be one far worse, because of the pain created...
The love in man and woman, is one of, BASICS, yet because of this,it
is one OF DIRE IMPORTANCE, and, like all knowledges of Self, it is
because of so many a man and womans ignorance of, Solid,
Self-knowledge that so many traumas end up happening, yet, i also
realise that the social aspect, one of economical nature is behind
much of the problems, yet, i also know that there exist people that
can live in a hut with love:), among nature,our Sacred mother, with
water from a lake, with food from agriculture and livestock...it is
a life that is old, and not modern in desire to the majority,yet,
some have indeed compreended that, in retrospect, it is by FAR, the
happier sort of life...But, allow me to remind you, that there must
exist the proprer conditions of this,because in certain places to
live of agriculter is not possible, meaning again the return to to
the way of the nomad, writting here the eay of the somalian nomads
and their way of life with the camel runs...A life that to many
also has a great of ilusorypassion(since they only daydream about
it)...In short, the restrains of
solid-physical-food-trauma-compultion, is not one that should
restrain LOVE...and, in truth nor it Does...Yet, why in America i
sense so much PAIN, and, FRUSTRATION........!!!!In Los Angeles...it
is imprinted in the city....i need not look at the people, it is
PART of the fabric of the reality of the place!!!! Theres such a
level of human thought-polution, and such pain imprinted there,
that, ill wager even Jesus would have a very dificult challenge
there...Very dificult indeed...regardless, ironicly, some parts are
also, joyfull, especially in the costal areas...THe imprinting is
of joy, of wind fealing and sea smelling, of, an active intuition
that feels the kisses of mother earth, that senses the beauty of
peace, of inner calmness, of postive life-constructiveness,of the
need to KNOW the TOTALITY OF ONES BEING, and not decay, death and
life-destruction...Once a native American said that the way of the
white-man, is so sterile, so cold, so dead, so in the path of
decay, for he respects nothing, he cares for nothing but is onw
EGO, in thruth he is SLAVE of his mind(powerfull knowledge this
is...of vast importance to all life in this planet) and EGO, he
confines his being to walls, weakens his spirit, slowly he washes
way his SELF-induced-stupidity with a mind altering
substance(boze),in self-importance he LIVEs, and Self-pity he
DIES.......he is lost.........And, in my enphasis cares not for his
self-awhereness and his necessity to know the information that
belongs to the heritage of being, and then, acting upon it to feel
IT, and, becoming such, part of HIS IDENTITY...What has
happened?What virus corrupted the soul of the European...? Ah!
There we come to the main theme of this post...The Evolution of
Awhereness....pops again its head, and so, does the Ugly head of
sorcery and its manipulativeness, comes again into sight...
IN the END,ALL COMES Upon the meaning of the
labyrinth that exists to teach us the TRUE meaning of LOVE, of
loss, of pain, of beauty, of being ALIVE, of the power of
"LOVE-MAKING", and its representation on the microcosmos of man, as
the parts of macrocomos, the abode above us, that in dynamics we
are a micro version of a macro version, a micro-universe...Because
of this, of our love-making being so much more than it appears, the
respect of this, POWERFULL ACT, is one that, has been fergotten
since the race Hu-man, us, started to feel the imprisoning of our
intuition and were the restraning
awhereness-jacte-of-social-condioning with a smile.......
USING THE ART of comprehension, for to comprehend another
person is to also comprehend that within us al, since all of us are
being challenged, like it or not, matters little, to those or that,
who challenges us, our "duty", if one might call it such, is simply
to take this challenge, cry if need be, and then understood how it,
can bring us a better comprehension of our own inner selves, and
how it is responsible for evolving our own awareness and
understanding of things, our, maturity and honour......behind these
lies the mastery of the concept, of- "understanding our life in a
life-supportive way", has oposite, "life-destructive".
We must TRUST our intuition like the water of life,
for in the way that we trust those that surrounds us, shall revela
to us our own mirrored-back anomolies, and this is of prime
importance for those that seek, their SELF-KNOWLEDGE. I would not be
considered a fool if I said that in some parts of America, a man
dying on the floor from a bullet wound sparks has much interest,
has dog poo. It is therefore hardly surprising that, it is so hard
to trust,violence dictates the need for mistrust...i would not
trust so easely, for those who we do not know can bring into our
life violence, traumas and many other
things, powerfull we must be, having cleaned our own house first
and then being able to assist, those that come in need of help...
So much of Life, is based in trust, or, "contracts" of trust. Trust
of being loved,and trusted with love,important not to corrupt such
GIFT, trusted
with the caretaking of the life of
our child,another GIFT,and so not to abuse of our POWER, trusted
with the wisdom of knowing, one
day, the meaning
of harmony and peacefull living,GIFT OF REWARD OF OUR SEEKING so that those
around us can also
benefit from the simple teachings that, to aspire to selfknowledge
is the one unique meaning of peace and, LIFE.......
Trusted...to exist and strive
for, a life that is, one of CUMMUNITY...FOr, since all of life is
interlocked, if need we must to be alone, than KNOW, that such need
is the need to seek what around YOU, none seem to care for...the
power of self-knowledge that your intuition feels, MUST KNOW, in
rational(informationall, written aspects of teachings...from CARLOS
CASTANEDA TO THEUN MARES, FROM BUDSHIM TO HINDUHISM) terms, shall
be the key to your hapinnes, for it is only after years of
dedication, that light comes, and, wisdom shines, and...ultimatly,
power...yet, know that in thruth you, THE YOU, needs not separete
itself from the place of your nortmal life in order to find and
pratice such teachings,yet, in the buguining it is allways
advisisable to od so, for the OLD HABITS, come and HUNT...and
hunted you can not be, not even by YOUR OWN OLD habits...meaning
that it is imperative to, CHANGE...yet, after a time you shall
sense that you feel peace, an INNER FOUNDATION OF POWER, that
created you have, and so, even among the dark and dirty ally-ways
of Los-Angels, you shall find your being in peace and power, and,
also in challenge! (dark allies and fight-clubs...
CAN you fight the pleasure that love brings? Feel you not the love
of your child for
you? Of yor wife? Feel you not your next of kin love? Feel you not
that love is a such a deep force that binds and connects, and is
the building block of all things...? Can you not feel the oposite
of love...? The longing for love? The desire to sense love...You see
from the simplicity of the smile expression to the inner energetic
deepness that a couple shares, man and woman; can you not feel what
is pain and love? And, ultimatly, the Trust behind it? hummmm? A
child knows this so well, that, is in thruth so much dependent on
this type of energy expression, that ends up so easely hurt, so
very easely...oh dear god,
so hurt indeed.......
Also,can you not feel this in certain areas of this planet...hummm?
my friend...Our earth is trusted to us...gatekeepers...and, certain
places, the earth speaks to us in love...to us, early children...
Inner fights
The rational GATE
In the areas of knowing what it means to, KNOW, and to be the
correct practitioner of a science, be it genetics or mathematics,
or medicine. For to know something is a complex thing, because many
a time we close our selves, either consciously or unconsciously, to
knowledge, many reasons.
Have you ever wondered why there seems to exist a tension within
the said New-Age people, and the Scientist? Or why there seems to
exist such a big gap in those that are considered mediums and those
that are the scientists, studying the said "powers", of such a
medium? One might say it is to verify the fraud, and indeed correct
it would be, but, is there not also a point in which a man no
longer desires to know a specific path of knowledge because he can
not look upon it without some type of inner fight coming forth.
Rational overlaps....
Reasons there are for this, and none too simple.
Be it the restriction of a scientist to read the book of Robert
Bruce, "Astral Dynamics", or the vice-versa, someone, let us say, a
"New-Age", person that feels that rocket-science as no meaning,and
that such books are like the plague.
Astral projection is within the totality of our awareness and so,
truly very important to grasp, but rocket science has its uses,
obviously. But the funny thing is, what make a being, unconsciously
or, consciously not compreend with is intuition what IS, and IS
not? ah!!!!!!! indeed? To some many an info on astral projection
has so much importance like clouds(yet look at the importance of
clouds, humm:), if not less, yet, what has programmed a person
towards , first, not feeling the truth behind
thism and hint, second, not feeling is natural tendecncies towards
this "ahwereness expression", third, what social-condioning desires
the convention of a mind so that it can only see in one direction,
FORCING a person to, feel hatred almost at his OWN, inner
mystery!!!!!CAn you beleive this???!!!! And those that fear
genetics do not mix with energy chrackas...????hehehe...well, know
this, man is energy, we are energy, its expressions are in way of
thoguth best revealed to us, the rational thought, with basis on
the "scientific thought", yet, know also this, the way to evaluate
knowledge and its, USE, or not, lies in not having a world view to
defend and knowing all things in this Univer are a mustery, even if
we actually think we understand their base workings...Our beings
are has much a mystery to those that use microscopes has also to
those that use their intuition and feeling to delve and develep
ways to harness their potential, or simply, the selfknowledge of
their own beings, to, the HAPPYNEES, fullfilment of their
lives...because to know our inner cores, is meaning that all of us
want to know...so, a side gets frustated because at times, it seems
like no more control they ahve of what is known and not known,
mostly because of the syndrome of thinking that all things are
stagnant, constant....nothing is the same, all things evolve, it is
utter foolish to think that we have the thruth of all thins,
because, IN THRUTH, we have nothing...or near there...
I have noticed this within myself, and I try to understand the
reasons for this. It amused me to see my own inner fights, inner
rationalities of internal dialogue that once sparked, knowing
already with out doubt the existence and the utter symbioses of my
own inner mind, and the one that is not, let us say, "mine", I can
only laugh and truly enjoy such quarrels with my "best friend",
"the flyer". The one responsible for making sure I get my "power".
Regardless, also it is to blame ones own social conditioning, since
it also that one that limits our own perception, of all that
surrounds us. So, it would seem that all in all, day-by-day we are
always evolving.
Prey
Perhaps sometimes we truly feel good about ourselves, and the next
day, it seems has if something is missing. A particular happiness
seems to have vanished. The reasons for this are that, we are in
truth being hunted by a particular being.
Ask me not the reason or purpose of this, for I know of nothing of
such, regardless, a challenge is being presented, and since in our
beings, within this present level of awareness within this
planetary being, has evolved to be rather lazy, only with a
challenge can we truly see the need to awake some our own inner
potentials, this I know for sure.
And it should be rather obvious anyway. The constant awareness that
we are being challenged is a precious one, for only than, with time
can we summon within us the correct frame of mind to actually deal
with all the challenges that arise, those that from our own fates
and those that all of us are submitted to.
The meaning of life
One can therefore say that one of the meanings of life is, the
value within evolving awareness, and how such is actually one of
the forces of our own race, the human, race.
And, inherent in this is the simple truth that we are all inter
connected, and it actually matters little of this is an aspect that
we like or not, for, the forces that guide us, are simple, we
either follow them or fight them, and in truth there comes a time
when we look upon life, free of the restrains of social
conditioning, much like that scene in Tom Cruise movies, a movie
that is actually a lesson, and so, more that just entertainment, in
this scene, his friend and, in a way, superior, is samurai friend
in is dying moment, sees that all the flowers of that tree, where
deeply beautiful.
Deeply poetic, and within them one could grasp some of the meanings of life.
In my opinion, such is the frame of mind of the hunter and those
above such. Because to see the world in its powerful moving beauty,
is one of the most important things, for how can a man or a woman
be sane if he has lost all contact with the powerful being that is
this earth, our mother?
You know, I can not stress enough the importance of not-doing,
within the context of our Social-Conditioning, it is one of
PRIME-importance, has always it been.
Happiness
Or, as Theun Mares, a nagual, writes, "this darn elusive Happiness".
I will not speak his words, although inbound with much beauty they
are, but rather, I will speak of my own experiences, in way that
they may contain something of useful. One of the answers, which I
have seen to hunting our happiness, is the harmony born from loving
this earth, from having our heart in the correct place, with honour
and wisdom, to silence our monkey minds that always make us
comprehend a distorted truth of the reality that surrounds us.
Silence is the key to silencing our "monkeys", and it is something
that must be approached with discipline and strategy, for we fight
two cunning enemies, the one that is our social conditioning, and
the one, that drives our internal-conventional- conditioned minds
into a great deal of 360 thinking.
Predator
The flyer. The inorganic predator described by Castaneda.
To see the effects of this being, just sit and meditate, and you
will see just how a thousands reasons exist for many a thing,
regardless know that to fight this is to fight our rationality of
the reality that surrounds us, for what man or woman, can accept
that an inorganic life exists when he cares little for the
existence of those that are organic?
The answer than being, in the simple fact that first we must
experience, and in experiencing the complexities that surrounds us,
we start to erase the Social-Conditioning has well as that, that is
natural to this predatorily-Universe.
So, travel, travel and seek, seek for what exists within our own
beings. Or, simply sit and meditate, or better yet, do a
combination of both, go to the wilds, learn how to take
responsibility for your own life, and meditate has well.
Running away
I speak of taking responsibility for our lives because we only gain
it, when we search ourselves for our own food.
The simple life of the Native Americans and other tribes is much of
wise. Even if, today to many a being, it all seems too much primate
monkey-business. A pity, for in truth today it seems that animals
are beings more at peace, than many a human. But for whatever
reason today we are in such a modern world, the fact remains that
we still must seek our own totalities instead of simply escape from
one thing to the next, which seems to calm the restless soul.
Union
From personal experience, I can say, that also Love, is one of the
foundations of all life, yet, has already I have said, it is one
that has a tendency to suffer much. The reasons should now perhaps
be simple to see, but, with evolving wisdom of silence and the
ability of following our hearts we will achieve much within life.
For the union within a man and a woman, is one that has a great
deal of meaning.
Knowing already that man never looks at the stars because he feels
that there is nothing there and so, many of us simply live in the
gutters, with our attentions totally focused in our daily-affairs,
nothing wrong with that, but, what a crime is, when one at night,
looks up, at infinity, and sees?
Rien. Nada. Zip. Nothing. Jacknuts.
And perhaps worse still feels nothing. Little wonder that death and
drugs look like a good doorway. Such is our present fate, to hit
brick walls with our heads rather than jump over them, or tear them
down.
Love, To truly feel love, to feel ones heat to jump, to feel ones
soul within one, to jump free and in wanting of shouting that one
happy beyond all joys is truly a magical thing, that comes with
love. And, when one truly finds the woman of ones life, one feels
much different, one feels like the all the world is a powerful and
beautiful place, since in truth it is. Such is the power that
resides within the Union of a Man and a Woman.
Sexual KUNG FU
The body poetry that a man and woman can do, for lovemaking was,
as always it has been, an aspect of love, and not something that is
done because one is in "need".
But has always, being something inherent to mans stupidity,
lovemaking is turned to pornography, and prostitution. A rather
shameful conclusion to one of the most powerful acts of all man and
woman.
And, a word of advice for my fellow men, what I write now may be
weird, granted, but the info on this is far more important than the
aspect of "shyness" or some such. In men there is a great reservoir
of energy, the sexual energy, now with, HONOUR AND RESPECT, one can
make LOVE, and also masturbation, something rather natural in all
men, although of much complexity, and understand that it is
extremely unwise to ejaculate, for in ejaculation such an action
brings forth the creative side of man, to create life, truly
bringing forth from ones genitals, the power of life upon the
purpose of is fate and destiny, and purpose is a powerful thing, as
perhaps, you may have seen in the in "the Matrix", anyway, in the
old Taoist ways of ancient China, it was well known that there
existed a point in men’s anatomy that can stop the flow of the
semen, the "point of no return" although the book I have read
advises the wise un contraction of the spams-muscules that are
responsible for the ejaculation.
So, in truth man, is multi orgasmic, regardless if he was born with
much or little energy, a fact more or lees corrected with the
regular practice of Tai Chi, Tensegrity, or other energy exercises,
so, anyway, this point is the one that lies between ones testical´s
and anus, and with two fingers one presses gently but with some
pressure, at, "the point of no return", needles to say that with
practice one gets better at it, and with time what first was hard,
will become part of ones identity, much like walking.
When applying this technique there are no side effects, for either
the sperm maintains itself within one testical´s, or, it passes
harmlessly to ones bladder, coming out that way, ones piss having a
rather denser colour, if the technique was correctly applied than,
one should feel a certain lightness and not a drain of energy,
since ones fluids are still within ones testicals, regardless one
of the most important aspects is the ability to direct this energy
through ones spine to ones vital centers, passing through the head
and then directing it to ones natural reservoir, on the belly area.
The difficulty is that our sexual nature is powerful, has it
should, and it is difficult, but, with practice it can be done, to
the point has of where one can even stop ones orgasms easily and
feel them when one wants and desires, to point of also using our
sexual creative-energy in a good way, rather than draining the life
out of us. And, using our own sexual ways in a rather natural way.
Have you have wondered how many of the "bad language" seems to pass
through the sexual act? Like, "go f**k your self", "suck my thingy"
"motherf**ker".
Is it not weird that the sexual act should be so focalised with
this type of negative energy? How can one expect man and women to
respect the HONOUR of lovemaking if the language in its convention
already confuses things?
Just a thought.
Anyway important all of this is, and, in lovemaking. Where two
energies mix. I truly advise many a person to read about this, if
he has never done such. Very important.
Now, for if both are aware of the 3 c, caring, companion and
comprehension, of trust, laughter and maturity, and of course,
LOVE, than all will be well. And most of all, if both are simply
aware that is the INTENT OF LOVE that brings forth the power to a
relationship to have value and to last for a many time.
If a man can value and understand his wife, and vice versa, than
one of the most important lessons does he already know, even if, he
gives himself little credit for it.
Companion
To be alive is already meaning that we deserve to be alive, for, to
be alive, is a meaning in it self. We walk many paths in life, and
never seem to reach the end. Are we searching for something, or
someone? We journey through life, but must we do it alone, is there
truly someone who can and will share our dreams and hopes with us.
As we travel though life our paths cross many, some we will meet
and help others we will love. But there is always one who is
special, one who will give all to you, and make you complete. Can
we truly find such a one? A devotion that is so great that it
leaves all others behind.
One who will be for you and you alone? It is possible
My Dream is to be what I am, no more or less, and accepted as such
by someone. There is one. My life is not always easy, but having
someone to share, to listen when I rant, to be there when times are
good or bad, and only want to be there for me. There is one. My
love is one who will live for me, and give all she is to me,
without reservations or doubts. There is one.
That one is mine. Totally without question, without doubt. That one
is Wolf’s Mate. My love, my life, my dream.
Peace people...
oh and i apologize for the spelling errors, my time is up on this library...sigh...oh well...