hey ive already posted this but i expect i would get a better review of it here, so im sorry if you have already seen it.
a short while ago i started seeing vision of my own death more than once a day it would go into little detail n it would seem really real aswell, also ive started seeing shadows everwhere behind me in the window minly in the corner of my eye but when i turn round nothing is there, i dont suffer from paranoia of anything like that and its not all phycological, but i do sufer from mild short term memory loss but i doubt that contributes the problem. oh and another thing ive started seeing other people die who i dont even know but there deaths are very graphic aswell. it would be appreciated if someone could help. thanx a bunch.

You see these things while you are awake and alert? Or do you like black out and day dream?

You see these things while you are awake and alert? Or do you like black out and day dream?

You see these things while you are awake and alert? Or do you like black out and day dream?

You see these things while you are awake and alert? Or do you like black out and day dream?

mainly i black out, but ihave been awake and its happened quite a few times why?

have any of these deaths that you have seen actually happened? are you watching alot of horror movies lately? when you see your own death is it always the same way? have you been eating to much sugar perhaps?

i dont really eat sugar that much, and the last horror movie isaw was about a year ago. i dont know if the deaths always actually happen but i did have a vision of a few boys getting run over then the driver driving off, after about a week of that vision happening 2 boys got killed in a hit and run. the visions of my death are usually were i am or were i might be going and i just cant control them.

So, if I'm hearing you correctly, your visions of your own demise changes? Do they have anything in common with each other? Also, why do you think it's not paranoia or psychological? Have you discussed this with anyone (in person)?

yes they change to were i am or were im going to go example. if im in tesco i will have a vision of me dying in tesco, or if im going to a shop ill have a vision of me dying in the shop before ill get there.
i dont think its phycological cos me mate was wit me n sad was i giong crazy cos i woz havin a vision but i wasnt blnking n i stayed perfectly still, but on other occasions i actually live my own death then have an outer body. ive only chatted to me close mates about it

Anyone, feel free to correct me if I'm wrong here, please. But it seems like I've heard that a lot of the physical symptoms Bean is talking about can be caused by epilepsy? I know, sounds weird, but I swear it does. Here, I found this website. Here's a rundown:


Symptoms of Epilepsy

The following symptoms may indicate someone has epilepsy. A medical exam is advised if one or more of these symptoms are present. The symptoms include:

A convulsion with or without a fever
Short periods of blackout or confused memory
Occasional "fainting spells" in which bladder or bowel control is lost, followed by extreme fatigue
Episodes of blank staring
Brief periods of no response to questions or instructions Sudden stiffening or falls for no apparent reason
Episodes of blinking or chewing at inappropriate times Dazed behavior; being unable to talk or communicate for a short time Repeated movements that look out of place or unnatural
Sudden fear, anger or panic for no reason Odd changes in the way things look, sound, smell or feel
Muscle jerks of arms, legs or body
Clusters of swift jerking movements in babies


Conditions that may be mistaken for epilepsy:

Seizures associated with high fever
Fainting
Sleep disorders: nightmares, narcolepsy, cataplexy
Psychiatric disorders: panic attacks, fugue states, psychogenic seizures
Transient ischemic attacks (TIAs): brief interruptions of blood flow to the brain
Migraine headaches
Childhood breath-holding episodes

Epilepsy symptoms

I'd really go to a doc, Bean. I'm sorry for all the trouble you're having. As far as the "shadows out of the corner of your eye", I've heard that epilepsy could cause this as well. Even if that's not the case, you're obviously under a lot of stress, and stress can cause this.

thnx ill go check it out but i doubt im eplieptic cos recent blood test aint shown nufin. cool, thnx fo helpin me try 2 clear it up u cool.

No problem. Even if that isn't what it is, you should see the doc. I didn't know this till now, but apparently epilepsy can be brought on by a head injury? Maybe I should start wearing a helmet. Good luck

You may actually be seeing something, but you have to think about how powerful the brain can achieve a state of ills nation without a drug use. I’m not bunking your visions, but just giving another option of what “could” be happening…

Of course drugs could always present a problem. I'm sorry, I assume these folks don't do them.

No matter what, black-outs are never healthy, If you don't have a physical problem causing them, then it's down to mental..Several forms of Schizophrenia have symptoms of black-outs and hallucination, as far as I know..
And this ever changing vision of your own death would lead me to believe that it may be Paranoid Schizophrenia..
You may definitely want to seek professional help before this goes from being a nuisance kind of thing to dominating your whole existance..