1. the first time i can remember is my ex-boyfriend's dad. we had been dating for a few months, and before i had even met his dad, i told him that i thought his dad was going to die early, in about 2 years, of a sudden heart attack. 2 years later, i got pregnant by him....it was a girl, and it was what his dad wanted - he was so excited to be a grandfather. i was due with her on July 23rd 2000. well, on July 23rd 2000, i didn't go into labor - but his dad did die, of a sudden heart attack. after it actually happened, i realized, looking back at the past few times i had seen him, i felt it was getting closer and closer, so much to the point that the last time i saw him i could barely look at him. and then it was real. and so sad, of course....finally i did have my daugher on August 2nd 2000 and his energy is definately part of her.
2. another time was a few years ago at an old job - i was talking to my boss, just casual conversation - and as we were talking, i thought of his son, in my head, and saw him choking, unable to breathe. the word 'allergy' came to my head, then 'asthma'....i was JUST about to ask him if his son had asthma, but we were interrupted by a phone call or something. after that, it just slipped my mind. i come in the next morning, and find out that his son had an asthma attack that very night, in the middle of the night, a pretty bad one.
3. and another -- i was with that same ex-boyfriend and we were looking through one of his school yearbooks. i was reading all the messages from them, and spotted one that caught my attention - something about the handwriting, and the misspellings - drew me to feel this person had died. so i said to him 'did this kid die?' and he said, 'omg, yes, actually he died a few years ago from a drug overdose'. my heart dropped....and we were both like WTF.
4. yet another - there was a diner i used to work at about 2 years ago - there was an older lady that worked there. she had recently dyed her hair a burgandy color - i personally thought it just didn't look right on her. she retired about a week or so later, and one day while i was driving to work, i saw her in my mind with her blonde hair again. i get to the diner - and there she is, with her friend for dinner, and she has her blonde hair back.
5. another time at the same diner job - i got this table of a mom, dad, and young son, about 7 or 8 years old. as soon as i walked over to them to get their order, i sensed the boy was sick, and was about to 'get sick' in the diner. something stomach-related. i saw this actually happen and saw that they would have to leave before their food was even served. but, i doubted myself.....like usual..... - so minutes later, i'm back in the kitchen getting their food ready to serve, and my manager comes back to tell me that my party just left, the boy got sick and they had to leave. i was like 'wtf! are you kidding me!' he didn't understand that i saw this happen before it happened.
6. AND another - when i came back to this company i work for now, it was as a temp - to cover for someone who was going to be out for a while. no one told me what the reason was, but one day i looked at this lady (before she left) and sensed something about her breasts....something about cancer. finally i asked someone what was wrong with her, and that's exactly what it was. (she is fine now, still here, just in a different department, and i'm here permenent now).
7. here is another one - with that same ex-boyfriend (Brad, my daugher's dad, also one of my best friends now still) - a few years ago, i was with my Dad and sisters and his wife - and some other family members. they were up to visit from South Carolina, and it was kind of a family get-together. we were waiting for Brad to come so he could come hang out with us. i had talked to him before he left, and he was on his way. At least 2 hours passed, and he hadn't shown up yet. We all started to worry - hoping everything was ok. my Dad kept saying he figured he was just stuck in traffic. at one point, i saw him getting into a car accident at the exit ramp near our house. a direct location. and i said to my dad, i think he's been in an accident.....but i still wasn't sure. not to shortly after that, he finally called - and he got into a small accident, right at the exact location i saw in my mind, and it more than likely happened at the same time i saw it. he was ok though, not TOO much damage on the car - no real bad damage on either car or driver. but still, just another one of these times.....
8. the most recent incident like this had to do with my sister. we were at my mom's house for dinner, and we all did notice she gained some weight. she was always very thin. but she just looked a little bit chunky, not fat or anything. you would just think she got some meat on her bones. this went on for months. anyway, this nite at our mom's house, i was just looking at her, at her face, and i thought she SAID 'faye, i'm pregnant!' - then realized she didn't say anything. then i looked at her body more, and her stomach. you still wouldn't have thought she was pregnant. but i felt it, i knew there was life inside of her. i think i even said something to my mom, i said 'mom, is laura pregnant?' and she said no, i think she just gained some weight. she hasn't said anything.....' well, this past Christmas morning my family wakes up to a new member - a baby boy. i have a new nephew! she was pregnant all along and didn't tell anyone. and she's so thin, even being pregnant, no one noticed. except for me.
there have been some others like this, and i'm sure there will be more. i just wish i could get control of it and be able to help people somehow instead of just 'knowing' and letting it happen because i don't have faith in my 'foresight'.
Now for a completely different experience: Last month I went to see one of my favorites bands a lot (7 times in one month
so, at another show a few nights later, i asked him about it - if they were making fun of me, or talking about me or something....and he said no. but i felt so confused, because i was so sure of it! a few minutes later, i'm standing by the bar, kind of looking down at the floor in my own little world (keep in mind we are in an extremely loud club, with loud music, tons of people talking) --- and i start hearing these guys talking -- the one guy is telling the other about this girl - i hear something like "can you believe what she just asked me! she asked if we were making fun of her! remember that night....(then he told about the night) - 'remember i even spoke into the mic and talked into to it to see if you could hear it, and you said no? how the hell could she have possibly heard that, she was on the other side of the room!" -- there was some more said - then i turn around, and there they are, a bit away, and it's them talking about how i just asked about that night i heard them talking about me!!! i was only looking over at them and standning a little closer for a few seconds, then he noticed me there and was like 'oh god, she's right there!' and they quick pulled away from eachother..... so he just denied it to my face - then end up hearing him AGAIN under extremely loud conditions. again, i didn't realize what had just happened, this always goes into my subconscious and it all comes back together in my mind later.
i also remember that night, trying to find him one time - and i didnt' realize what i was doing, but i was seriously literally using my 'abilities' to find him in the club
so, a few nights later - again - basically, let me make this short. he made some sarcastic comments to other people in conversation - about how i always 'listen in' on his conversations. i also experienced some kind of remote viewing or clairvoyance by 'seeing' into the tour bus and knowing what he was doing, which had been confirmed to me by other things that were said afterward. this poor guy seemed so freaked out, but i wasn't doing it on purpose! it's got ME all freaked out, that i can do thing like this, and i feel terrible because i ended up 'using' it on him, unintentionally
it bothers me a lot because i have never had an experience like that before and i have no idea where to turn for support, or how to control it. these kinds of things really kind of mess with my emotions and i feel the need to be around people who understand. this is really new to me and i just need to know someone understands and i'm not alone
so i have many ESP abilities - clairvoyance, clairaudience, telepathy, remote viewing, and whatever it's called where you can sense people's health issues, life/death, or physical changes.....
if only i could control them and realize that it's happening WHILE it's happening..........