Ever since I was a kid, I remember being alot more in tune with the world around me, I can remember having frequent deja vu, and sometimes odd visions or flashes. An example I can remember, ableit sounds really ridiculous, I was at a family's house (I'm guessing around 8 or 9 or so), and I was looking at all the little things this family had collected, but one of them caught my eye. It was a little pink crystal ball, completely made of glass and I'm guessing some coloring, anyway, I remember quite well, picking up the crystal ball and looking into it, and then I remember an odd flash of images and dropping the crystal ball and snapping back into reality. So yeah, that one is a bit weird, and I got nothing of relevence on it, mostly because the images and flashes I saw were basically, what appeared to be a boat of some sort out far, and people loading up their boats and high tailing it off cause it was under damage and sinking. Weird, but let's continue.
This is more frequent, but sometimes I seem to have a bit clairvoyance, where I'm having conversations with friends talking about things that I'm not supposed to know, because I was never at the place it occured. And trust me on this, my friends are really good at remembering if I was at a place or not.
I don't really want to get into my family background, but on my mother's side of the family there seems to be lots of psychic gossip. Where, my mother and her sisters, all believe they are psychic or at least partially psychic. I doubt if anything like that rubbed off on me, but I sorta doubt it because it pretty much went away. They themselves are well into their 40's still having little weird premonitions and what not. (An example is that they all dreamnt the same dream, or how they all get a weird tingling feeling at the back of their eyes just before someone we know dies). They truly believe in miracles, and I'm quite the opposite always taking a skeptical vantage point (much like my father).
This seems to be getting a bit off track, but I don't believe I have any sorta telekinetic power, or something like that. But here's what I do know, and I know it's going to get some people debating. I went to a few psychics, or at least talked to people who claim their psychic. I have a good laugh at their expense.
I've gone to a few haunted houses, most of the time, nothing happens. Unless of course, you introduce me to an ouija board, it seems when I have the board in my hands I can actually feel some sorta energy channelling through it. Not something really big, but sorta like a small tingle. Anyway, that's beside the point. I've used an ouija board for continued periods of time, and actually gotten the lights in a room to go off just by thinking it, or by saying it aloud for a few minutes. (Oh yeah, I don't want to hear nothing on what your supposed to, or not supposed to do with a board, cause I've already broken every rule in that book and then some). So anyway, this is sorta going into a second story, but the more I used the board, the more I felt in tune with what was going around me. I literally felt more alert, more perceptive, and more focused. But, it seems that continued ouija board use can also cause some unwanted events, and I was told to stop because some things in the room were moving. Nothing really big or gradual, but we'd sometimes come down the room to find say, a lamp shade tilted over, or even lights on that we didn't turn on. Anyway, trying to stay away from ghosts and what not and try to get back to my orignal point.
After a few days of not using the board, I know this is going to sound absolutely ridiculous but I just led it down as say a power line or converter or something explosion. Anyway, we were driving down the road, and I felt this weird feeling which eventually started to become a headache. Considering I was sorta starving, I grabbed a Pepsi and took a swig, when something weird happens. There is literally, some insane release of energy, so strong, that it actually knocks out the car we were driving in, all the lights on the street, all the houses, and the car in front of us stalled out too. Naturally, I'm like whoa what the hell? So, when I get home I and call the power company asking if say a transformer exploded or something, they said nope. We had no reports of that, and then I take the question to my physics teacher asking if it's possible for a transformer to explode and create an EMF so powerful it could knock out a car or two, and a few city blocks. She didn't exactly say no, but she said it was rather and highly unlikely. Anyway, after that weird incident I've pretty much been staying away from the ouija boards, if they can channel energy, I must be good at it, or really bad at it?
So, I don't know all these little snippets of info go together, but I just wanted to share some of my weird experiences. At present, I don't think much of weird events like this, mostly because I don't want to get on my mother's side and let her think I'm psychic or something. She'd never let me hear the end of it. Also, just wanted to send this other snippet of information. I've learnt to supress my emotions, and I was wondering if supressing one's emotions for so long, could sorta build up stress and cause something big like this? Anyway, there's probably a lot of questions that could and will be asked from this. And if someone was actually brave enough to read the whole thing, you got my congratulations. It is in my opinion, nonsense, but to some an interesting story. If you reply, I'll be sure to comment back. And since I wrote this on a whim, it's in no way summarized, and I'm sorry for that.
Lastly, thanks for reading this monster. It's taken about 30 minutes or so of thinking and recollection to conjure up. Your replies and comments are appreciated, I'm sorta hoping I can relate to other people.