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HKCavalier.......a very well-thought-out and wise post!
As I've continued to read this thread one thing has become very clear......everyone here genuinely cares about Rosemary and is worried about her. Let's hope that this paranormal research group she has mentioned is the answer for her, one way or another.
I agree the post by HK Cavalier was a good post which I read yesterday but decided not to respond to at that time.
I'm hoping the Paranormal Research group will be able to get things on Film and that the Psychics who are part of the Group can verify what I am saying so that others believe.
I have never dealt with such a group and don't even know how they operate except for what I've read on various websites that I visit but I am hoping this particular Group (no names at this time) can quietly come into my home and not only verify the things I am saying but can actually communicate with the Spirits I mention so I can offer more proof.
I realize the things I am writing about are hard to believe, and there is little physical proof that someone like me can offer and its very hard to find an exorcist no matter what we read bout Exorcisms but hopefully in the future it will be easier for an ordianry person like me to do so.
In the meantime all I can do is tell my Story and hope that the Paranormal Group will be able to find something that will make things easier to offer some kind of proof.
Until after the Group arrives and I see if I can solve my problem there seems little reason to state my case further now so for now I am just trying to solve my problem here and write in my Journal as a way of dealing with them and hopefully as time goes on they will decide to come out before the Paranormal Group gets here but for now there seems little hope of that.
The saddest thing to deal with in this situation is that three of my Relatives whom I loved when they passed over would turn on me like this and help a man like Dr. Petas to do these things to me just so he can hang onto me from beyond the Veil of Death.
From the beginning I have told him I would not have tried to send him away permanently if he would have not behaved this way and I have told all of them from the beginning had they behaved in the right way and written outside my body like everyone else in the Spirit World we would not have had these problems.
They still maintain the only way they are coming out is if a Higher Power appears and forces them out or if I find an Exorcist and or the Demonologist who is coming proves they have the power to force them out.
And while they are Violent they say the Violence is to motivate me to tell this Story and to search until I find someone who can prove they actually have the Power to physically remove them from my Body.
So you see when I came on here to tell my Story I really didn't expect anyone to get them out of my body I was just telling my Personal Story and of course I was hoping as I went along that an idea would come to me about someone who would try to help such as the Paranormal Group and so wish me luck.
I have never dealt with a situation like I am doing right now and day by day I am searching for a way to Solve this.
If it were possible for me to get on a Plane and go to Russia and have an Exorcism at that Russian Church I would surely give it a try but I don't think that would be possible because of the Red Tape involved and many other personal factors.
In the meantime on almost a daily basis I am logging onto the Russian Exorcism Video and trying an Exorcism kind of like Remote Viewing.
I run the Video and touch the screen with one hand and my body with the other and see if I can pick up the Priests healings.
Of course I have holy water and instructions for an Exorcism which it try on a do-it-yourself basis.
But Crazy I'm not, these things are very real, but I must say I have had a problem only with these four and I believe these things are very Real but it appears these four are Determined to try to prove whether there is a spirit in the Spirit World who has dominance over them and who can bring them under forced control.
This situation has gone on so long because I too thought it should be up to a Higher Power to bring them out but as time went on it only became worse.
Its also taken a long time because these four spirits sought to turn my life into a sideshow like existence as has happened to many others who have gone through exorcisms and that is not what I wanted to happen so that's why I have dealt with it on my own as much as I can but now it seems the only alternative now is to try the Paranormal Group and let them do with the sitaution as they will.
Anything to solve this problem.
I am of course concerned about what actually happens to the Spirit during an Exorcism?
Do they physically Die or do they just give up and leave the Body?
And if that's true where do they go?