When Dolores regressed her back to a past life, an American woman named Mary began to give a detailed description of her life in Palestine, when Jesus lived there. Her name then was Abigail. In that past life, Abigail's teenage years were spent receiving training from a spiritual Order that might possibly have been the Essenes. The things she learnt were a more mystical knowledge of life that was often in conflict with the narrow, orthodox religion of the priesthood. After leaving this group, as a young woman she found herself training children in Jerusalem's main Temple (Herod's Temple). The head priests and elders did not approve of her having learnt so much knowledge. Under deep hypnosis, Mary (as Abigail) continues the story of her past life (Dolores is asking her questions):-
"D. (Dolores): Where are you?
M. (Mary): I seem to be at a temple.....All is not well.
D: What is the matter?
M: I believe I am not being allowed to teach....I am not being allowed to share. It's...my people. It's as if I have been put away.
D: But you have so much knowledge, why wouldn't they allow you to teach? You have many important things to pass on.
M: They are not happy about the knowledge that I have.
D: Who are they?
M: The elders. The men. I am a woman. They say women are not worthy to be taught anything. I am not to have this kind of knowledge. They don't want me to teach...
D: Have you been teaching before this time?
M: Children. I taught.....children would be brought to me. And I would share with them. The parents would bring them. We would sit on the steps of the Temple. And we would learn by playing games and telling stories and dancing. And I would bring light into their minds.
D: You were talking about God's words, so I wondered what god you worshipped.
M: Well, my understanding is different from the understanding of the men. As long as I deal with the children I am humoured. I am to keep silent in my understandings.
D: I can't see anything wrong with them.
M: The priests....(she hesitated--it was difficult to explain). It is very distasreful to me. Their behaviour, their teachings. They are so CLOSED. They are so DARK. They are not of the light. They are not of the TRUTH even. They keep people away from the IMMEDIACY of our experience with God. He's not somewhere FAR OFF that is so hard to get to. He's not ANGRY at us. He doesn't require us to kill beautiful animals as a sacrifice. He is WITH us, in every breath we take. He is PART of us. He lives within us. WE ARE GOD in physical form. WE ARE IT....
D: Have you ever heard of the story of the Messiah?
M: I don't know of the Messiah, but I believe there is a man teaching. He is not happy with the priests either (sigh). I believe there is a man with an understanding similar to mine. The kingdom of God is within. The temples are not to separate God from man. The temples are to be a place of UNION. Man should be able to come into the holy space, and invite God directly into his heart. Not through sacrifices, not through intercessions, but be allowed to stand on that holy ground and commune DIRECTLY WITH GOD.
D: I agree with you. But this other man, have you ever seen him or heard him speak?
M: I believe he's been at a different location on the Temple steps than where I teach....
D: Have you heard him when he was talking to the people?
M: I believe he was speaking to a crowd when I had the children on the other side of the stairs. He speaks with much authority. I am curious to know who this is."
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In part 2 of this post, I'll continue Abigail's story of her encounters with Jesus in Mary's past incarnation.