QUOTE(xstortionist @ Nov 23 2005, 06:40 PM) [snapback]945743[/snapback]
yea, well nothing is wrong with he decision....somethings are good to be addicted to....such things as hobbies...and marijuana just my personal opinion. LOL but i'd say anything like crack, cocaine, crank, and herion are drugs that take your soul. Addictions are just mental stages that occure in your life, and some addictions take alot of personal recognition to fix. I know this from true experience with cocaine.
My last post was kind of a response to this... "Addictions are just mental stages that occur in your life", well, that is what they teach in AA basically and it sucks. They go through the whole weening thing though, and my dad is more of a guillotine.
If it's not milking a cow in one end with strangers in society, ( telling you "hello I'm an alcoholic, and I'm sober > all that state of mind b.s.), it's my dad.
Cut the head off!!! THUD!!! So I'm in the *middle alcoholic*.
Marijuana is not good to be addicted to, because it is like a hobbie to some people, that is why it's a problem. You can get jealous of other people doing a more potent type. I used to go through it all the time.
For example, lets say cars are like marijuana and it's a hobby.
Do you think I like seeing people driving Bentlies,Ferraries,Hummers,Lotuses,Lamborghinis(longheld childhood dream),Porches, when I drive a Subaru hatchback?The answer is no.
I don't....
So what happens, I go out and get a really potent powerful kind of weed, and a really expensive bottle of something ( Benedictine), and I smoke and drink by myself and think of all the STRAIGHT people who drive>
Bentlies,Ferraries,Hummers,Lotuses,Lamborghinies(longheld childhood dream),Porches.
How do I know those people are straight??
I don't.
So what is it a hobby?
No, you get jealous.
Simple as that.
It's addiction, it's bad, and all addictions take personal recognition to fix.
*It makes you feel like you live in "The Matrix" and you don't want out. It's a personal war.*
*Sometimes I feel like I'm in a subway station that never ends.*